hm... just reached home... was lame-in with Choon hua just now after school !! haha... our past time together ~
CME lesson starting was quite boring, but the interesting part was the angel and mortal thingy... everyone will be an angel of someone, to make that their mortal happy and a mortal of someone too... played before... I think this wasn't my first time being this person's angel ler !! I didn't do anything to that person anyway... haiz... last year together must make them happy leh...

previously I really have a foul mouth, no as in smelly arh ! but really bad language started to come out of my mouth !! haiz... my evil has took over me !! but but but ... today i've notice I'm feeling much happier than b4 !! if you're not feeling happy recently, try smiling Oo... it will chase away the evil in you ~

walking down the route to RP ytd, wordless with my parents, same as them... dad wasn't in good mood, he's often like that... I just couldn't help it !! I'd bear it for like sec 1 or so... left so bad, so DEPRESSED... we weren't giving him stress in fetching us from place to place... he didn't even refuse when we asked him... why is he giving himself so much stress ?! is he the one who was really in depression ?! I wondered... feeling so hopeless together...
my vision was blurring by my tears, however, I controlled myself, not wanting them to know... I felt stabs of pain, seeing dad in pressure, making me stressed... I want a happy family ! his every comments(bad) hit me with great impact... like putting a nuclear bomb in my heart and bombing it !! I'd controlled my tears for 4 plus years, wanting everything to end soon... hopefully...

felt so dead now, back in my depressing stage, I'm really hurted... ~ hope he really know how I feel in this family...

mayb I need pills like Evan in the book i'm currently reading... I'm sad !! really sad !! mentally sad...

ytd, just spent about 2hrs of lessons in sch... hm... in hte morning I met NV boi... hm... he's looks have changed... last year he looks more 'firece/man' but not this time... he was pressing his phone... erm... not a coloured wan... keke... he was holding on his uniform... if I'm not wrong, he's the NPCC member... from that time I saw him at the LRT station when he was in his NPCC polo Tee...

after sch, went home... get changed and waited for the girls to come my house... and later go out...

walking up and down the whole of Far East... broke the record I guess... landed at Far East at around 4, starting by searching Arian's pair of jeans.... hm... finally got him one... it cost $69.90... hm... hope he really likes it without worrying his money getting lesser and lesser... :rolleyes:

after that, just went round shopping... Qiu, Rek and Mao came to join us... we just said Hi then they separated... boys one group, girls one group... we, the girls, were still shopping in Far East... about like 7plus 8... wow... helped Hua find her set of clothes, but just managed to find a skirt... *pathetic* haiz... went to Taka for dinner... hm... spent most $$ on food !! haha... and some borrowing to them... after that went to Hereen... bought a Tee at FRESH IMP... satisfied... having some idea of wearing that Tee together with that jump suit !! hm... thought letting the top of my jump suit down and wearing that tee plus my gray pair of shoes... very hip hop hur !!

trying on slippers in Shop In like it was our shop... laughing out loud like crazy people... Mic and me was finding some entertainment there, while waiting Choon hua for dinner... however, her mom was cooking dinner for her... lolx... we're trying on all sorts of slippers, ranging from lady-like to auntie slippers, from plain coloured to bright colored... laughing till my stomach ached... keke...

met Mic and CH to Tampines... went to Metro find tank top for them or clothes for them... and finally got my Chi. hand book from Yong Chye... hm... asked Gerald when will he be free to tutor me on Science... gt staff price for Mic and CH... saw Swing's Cute boy.... aiyai, he changed his hair style !! wow... that really don't suits him... kinda funny... saw Buddie Reub., like as usual lo... saw some new temp. staff, but still look cold after US, the N level students, left... but there's lots of customers !! haiz... Buddie Reub. need do full again nxt week around CNY (but will 2 public holidays)... poor guy... saw John !! the SSO.... lolx even those he's not that old to be a seinor... cute and young as ever... I just have lots to comment on my freinds... Yong Chye was friendlier now, I guess... :rolleyes: we've more to talk ah... Gerald found a new stead... 'Taufik' was with EL-vin as ever in Metro ?! erm... Virginia is as funny as ever also ! keke... Zuraidah is as 'vain'(no offence) as ever... or pretty as ever with make-up and coloured contact lens... I missed them all !! haiz... actually Hui kang called for a gathering ytd but I can't make it ... sad la... but hoped to be free nxt time !!

