it's like a down pour today... raining cats and dogs... out to buy tml clothes for work... hm.. tml must reach eariler to have a good impression !! spent quite alot... mainly on food... hehe... hm... toa payoh really have yandaos !!

ytd was my first day of work... hm... sold 8 products !! very happy... get to know the staff there better... however, today, Mic and Swing was in the morning shift and I'm in the night shift... hm... one week morning one week afternoon... hm... but nvm... I can be alone... ytd, able to 'console' JC and peeps to join in our job.. hehe... successful!! think that they're going for an interview later today... hm... wish them luck !!

hm... ytd didn't sold much, around 5 items... b'cos, I was called down by Ms Wong, the manager, to her office... starting I was quite nervous, wondering what's the matter... when I went in with 3 other girls and found out that we're going for a gift wrapping training, I was relief... hm... learn new ways of wrapping a gift... it's fun... but you need to be fast in wrapping... cus in the X'mas season, there will be alot of gift wrapping to do !! but at least I can sit down... haha... hm... JC and some friends are coming down to work on friday !! well well... there will be more familar people !! yeah !!

hm... in the past 3 days, I've to work full-time... for gift wrapping, felt really tired after 3 full days of busy gift wrapping... getting closer to some of my coll. cus we all have a person we hated !! even senior staffs hated that person... hehe... no one likes her...

Nov 05th - first day
people were buying gifts like hell !! made us, the people in the gift wrapping station, mad !! customers about 3-5 bags of items for us to wrap !!

Nov 06th - second day
it wasn't that bad, customers with lots of bags just wanted gift wrappers... didn't have much job to do... hm... but having tired feet... A senior staff, Mary, bought chocolates for us... actually it's really cheap, 6 for $6.90 ! so each have one...

Nov 07th - consider the last day
hm... Annie phoon made me and Fizah wrap 145 boxes of dinner set !! starting it was like hell but later on, more staff came to help out !! fun !! there're chairs too !! haha... off on monday, which was today... happy !! after 3 days of tiring work, I finally could rest...

arh !! ever after i went to the gift wrapping, i'm permanant there !! and now I'm so bored there, facing that 'square face' arh.. just couldn't believe that i'm stuck with her in the same department till i end work !! *pissed off* i'm damn angry !! luckily, she's in the diff, shift, and i just need to face her for 4 hrs...

caught an eye on a pearl neckless !! it's that idol series male lead is Qiu Ze and Female lead is Yang Ceng Ling... and in the show there's the pearl neckless thingy... that's the same as that in the show... it'll be a surprise in every can of pearl !! gotta get it !!

hm... another working day had ended !! felt so happy... i've no idea why am I so happy !! haha... maybe is because the following gift wrapping service won't come from me ?! haha... everytime when i'm helping the customers gift wrap their presents, I'll fear that they'll get impaitent and angry... but I didn't met any that got angry on me... Varginia and Maggie were very kind and friendly people !! love them, or I can say I love all the staff there... hm... Poly students that came here (the place where I worked), are leaving after this month... will missed Andy... cus we can consider close in the store, his department was mine last time, before I was transfered to Gift wrapping station... hey, I'm innocent... and I don't have feelings for him and maybe Swing will missed her CUTE BOY !! haha... but nvm, I still have Wei Jun to talk to !! haha... from my school too... Filza also quiting, cus she found a new job... hm... seems like those people whom I'm more close to, are leaving !! but still have Swing, Jereina, Yong he, etc....

the store was filled with green and pink staff !! finally got my hands on the microphone... hm... nervous at first but calm at last... that Andy gave a 'not so good' comment... but he's joking !! he said that my voice wasn't like a human voice !! duh !! hm.. but he's leaving soon, after the next 2 weeks !! no one will tease me... and I life there will get bored... hm... hehe, i'm not saying that he's my entertainer !! slacken more each day... hm... haiz... starting to hate the wrapping service... that Andy will always came by, go to the store room, in and out, doing his things... laughing at me when there's lot of things to do.. seems like he's really my entertainer huh !!

just came back from uncle Rosli's house and resting my bloated stomach on my chair... went to his house for dinner, Hari Raya mah... ate alot !! *bloated + full* just couldn't stop eating the mutton he cooked !!

