i'm rotting at home now... work up at 1.30pm surf net, ate, back to slp... just woke up ! received 4 SMS ! -lol- very rare eh ! someone msg me and one word he typed just gave me a shot in my heart ! I don't know what I want now... i'm just so blur to think of anything

did some reflection b4 going to slp... I noticed that I'm hurt on 31 dec 2004 and also on 31 dec 2005... just woke up, things just flash across my mind... not really sad though... but I'm wondering who could give me the warmest hug I ever needed years ago ?! and who ?! this will stay as a mystery !

finally going to ThaiExpress for breakfast with my parents after months or studying and working !

wahaha ! back to myself ?! mayb, but not fully back la... lol... reached home after breakfast, JC came to take books after that I'm all into XBOX ! -woho- I played Halo 2 alone eh ! finally dare to play alone... those undeads were so irritating, anyway I just ran away from those creatures nah ! keke... thought of calling up Eugene to partner me in the game but he didn't reply me after my reply to him... haiz...

Halo really can make me dizzy ! -wow- after dinner, stopped playing it and went to my com. ... guess what ?! saw KS online ! -yeah- ask him to clear my maple quest ! done !!! tt freaking quest of collecting flowers... after tt re dl maple cus have prob. played again... dopq, finally lvl 30 ! thought by having teleport can make me clear another quest but couldn't... and I ask KS help again ! he just told me he clear it for me ! that's really fast... I just so thankful !! feel like thanking him millions of times ! somemore he didn't lame with me this time ! surprising eh ! keke... back to maple lo ! oh! and Johnne send me so much eng. songs ! i'm enjoying !

1st - found a job ler ! the pay was low in tt area but consider ok as a job for my age ! yeah ! surrounding not bad ! like the shop ! at least it suits me ! -lol- to people who wanted a job... don't wait for lobang, go and hunt it ! I get my job on the day itself... if you do not put in effort in finding one, who the heck will want you ?!

2nd - I LOST MY EZ-LINK CARD !!! -grr- shd have dropped it in the ladies ! haiz... but my sixth sense told me that I will find it back.... there's $30 in it.... so people go found it, and use it ! -keke- just jokoing... pls return it to me pls ! cus I'm starting work on thursday ! pls pls pls ! hope the toilet aunt pass it to the police ! (luanch a report to the police ler ! don't play play hor !) but luckily I did not lose any of my precious items that I couldn't live without !

went to orchard ! Plaza Sing. also ! went to see the wallet i wanted ! still there ! with other colours ! wanted to buy it, but... don't have much cash... and I don't like to use my ATM card to buy stuff unless needed ! my account is shrinking without add $ in it ! -argh- once I got my pay, i'll top it up ! there's 2 happy girls shopping in town ! Swing saw her shuai ges, I gt my job... my work place will see shuai ge bah ! keke ! (for new readers : shuai ge to me is only to see/candies for my eyes !)

oh ya... thanks for the comments for my new layout ! even Deming say 70/100 ! which is high for my this layout la... I did this out of my mood and I just didn't plan b4 i do this... starting i was editing my pic and then a sudden thought just flash over and i just so call 'anyhow' created such layout ! keke... to deming, I'm not showing off ! -keke-can I be a good teacher of KS ?! who always say he's better than me.. -lol-

it's not even 9, and my mum woke me up this morning... accp. her to SGH or check up, blood test, etc... she thinks I take half an hour bathing hur so she called me up so early ?! sleepy... ytd night didn't sleep well ! waha.. after the check up and everything, going to school to collect my good progress award... got it last year also, but this time, my name mayb announced in the morning assembly, but I'm not there to collect ! and I won't felt ps... -keke- lucky for me, now Mrs Sng took over vice-principle, ytd saw peopl w/o name tag have those tape as their name tags... poor thing... Mrs Sng always catch people in their socks... haiz.. a strick vice p. we have here... their's air-con. in the school hall now ! -darn- actually my bagde will be the one enjoying it first in O lvl... but they fake us... lots of things change in school ! Mrs Tan became the HOD of eng. and Shahul went to USA for future studying...

today is 4 jan 2006... early in the morning my mum woke me up to accp. her to SGH ! I'm so darn slpy... nvm... went there after her blood test, guess what ?! she came a month earlier !! -wth- i'm speechless, somemore becuase she so blur, we walk up and down in SGH ! -grr- I felt like telling to whole world of my clumsy mother ! luckily i catch some rest in the train or else I'm going to blow up ! pls laugh at her clumsiness ! I 'so lucky' to be her daughter ... -diaoz-

oh ya, just now when I went to school to collect the money for good progress award, I saw my dearest Nazri ! I missed him alot ! could'nt wait for his house warming ! keke... heard from him, PY and Junli came this morning... oh ya... congrats to MK and JW... we're the 3 lucky ones who got the good progress award ! ;p and as for the class chalet... I'll only drop by... having to work ~ tml first day eh ! couldn't wait to see Shuai Ges...

