i don't want to expect much and i wont. though its just a short while with him just now after some wait, im happy and im satisfied.. satisfied with him thinking for me and caring for me.

last night, he ask if i did get jealous with anyone with him.. and i replied no and im really not. maybe its the trust and secure feeling i felt from him which no one before did and im confident about us.  

im just very glad to be with him.

thanks for the wish upon the falling star and sorry for the disappointment, js.

life is gonna change for me now. 

though everything started so fast, but i think, it happened in the right time with the right feeling. ive grown to him within days. he is definitely not just a crush. 

i hate him so so much for making me feel this way..

..so in love with him

my stomach is not getting better. losing my morning appetite too. just seen the doctor, had a day of MC and medicine. i cant drink milk !! i cant drink my meiji low fat susu (learn it ytd in work) for now. ;( 

i miss you.

im dead tired right now waiting for my cheesecake to chill before i turn in.

slept at 3am last night. went to Alley bar with Adam, Zhiwei, Wenyan, Wesley and Gwen. i was kept drinking till i found out i drank 2pints within an hr. i wasn't emo also, i n fact, im rather contented in this point of my life.

woke up like 7.30am. guess its another insomnia. zzz. then trying to get back to sleep, but i just cant. went to Sentosa at 1pm, its my first time going to Sentosa that late. and its when the rain just stopped. the sun wasn't blazing hot. volleyball was alright, lacking team spirit. 

after that headed back home with Seah Im's Fried Kway Tiao in my stomach. OHHO !! went to get my ingredients for my oreo cheesecake, some daily products and packet food for my mum. IM SO SO TIRED !!

reached home, bake my cheesecake !! im gonna get my one week dinner cause someone didn't believe that i bake. 

im like a half housewife already. i always spend $20 over everytime i goes to the supermarket and watson. most importantly, i enjoy shopping for groceries for dinner.. always carrying plastic bags from NTUC/cold storage home. =x its just that i hate doing chores. 

working tomorrow after its fred's place for 2nd round bday celebration.

out for Japanese buffet with Swing and friends. its yummy !! Baowen is uber sweet. he went to customize a bday cake, bought a DSLR and surprise Swing with his presence. damn. im so so jealous. Irene and Eshyuan cried too.  have a sudden feeling of getting attached.

photos will be up soon ! and im tired. 

slept at 4.30am.. >.< 

im baking my orea cheesecake this week i guess. gonna have free dinner for a wk !! hehe.

gonna be a busy day later. gonna settle my ingredients first then get ready to have dinner with Swing and her friends. 

went to meet Fred @ NYP. i miss school !! ;(

then headed to Suntec to meet Eli and for Halloween stuff. in the end, we cant find anything and Halloween is cancelled and changed to Fred's house party. ;p

im looking forward !!

ive decided to get the new iMAC which comes with the cool mouse !! i need to save up $2k !

went to fred's bday celebration. (btw, i have a bro !! its fred) met up with js to get fred's present. and also BALLOONS !! ;p made fred walk around with the balloons. haha. think its memorable to him !! ;p

then this morning, woke up damn early for nike human race 10km. completed it in 1.28hrs. running under the sun is not easy.