ytd, went home, relatives were in my house... didn't care much, get a bathe and went out... but went back home cus no one there yet... hm... stayed for awhile... and went of at 3+ 4... reached there, Wei and Eugene reached liao... they off all the lights with I'm trying to find them... grr... started getting irritated by Eugene... haiz... *tolerate* after that, Hua came, then Pei Yong and Adrian... did my Math homework as a revision... felt sick and tired on the second paper... hm... asked for Wei for discman but instead of lending it to me, he lended it to Hua... I admit I'm angry at that time... till Adrian whistle 七里香 ... because I wanted to listen to 周杰倫 - 七里香.... Eugene getting louder and louder, Pei Yong getting frustrated... so Adrian Whistle louder... haha... he said that it needs alot of breath !! haha... When I was trying to memorising my Geo. Eugene was trying to explaining the Tourism topic to Hua... so loud that I couldn't concentrate... I get really angry... cus I told him repeatedly to say softer... so I threw the Geo. note to the floor... and refer to my notes that I wrote on other topics on Tourism... Hua tried to gave me the discman to listen, but I refuses it... after that finally I got some peace in studying... left CDAC (place where we were studying) at 7... Wei say he wanted to eat... hm... everyone went there, starting Adrian was fetching Hua on Wei's bike, halfway, I took over Hua... haha... (after that day that Wei fetch me, I don't dare to let him fetch me... I'm too scared, but frens say that he's a good driver... ) I still think that Adrian is better...

Today, Nazri said that it was the last lesson with us... I thought back, I feel sad... must study hard and don't let all the teachers that thought me down... strive the best !!

hm... early morning around 9+ 10, went to Tekka Market for breakfast (consider far, but direct MRT to there)... wanted to check out mp3 players at Sim Lim Square, where my aunt's shop is hm... lots of nice players... didn't buy any, but uncle gave one to me... they're just so nice to me...

my nephew, Jonathan, has really grown, he doesn't scare of my father anymore (cus he's very tan and big in size)... my another nephew, Tommy, was very funny... when we, my family, went there, Tommy said he was scared... after a few minutes, he apporached us... cus my father was giving Jonathan see his photos in his phone... haha... like trying to busybody... lolx...

Monday is my last paper, Accounts... finally, N levels are going to over... happiness comes after...

Qiu and LK had been ringing me up on the chalet thing !! fortunately, everything is settled... finally... *sigh* packing of bag and I'm ready... it's on 13/11, this coming WED to 17/11, SAT... so may not have entries for 4 days... it's a MAY... I may come to blog, but 'secretly' hm... most probably midnite... wait for my entry, cus i couldn't 'live' w/o a com. haha...

Finally, going out to town with Swing tml... also looking forward to it... cus it's like years that I've went out... uh... gotta buy clothes, or maybe a skirt ?! seems impossible, but people do change... feeling a lil bit girlish nowadays... hm...

hope this 2 outings will gonna be a total fun !! and will be back very tired ?! ... ~end~

went to 4 places/7 malls and 1 street just now... it's like round Singapore in 8hrs... haha... bought a skirt, a Freshbox Tee, and a surf pants !! the surf pants cost only $9.90!! wow... my legs are aching after a long days WALK !! Firstly wen toFar East>Ngee Ann City>>Hereen>>Bugis Junction(seiyu/parco)>>Bugis street>>OG(bugis)>> back to Bugis Junction>>Suntec city>>Esplanade... lots and lots of things to see... 'SEE till you drop' haha...

the heat was really unbearable !! I only took fishballs and 'dragon' balls for breakfast/lunch... and the rest I drunk alot of drinks !! cus IT'S TOO HOT OUT THERE !!
7-11 Surlpie,Bandung,'Weed/Grass' water(haha),coke(at Simply Thai)...

Went to Far East, browse the shops houses... tried quite a no. of skirts, finally gt to buy one... the first time buying (with my $$... pathetic )

there're Japanese students in uniform there, roaming the streets and shopping in Orchard... Japanese guys really have their styles !!

took a bus down to Bugis but overshot... haiz... so walk there...when to Edge, saw a Freshbox T-shirt... nice... love it... even though it's quite fitting but if there's a bigger size that'll be better... tried the Tee and the skirt together.. hm... it's nice... wat a match !!

saw a special skirt in bugis street, but too small, wat a waste... but saw a yandao there... he's really skinny, guess his waist was 20-25... after that OG, saw that blue surf pants after that saw the gray wan, went to tried both, gray wan is nicer n bigger in size... so took that...

took thai food at Simply Thai in Parco Bugis Junction... guess what 'spicy' food i ate ?! it's tom yam noodles !! and that's my dinner and my only meal... seem that the cook wants me to blow out fire... there are lots of chili !! haha... but the soup is nice...

took a walk down to suntec, hm... see shoes, clothes, etc... after that Swing said she wanted to go esplanade...so went there... saw two groups of break dancer there... wow... :envy: those B-boy at esplanade were coool !! hope to learn break dancing and to be a B-girl !! went outside the esplanade... Singapore's night scene is really fantastic !! gotta take a look

oh... wat a day... although I've spent quite alot , but it's rewarding after such months of studying !! tml till Sat, I may missed home... haha... ~end~

currently at downtown east... hm...it's fun here!!

reached here, meet with some people...friends...classmates... when Mr Nazri came went in to check in... took quite long time... hm... but as we went in, wow... the room seems big... somemore, took 2 rooms that is connected...