met up with Mic this morning to go to school together ! the celebration was rather boring but luckily the time past fast !! hm... some guys really have their style ! suai ~ :glittering eyes: keke...

after the celebration, chatted with friends and Ah Tan (form teacher) keke... decided to go to Ah Tan's house on Sat. hm... while walking out of school, KS kept saying that I'm a small children and I shd be good and listen to papa, him... after that, the rest of the guys started teasing me... that jump suit was cute ! I love it... but I don't think that I look childish with that ?! but, I didn't take to heart anyway... it's still fun even though they're teasing me ! it's what that makes us so close as friends ah... keke...

~ Happy Chinese New Year ~

ytd night went to my god parents house, baby Hazel was there... she have big sparkling eyes which could talk... she was so cute and 'quite'... she don't seems to cry often... and don't scream... just like when i'm small... keke... oops !! :X

after that, went home and head to the Chun Dao He Pan... past by Esplanade, saw 2 group or b-dancers... :envy: saw a girl doing Freeze... haiz... really hope to be like one of those B-girls... when will the day come ?!

slept late after 1am... gambled with my parents, lost ever single cent in my wallet... and guess what, my dad, banker, kept getting double ACES !! and we, my mum and me, have to pay him triple !! he's just soo lucky... and the opposite to me... :rolleyes:

Day 2
today, won about 30 bucks !! woho... love it ~ took triple 7, double ACES, five card below 21 and bun lak... keke... took what ever that will win !! my cousin envy my luck !! keke... maybe cus I wore red ?! who knows ?

Day 3
friends came my house for steamboat... gamble, slept really late... only left the girls, all the guys went back.
we also luo yu shen !! wish everyone get/meet to Poly !!
Day 4
went to Mr Tan's house ! nice house... KS kept joking asking for his sis phone number... keke... after that went to Tamp., took bus no. 3... wah... soooo long... went to see Constantine... till 11pm... nice show ~ love those show on demon/devil and angel which is like 'modern' life...

found out that SOMEONE was accusing Mic of stealing !! hey, you don't have the evidence to do so even if you think that it's obvious... I can prove that Mic didn't steal !! what if you found out the thief ?! how would you pay the price for accusing people in ur blog ?! and how can you be so sure ?! pissing me off !! why should you spread around the incident and telling ppl that Mic is the thief ?! who you think you're... finding backup hur ?! no way, we're bigger than you !!

just got home... walking with Eugene, talking the main topic... which is this topic on the accusing wan... quite fun talking to him la... wrote the script after Maths cube... keke... I'm the teacher... looking forward to the day we are going to perform... surely very funny !!

justin : hmmm.... u like which NV guy.. my sch one ah?
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justin : northvista guy?
justin : mi northvista
(i'm having a lot of hope !!)
xian : oh...
xian : y u liddat ask mi eh ?!
justin : wanna noe which guy ma
justin : u living in SK arh ?
justin : nope
justin : serangoon
xian : den not far meh ?
justin : not very
justin : lolz...dun change topic please
xian : keke
justin : maybe i could help?
er... i not sure his name... not sure wat's his age eh
xian : how u help
justin : looks like wad
xian : er... veri normal arh... i duno how to describe eh
justin : long hair?
xian : he bring a OP blue sling bag wan
xian : no
xian : this year change hair style wan
justin : hmmmzzz
xian : the op bag not really new model arh
justin : sec wad?
xian : i duno
xian : live at blk 122 sk
justin : hmmm...let mi think
justin : i think i donno...
justin : must go find out
justin : haha
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(then he when to eat, i kept on typing)
xian : must help mi find eh
xian : oh ya... upper sec for 2 years ler

making me soo happy and blush !! this still made my day !