it's a public holiday tml, yes, it's 2x the pay for me again (today too!!) afternoon shift tml, haiz... it's home at 11pm again.. but but but, tuesday, it's off for me, (another but) i can't watch 5°C vending machine again... just noticed that my eye bags are getting darker and darker each day, but I sleep well !! what's the problem ?! hm... tml who am I going to dinner with ?! Swing is in the morning shift... just don't tell me I've only Andy and Eddy... omg... *headache*

guess what I found out ytd nite ?! Xiao Gang (Chou Chuan Xiong) transferred to Universal Records... Energy record company... but that's not the main point !! the main point is he called Kunda to flim his MTV... and the scenes really make me jealous... I couldn't stop cursing that female lead there... they touse and turn, hugging each other !! Kunda pulled her leg... arh...I just can't stand it... I just went crazy !!

hm.. why this world is just so cruel ?! friends come and go... making me sad, Anson leaving Sec 4D !! just found out ytd, after lunch, when Swing and me find Yong He to chat... All the best to Anson !!

I'm blowing !! something seems to bother me, but I'm not sure what !! just feel like shouting out my anger ! my mind is in a mess now !! my heart too all my feelings are mixed together... don't let me find what is bothering me !!

ytd nite was fast, but boring... hm... maybe because there're no lame people around to keep me 'cold'... haha... :X hm... made some announcments over the paging system, getting really confident with that now... hm... I've improve !! yeah !! let's see my later on, performance !!

just went through some of my friends/classmates web blog... they seems to count down to the day of N levels results... :feeling nervous: no matter what happens to sec 4D (split... *choi choi), will still stay as SEC 4D... Sec 5B will be different, life will be diff. then... but the spirit within us will stay... hm... seems like a farewell message arh.. haha... let's face the truth then, and enjoy to 'togetherness' now !!

just came back from work... hm... feeling messy !! in my heart...haiz... Vaginia told me something... that really made me 'think and think'... i'm confuse !! it's my first time, is it worth it ?! eh... 'worth' is the word that came to my mind... I just can't tell if I could give it a try... or chance... I'm very confuse !!!

arh !! i'm just so guilty !! it is the FIRST time i've overslept !!! the first time in my life !! grrr... I forgot to set my alarm and Maggie rang me up at 10, that woke me up ! oh god! changed shift to the afternoon, so my pay won't be cut... but but but, luckily, there're not enough stock there at my workplace, and fortunatly there're stock at my Sengkang... so I could get permission to leave eariler, without my pay cut... went to get a yellow form from the security, went back to Vaginia to get it filled up... and then get signature from Lucy Zhang... As i was going to get a bus, receive a msg from my father that he's fetching me !! haha... thank god... I'm not taking bus alone... plus I could get home eariler and save transport cost !! wahaha... it just goes my way today !! yeah ! Vaginia is in the morning shift tml !! love to stay with her, having the topic together ~

i'm early today !! hehe... yesh !!! Vaginia is the same shift as me !! i just love being with her and Maggie... they're just nice people !!

to my topic... bought a hammer thingy at my workplace cus there's a 20% for all staff there !! after I bought that, told Swing, if anyone wants to rob me, they'll regret, cus i'll hit them with that hammer... and if I take the hammer out, people will start to stay away from me (she said: then there'll be police car, and you be in the mental hospital then... haha )

today was another fast day... if everyday was like today, that'll be very good... but of cus without that B**ch part !! today ate lunch with Hui Kang and gang... hm... he kept suan-ing Swing... hehe... eh... also found out something, or consider confirm something... what Vaginia told me a week ago was true... but but but I'm staying single before my O level finish !!! and I mean it...

I'm 'avoiding' someone today... hm... that's bothering me the whole day, just to find ways to avoid... just don't want to have lunch with him around... kept avoiding, but Swing kept asking him to join... haiz... pls... help me !! just hoped Hui kang don't tell anyone bout this... haiz....

today, felt really shook !! that girl came in, took my sweet w/o asking permission !! so when I left for lunch, I talk loudly, for Zuraida to past me my sweet or later some theft will stole it !! wow!! felt so happy... Swing said something mean oso... wow wow !! more happy ! thought who the hack is she !! no one likes her anyways, who will stand up for her ?!

haiz... periods simply ruins my day... woke up at 7+ in the morning
early hur !! found out that my period came... grrr` went to the toilet for a pad... went back to sleep but !! grrr` i'm toasting and turning... simply just cant get back to sleep... however, slept for just an hour or so... woke up at 8+, toasting and turning till 9... with sleepy eyes and dark eye bags... and later still have to go work... argh !!! periods simply sucks !!