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im fine. sometimes, its just sucks when whatever you did does not goes the right way, whatever nice things you did wasn't being touched and worst, became another argument topic. everything is fine right now. thanks for the concern.

im on leave for the next 2mths for my bridging course !! >.< its the first day of my leave !! OHHO !! i want to go shopping !!!

been sitting in front of my lappy staring blanking at blogs.. scrolling for the sake of scrolling.. thinking of what happened..

ive chose to follow you and i wont undo my decision..

its just another emo day..

I'm having a bad cough and a bad day..

Just when everything is falling nicely, again something happens that make me feel hopeless.

Please let me know what happened?!

Merry Christmas everyone !!!

caught old dogs last midnight. super hilarious. its a must watch !!

made xmas rice crisps for friends and colleagues. everyone said its nice ! its my first try somemore !! ;p

hopes everyone enjoy their Christmas !! >.<

Not working extra for this week.. Suppose to give myself sometime off and also to shop for Xmas presents. But, dear have been sick for 2 days already and have been spending time taking care of dear. Nvm, I still have tomorrow. Been busy working and feeling sick of working already.

Im doing something for him.. Shall remain a secret.. But I need more props!!!

Xmas is right by the corner. And I have been thinking what to get for all my friends and colleagues! Still haven't done my shopping yet. Maybe tomorrow?! ;p

When sentosa with Fred,hc, eli and friends on tuesday.. Had a great time, just that I'm having low blood pessure again.. Zzz.. I just learn how to play frisbie!

Eli called me "xing fu de nu ren" !! Haha. I can't deny that I'm not. ;p


I'm thankful to be who I'm with now. Having someone showering me with his unconditional love which made me so attached and grown to him. I feel the warmth in him and the comfort to be with him which I can't feel it with any other guy. This is like what everyone have been waiting for. Hope this will last till the end of time.


Its beyond words that I could describe about how much I love him.

Ohho!! I finally got my iPhone 3Gs 16GB!! It's full of apps now ;p

Decided not to work today. Having an upset stomach for the past 2 days plus I beed a rest from a stressful time at work.

We had an arguement last night.. Very affected and lifeless.. Just feel like having a long sleep and everything will be alright when I wake up.. *sigh*


I really really love him

had a great dinner with my parents on tuesday @ thaiExpress. then my parents invited him home for a seat. THEN !! he chatted with my dad for one whole hr !! for topics i cant fit in. -.-"

but at least my parents seems to have a pretty good impression in him. ;p