Mic went to roller blade around downtown... so i accompany her togehter with hua... bought food for LK at BK... den later go back home wit lk eugene n mic we go kovan buy Veet den take mrt home... we took half an hour plus only... fast !! we back to downtown east d taxi driver very good... in the room, play PS2, and getting addicted to wrestling... damn funny, some went to beat the refree.. haha... Mao's a good player !!

den the boys go swim den we oso go swim too, but i nb cos i am tired.. after dat we go back bath and ate a big bowl of mocaroni...wow, full.. that auntie still sell me usual price, cus she's closing her shop... ~end~

early in the morning, 1plus, went out in a group of 10+... hm... walk till the beach... what a long walk hur... kinda spilt into 2 groups me,mic,ling a group, the rest another... hm... unhappy bah... in a big group doesn't mean that have more friends...

slept for 2 hrs till 6+, woke up and took some bread for breakfast... hm... also helped the guys to spread margarine... waiting till 1pm when the wild wild wet doors to open... hm.. took walks around the area... just to spend our time...

when it's time to enter, bought some tix for those who dont have the tix and added value to the funkey card... as we entered, felt happy and 'relief'... played around the pools... my fave. was the 6person ride, Ulah lah... hm... the first ride saw a yandao !! wow... when later went down to the photo taken, told py of that guy... heyhey.. the 'lifeguard' there was very friendly 2 us ... he still joke with me, say that he help me to take the yandao's no... I only see that yandao and don't have the intention to get his no. so i ran away.. hahas.. after that get to noe the 'lifeguard' better due to the many rides we took n he joke more with us .. found out he 18 and cute too... hehe... gt chance wor... hehe... but wanted to get his no. but too much ppl around that area, will paisae... so nv get... hm... i'll rmb him de...

nxt time come, I'll go get his no. !! most of the lifeguards there are quite friendly... but some quite firece... ~end~

now bbq-ing... quite hot... but alot ppl here... except zer, lina, Jiayin and jing yong... haiz... duno if they will come not... junli brought her cousib here, den adrian like a father... hm... that small ger also kissed adrian... hm... just now persuade zer down... use alot of methods like adrian will bring you back, LK walk you home, etc... all very farni... hehe... teachers aren't here yet... nazri coming at 8.30+... haiz... then fiona tan oso not confirm coming... hope she'll come, cus she surely bring her daughter here... hm... tonite jeyin also took alot !! suprised leh.. hehe.. quite full now, mayb cus of the drink... haha...

haiz... in the end, only Nazri here... but nvm... the food oso seems like not enough... b4 bbq, having a Movie marathon... haha... mostly is twins show... haha... funny... after bbq Ling and Mic watch again... but some show I watch b4... so went to slp...~end~

finally reached home at last... i left them, at the carpark to go home alone... not really feeling good, but I'm not sick or watever... can consider that my moodswing... haiz... started missing that cute lifeguard... hm... regretted not taking his no. but is really I couldn't get it... haiz... there'll be a chance and let fate predict... hm... the rest of the people went to Escape Theme park except for me (of cus), Qiu,LK,Mao,Jonathan... and JC...

oh... Mic's hair is STRAIGHT !! cus Ling and me help her straighten her hair with Ling's straighter... envied her hair, so long... then KS said that he knew a way to let your hair grow long faster... but he need to ask his mum... so wait for his ans... quite sleepy now, but still have the energy to play... hurhur..

after checking out, we went to the food court for breakfast, I'm not eating... kept watching towards the wild wild wet, my whole mind is full of the cute lifegurad... haiz.. even when there's a couple of yandao in the food court... they just looked 'okay' to me... den NV boi ?? haiz... I duno now... that cute lifeguard just filled my mind... haiz... ~end~ look back for some updates !!

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ytd nite, I was thinking about that cute lifeguard... and kept smiling to myself... haiz... woke up around 10.44am...tried to recall how he look like... curved eyes(when he smile), 'golden hair', two 'vampire' teeth, around 175+ just cant get him out of my mind... hm... but what about NV boi ?? that mayb the only time I saw that cute lifeguard... haiz... haiz... there're questions and unsovled problems...

didn't have much time online cus I'm all around Singapore !! haha... playing, shopping, etc... happening of lots of things in hte pass few days...

