spending almost the whole day at the Diaysis Center. Heard stories of patient's family... almost read half of the novel ! done one chap of acc., got really tired, my brain just stop thinking... grr... need more rest i guess...

went to CP for dinner, saw an ex-schoolmate mother, she kept praising my pimle-less face... -blush- saw that ex-schoolmate, his looks changed ! actually, I won't recall him, if I don't know his mother... i just have obbession with Disney princess and Mickey and friends ! i love them lots... I want that Disney Princess bedsheet !

my eyes turned red... red with anger and regret ! I just want the Disney Princess Umbrella ! Dad always disappoints me ! now what, he wants to make me happy again ?! I just need time to think it off my skull

roaming around CP for time that seems like a whole day ! trying to accumulate 150 dollars of recipts to get another Disney Princess Umbrella ! ytd, dad bought Motorola 680i ! what a fun phone ! like a PDA but it's totally a handphone... bought a disney princess watch ! blue oval one with cinderella on it ! pictures on my MSN Space... happy girl ~

Names of Disney Princesses

Sleeping Beauty - Aurora
Beauty and the beast - Belle
Mermaid - Ariel
Alladin - Jasmine
Snow white - Show White
Cinderella - Cinderella

slept for hours, consider three time everyday ! in the night and afternoon twice... cus everytime i nap is 2 hrs and recently, i woke up in my nap and dose off again ! wow ! I never tired that before... maybe cus of the burning of brain cells everyday !

2days ago, night time, surfing friendster under my primary school list... finally have the guts (bravery) to add my crush ! -wee- and just log-in and found that he accepted my request ! kinda happy !

I'm having strange some dreams that I believed that it's a signal for me getting out of hand ! STRESS... ytd night, I dreamt about killing hundred of insects, and my mum said that it's a form of stress... after my Account paper today, I reached home and went to sleep... and I dreamt of me taking an account paper which lots of difficult questions that need lots of time and complicated workings to solve it... I also think that I should have gave myself too much stress.. or maybe I panic too much in the exams... it's also quite long since I really relax my nerves... the muscles on my back were soo stiff and the dark circles under my eyes... currently still rushing through Geography notes... gtg ~

went to acc. my mum to perm her hair at Pro Trim @ CP... the output is good... yet cheaper than SuperCut ! finally decided on the type of curls i wanted ! japanese perm... about $100+... my end of year plan ! :D

had some misunderstanding with my parents... I don't meant to do all this... maybe it's time for us to stay away to each other... no family time, lack of understanding... I DON'T WANT ALL THIS SHIT !

Planned a trip to HongKong after watching Enews having news on Energy going to HongKong DisneyLand ! decided on the hotel I'm staying, and about when I'm going ! just too desprated to go there ! went blog surfing a the weekends, saw that there's a Mickey Mouse Handphone in HONGKONG !! hope the price is reasonable so I could buy !

just done a layout in less than an hour ! -wow- I'm so proud of this ! haven't really completed yet. more adjustments will be made.. gtg... shopping time ! after a stressful time of prelims ! my school have gave us a day off cus of the pressure for prelims ! wonderful ! update later ~

finally done ! featuring Energy again... totally satisfied, cus the design look so nice... at least I have an improvement... -wee-

I'm just too discouraged by what my mum said... she said that I wasn't concentrating well and I deserve that marks...  I was thinking that I studied like that and even get so stress and the final results = so bad, like no improvements ! I just felt like giving up ! giving up studying !

reflection

feeling better, grad. night isn't an important occasion, I mustn't prepare at all... I shd study more more more ! stress so what ?! I've been feeling weird after prelims that I'm just so free after that...

may my new layout accompany my readers for a long period !

boughta pair of heels @ Charles & Kieths... i love it lots ! went to Orchard again, but bought nothing this time... wednessday, went to bugis and bought a cream skirt, which is one of the theme color ! Finally have a full set of grad. night clothes !

ytd came back at 10 plus 11.. so tired... and today I didn't turn up for school... told my form teacher ytd night that I've bistles and cramp on my feet... -lol- ok back to the point !

Starting
gatehred in the Library, took lots of photos ! esp. with the list of suai ges in Sec 5... -xinfu- guys turned to gentlemen and girls turned to sweet ladies !

Ceremony
time past kinda fast... principle talking, classes receving cert. of grad.... my class has come ! after that we give our present to teachers ! and.... students performing... just interested in sec 5 suai ges performing... Lifang and Sihao singing... wow, sihao look like a prince in white, Bai Ma Wang Zi ! -lol- after that was the teacher dancing erm... indian dance ?! lol

Dinner
we're the first class to be release for dinner... -lol- teachers serving us ! guess what there's chicken wings ! -lol- we girls uses our hands... oh... not sweet looking anymore ! -laughs- after that take more pics

Party Time
went up to the hall... sec 5 guys forming a train and run in the hall like mad... following by huge group forming behind them ! we girls went up there and followed the guys.. they form a circle with one person dancing inside, like Bboy battling.. afte that guys ran to a teacher and bar dancing ! -woho- me ad Hua spining around and round ! after that told qiu about this idea... and I spin with him... -lol- i fall... lingz n jonathan also spin... lingz fall ! very fun ! after that groups form circle and ran in that circle.. and I have an idea of joining the whole school ! the first was I just grab anyone hand whom I know into the circle... after it broke, cus of knocking onto other groups, we form a bigger circle joining other groups... later it become a whole school thing... -lol- when everything is about to end, everyone sing along, like it's my life, and meteora... everyone start dacing like mad people ! I really have a great time...

Ending
made our way to the canteen... i drank lots of water from the water cooler and also bought packet drinks ! -lol- I almost lost my voice... went out of the school... take a few more pic cus my card is almost full ! I took 121 pic all together ! haha... what a great night !

after everything, I found out that I have fallen for a guy all the while, whom I shdn't have fallen for ... we're not friends... and it's a waste that I didn't take a pic with him...

went to retreat on wed.... very meaningful ! there's sketeton journey to the north/souht pole... and Mr Gilbert's talk... the fun part is the part after lunch ! starting, eliza and Lingz thought of scaring Mic, but she's in the ladies for too long... so when qiu n gang came in, i told him that there's a Guest Of Honor waiting him inside the curtian, Where Lingz is hiding... Lingz jump out and freak out Qiu... -lol- Mr Zaidi saw what happened, and decide to scare the teachers... Nazri volunteered too... so Qiu and Jonathan hide behind the curtains, Zaidi instruct the teachers in... the first 2 attempts failed... after that when Nazri joined in... 3 teacher were freaked out ! there's Mrs Sim, Ms Boo and Mrs Shahul ! -Laughs- my class were in great spirit ! we cheered all the way and even bring up the spirit of some classes !