just got home from CP, really happy about seeing NV boi !! keke... saw him waving goodbye to his friend who is running to board the bus I was taking !! hehe... his shirt was tucked out, body in perspiration... seems like he just had an basketball game... hm... he should have took the LRT back...

after alighting, I was smiling away happily that I was so lucky to see him ! I tried to catch up with him, and stayed behind him at a distance so that I could take the same lift with him...

drinking a can of drink look really tired... his game surely is fun huh ~ he didn't turned back which I hope he would so I could be 100% sure it's him !! reached our block ! a small boy just walked out... it made me wonder, if the lift just came to storey 1 and he was consider quite a distance in front of me... and he had already reached... so I walked faster... luckily, he was there waiting for the lift !! keke ... he saw me !

He stepped in first... followed by me... his actions are too fast !! hehe... not like what Mic said, if he stinks, the lift don't stinks... or maybe is he uses deodurant... wahaha... reached home feeling so happy jumping around !! Hoped everyday ends like that !!

хιαnz : found that guy i'm refering ?
Justin : nope
Justin : never see yet leh
хιαnz : haiz...
хιαnz : upper sec, quite tall arh
Justin : know his name?
хιαnz : duno
хιαnz : i onli noe he is in the uniform group
хιαnz : quite tanned also
Justin : npcc?
хιαnz : shd b arh...
Justin : hmm
хιαnz : the cca which have a white polo tee with black collar
хιαnz : i seen it last yr
Justin : hmmmm...i think is np ba?
хιαnz : den his hair is consider spike wan
хιαnz : but he dun put gel
Justin : hmmm
хιαnz : he's either sec 4 or 5
Justin : wear specs?
хιαnz : cus last yr he also long pants
хιαnz : dun think so
хιαnz : what cca are u in ?!
Justin : np
Justin : lolz
хιαnz : oh...
хιαnz : wah... shd seen him bah ?!
Justin : i think see is see before...but....
Justin : dun really know who u talking
хιαnz : oh... and last year his hair is side parting wan
Justin : hmmm
хιαnz : ?!
Justin : seen him this few days?
хιαnz : yapz
Justin : ask him wa name la
хιαnz : dun dare talk to him
Justin : lolz
Justin : take photo
Justin : then i help u check
хιαnz : but we onli meet in the lift eh
хιαnz : den if i take photo he will noe mah
Justin : try to take la
Justin : side view oso gd
хιαnz : y not back view arh
хιαnz : i noe his bag always veri low wan
хιαnz : OP dark blue bag
хιαnz : upper part is white
Justin : hmmm
Justin : he prefect?
хιαnz : dun think so
хιαnz : he go sch onli with his bag and sometimes with books on his hands
Justin : hmmmmm
Justin : he go sch take wad bus?
хιαnz : 119
Justin : about how tall>?
хιαnz : only bus at the busstop he cud take to sch arh
хιαnz : 175
хιαnz : around arh
Justin : hmmmmmm
Justin : shuai ma?
Justin : lOLZ
хιαnz : to me arh... duno to u suai not
хιαnz : keke
Justin : haha
Justin : never see op bag leh
хιαnz : if he in my sch, he consider veri veri tanned
Justin : i tot girls take op bags nia
Justin : blue one ah?
хιαnz : yaya... dark blue
хιαnz : den upper part is white
Justin : sling bag?
хιαnz : yaya
Justin : thin fat?
хιαnz : okok
хιαnz : not fat
Justin : wah
Justin : damn hard
Justin : cannot be sec 5 i think
хιαnz : y eh ?
Justin : cause
Justin : i sec 5 ma
Justin : then only 2 classes
Justin : then
хιαnz : oh...
Justin : no one is wad u say de
Justin : but i will help u look out
хιαnz : that time around new year hor... he gt bring his cca uniform to sch
Justin : hmm....np
хιαnz : den comfirm is NP liao
Justin : cant think of any now
Justin : must ask my fren
хιαnz : haiz... take ur time
Justin : help u ask
Justin : i go bath first
хιαnz : okok... thank