Monday
when to Junli's chalet at Downtown again !! to celebrate her b'day... hm... finally 16... actually wanted to get back b4 7pm cus of 5°C vending machine, hosted by Energy, but it dragged till 10... to cut her cake... haiz... i really sacrisfied alot, cus there's Kunda... it has been long since I saw him on TV... haiz... Kunda won't be hosting nxt week... haiz...

Tuesday
hehe... went to Wild Wild Wet again !! straight away after school... hoping to see the cute lifeguard, but he's not there, but but but... there's another yandao lifeguard... he have mesmerizing eyes, looks abit like a 'ang mo'... haha... had been 'peeping' at him, everytime I passes him... haha... too bad, I'm in the water... and I didn't brought my camera phone along with me... seems like there're lots of yandao lifeguards there in WWW

Wednesday
didn't went to school... cus don't feel like going... haha... Mr Nazri didnt go, so not much lessons... haha... so y go ?? woke up at about 9+am went to Heartland mall for breakfast as usual... after that went back to CP, for a walk... nothing really much to see... so went home sleep for 2 hrs, went to bath and get change to go Queensway Shopping Centre.... haha... the EAST meeting the WEST... lots of shoes and clothes... hm... guess what bought a Skirt, a one and only skirt in Singapore !! not that I love to buy a one and only skirt, but is the picture I love... it cost 85 bucks... the 'crave' of the skirt made me buy it no matter how much it cost... the brand is mickey... found out after I've bought the skirt... no wonder it's so expensive... haha...

today
went to school for less than 2 hrs for maths remedial... hm... the lesson was quite ok... can cope with it... hope Sec 5 work won't be tough... hm... going out after this, blog-ing... hehe... thai food again !! shopping around Singapore ?? ~end~

ytd, hm... went to Heartland mall for lunch, ThaiExpress, food is nice but quite expensive... starting I thougoth I brouht 40 bucks, but it turn out to be 30 only... so nvm... head straight to town check out lots of fashion stuffs, but nothing caught my eye... only bought 2 hair pins... went to took 'sticker print' or 'neoprint'... consider my 3 time taking such things but the 2 time taking sticker photos... hm... the machine was amazing lots of design for me to choose... I just can't stop looking at it... hehe... went to raffles city, but nothing much to see... so when to Marina Square @ Mac for dinner... hehe... only have $ for Mac, cus Ez-link is accepted... haha... finally saw a NIKE shoe i like... a brown one... but still uncertain whether to buy it or not... hm...

didn't have mood to study today... don't know y, haiz... kept asking for the time... my brain even refuse to think... I feel hopeless... but today is consider a joyful day... cus i feel free and easy... going to Siloso tml.. hm... looking forward... hope it doesn't rain.... ~end~

actually going to Siloso today, but because ytd nite my father came home complaining about me going out too often... he said couple of offendsive words about our family, I was hurt, totally hurt... I cried... in the dark (again)... consider again, it's long since i got hurt... everytime it's him... but he don't seems to understand... it's really his fault, but he doesn't know it... i've been through a depression, a minor one... alone... all by myself, it feel like dying... moodless... lifeless... and I don't want it to happen again... is it that he can't quarrel with my mother, so he push the target on me ?? I know he's in no mood... but why did he want to throw his temper on me ??

however, today he's back to normal... like nothing has happened... but the scar in my heart will nv heal, hoping one day, I'll spread my wings and fly to wherever, far away... but it won't happen, cus my love in this family will stay... no matter where I fly, i'll get stuck !!

hm... went to find a job ytd with Mic and Swing... starting went to park mall ofr 2 jobs... one is on furniture and want is for skin products... haha.. really sorry, I also don't know what it sells b4 I go there.. not really satisfied on the job... so went to Orchard... ytd was Swing's b'day, and today is Mic's one... and Fiona gave an idea of celebrating, watch movie... so went to order the tix for movie, The Doll Master... and went to Kinokuniya for an interview... wasn't really successful, I guess... cus heard some bad comments and we didn't bring our cert.s there... however, the lady there, called us to leave our contacts and if they accept us, they'll call us...just try our luck.. after that, went to a 'mega store' company to interview... hm... successful, but need a white collar shirt, black pants and black shoes... hm... don't have them... so went round 'finding'... but we're hungry, stopped and bought light food... after sat down, eat and waited for Fiona...

met with her and head to Long John Silver... didn't ate much there... went to watch The Doll Master... oh... starting was scary... esp. the sound !! but this time this korean movie is not lame... haha... after that we took train to Fisherman Village... and I went home... hm...

more to be contiune....

hm... went to check out some suitable clothes for working... eh... not much really... but finally saw a pants suitable for me... only me...last min. before boarding the bus back... saw a polo Tee that we like but too late... so Monday, going back there... to get it !