Conclusion - he's most probably not sec 5... just hoping for some miracle to happen to tell me that he's sec 5... but, even if he's not... I'll just accept the fact, and maybe go for it and get my chance... hopefully ! :rolleyes:

I saw David Yeo, SG idol finalist... he really stands out from the crowd, like a bright star !! I saw him from far !! when he turned to me, I just don't dare to look up at him... keke... just too excited !!

when to visit my aunt at Sim Lim Square, that's where I saw David Yeo !! went into her shop, saw baby tommy... so cute, blur blur... he still can't talk... he kept bring me around the small room, asking me to read books for him... holding my hands walking around... keke... felt so good... I seldom see kids around me, it's a 'surprise' ?!

walking around in Sim Lim square, saw Daivd ans a friend of his... wow !! so surprise, he just brings me the butterfiles in my stomach !! making me so so excited !! after that went to check out the prices of the XBOX !! rmb that my computer is BAD !! as in it's time to change it... so thought of getting a new PC.. just a PC... too much things to see, too much variety... didn't have in mind what to buy ! :rolleyes:

i'm surprise to get 3rd... so unexpexted !! last year i didn't got one, so was discouraged this year... due to the lack of ppl participating... i went, didn't hoping to get any prize, cus my competitors were so 'man' and big in size... looks really are deciving... no offence !! If they knew the way of throwing the metal ball, they'll surely be better than me... including they have to train to let their fats turn to muscles la... at least i won something this year being my last year !! keke...

felt really HOT !! when LK asked Fiona why don't she join Shortput... you know what she said ? I don't compete with those 'wu eh bo eh'... I'm in in, meaning I'm those who couldn't win her ah... or I'm those low classifed ones ? Her words seriouly were very hurting !!
I just wanted to avoid quarrelling, but she really need to mind her words !!

just had an upset stomach... felt really awful.. pwee, it's over... didn't have the appitite to eat my mum's fried rice ! I love it but I really don't have the appitite to eat...

after school, I ran away of Physics remedial... however, I still stayed back for Swing... after that went to see the Sports hits... Long Jump (girls) and High Jump (boys)... my house gt 2nd in both sport !! em... not bad.. congrats to Richard !!

ytd nite, Mic came to ton again !! have great time... also slept late... this morning walked to take LRT to school, saw NV boi at the bus stop !! :jump: he's facing me, however, Mic wasn't wearing glasses so couldn't see him clearly... as long as he's my type, nothing/no comment matters anymore...

went to the Hydroponics and the fish farm today after school... fun yet tiring... to humid out there !! learn new things !! having great fun... also brought some free vegetables back home... lol... but there's some lame jokers there, spoiling the mood !! they're just too lame !!

glad I finally applied an ATM card... actually could collect instantly, but because no name will be on the card so I've to undergo a troublesome way in order to get my card !! keke... hey, I love my name !! keke... however, the person serving me, a trainee, was soo 'beginner'... she work so slowly (naturally), and with mistake !! :rolleyes: she applied DBS card instead of an POSE ATM !! wth !! is she old or what ?!

went to Friendster, saw Spens new pic !! hm... finally a girl accepts him hur !! keke... bro. Spens must Jia You !!

early in the morning, a simple incident just made me tremble ! it's a real tremble man... Cockcoroach... damn, I've a phobia on them !!

nothing much happening during lessons... but I'm really happy that I passed my Physics standardize test !! sooo IRONIC

the O level results are released today !! no bad, my school did quite well... gave me this expression that a JC is very easy to get in... cus a lot of ppl getting A's... wow... aiming 11points for O !! saw tears of joy and sadness... haiz... it's just fate, u're meant to pass u'll pass and also the effort you put in !! it's more important !! Congrats to buddy Reubs. !! he scored L1R5 = 14 L1R4 = 11 !! wow... and also by now I didn't heard failures !! that's good... a hope I won't hear any !! keke... Congrats to all passes who struggled for months !!