woke up this morning, feeling so fersh, unlike ytd... keke... hope it'll be a great day for me ! i've planned my day ! after work, 9.30pm walk down to street, if it's b4 10pm, I'll find rekz and Qiu... after that then I'll meet Swing and go home together ! ... keke... everyone is working near my workplace ! I won't be bored ! -yeah-

my job is so free and easy ! love it ! I'll open shop, close shop myself... food can be ordered to door step... having toilet break, close shop for awhile ! but I work alone... time pass really fast today ! hope it'll be like that for the rest of my working days !

met Swing to take a CD... and also to zap a copy of my IC for boss... after that in MRT saw Swing, Salena and Deming ! wah... Deming became so shuai ler eh... so tall in his jeans... have his style ! esp. with his bear hanging onto his camera ! -lol- after that Xuan Fan came into the train... also noticed that Deming wear a T-shirt too big for him... -lol- today was a happening day I can say... going home that time, took supper with Swing and Salena, took train back... a man wit specs not wearing it while he's playing his phone... a guy jump up while he's asleep in the train, somemore twice ! I kept laughing ! -lol- bth.. let's see how's tml... keke

today's first customer was at around 4pm... -diaoz- it's about 4 hrs after I open shop... but I have 2 Shuai Ges to see... -bleahz- today's sale was 300+ eh... keke... better than my first day... keke.. somemore shd have commission ! seems like i'm working for a few days and off for a week... don't know if I could adapt this kind of working 'shift'... hope I could at least work 5 days a wk...

today saw lots of Shuai Ges ! -waha- hope that I did not forget anything when I close the shop ! tml going collect pay from Metro ! -woho- shd collect today but working, or else can see Niven, Johnne (he said he wanted to show me that laughter from MSN), etc... wasted eh... nvm... tml dad will be fetching me there, after that go enjoy bah... I want to watch a MOVIE !!! -argh- hope there's still AeonFlux !!!!

rich people really can spend money like water... there was one guy in branded clothes and his friend walked in...he saw this 'we the people' hat, from America by BMX bike co. , he sees it, liked it, buy it... it's when payment that time, he asked me for the price and flash his ATM card to me... without any second thoughts ! it's consider expensive.. -omg- hope I see more of those customers ! -bleahz- then I can reach double or maybe triple the target ! -waha-

it's raining all day ! becuas of the rain, I couldn't collect my pay from Metro... so tml have to collect alone... hope it won't rain tml... hm... who will I see tml ?! and I want to see AeonFlux !!! -argh- I'm feel so cold... wonder what the temperature for today... slept till 11plus, lying in the bed don't feel like waking up... but I just couldn't go back to sleep... played maple... net surfing... just rotting... kept eating... sleep, wake up play com., psp, watch tv... omg... I couldn't stay at home... but I still slack in work.... hm... I can't do this anymore... home will be my place to slack, work will be the place I get active and work ! and... see shuai ges... lol... my eyecandies ! (sometimes I really felt sad for shuai ges, cus they are the prey, and my eyes are the predator ! lol)

went to collect pay in the late afternoon ! $756 this time... alright la... while reaching there, met Jashawn... it started of by the M! service center person called me to tell me the 3G thing (why I couldn't receive video calls)... I board the bus and he was there... after I solved my 3G thing... he talk to me about my phone and stuff... then I told him the place I was working and thinking for changing.. so he intro me that Job ! highly paid ! very interested ! hope those people I called want to join me ! I don't wanna work alone eh ! got the no. of that boss... ppl pls give me an ans asap ! wed I'll be calling the boss ler !

just suddenly like this song alot... soo meaningful, I've been repeating this song for alot of times today ! I don't wanna say more about this song... the lyrics says it all ler !

动静乐团 - 相信未来

我怎么还在记忆里徘徊 
一个我最爱的人已不在 
从没想到你竟然安心这样 
看着最爱你的人选择离开 
手机号码还在随时都开为了你不能改 
总在期盼哪天你真的回得来 
爱在我心里面 
像个小孩要呵护依赖 
没有人可以一口气说个明白 
等待你接受我的爱 
等待我给你的未来 
让我这样抱紧着你不分开 
我要你接受我的爱 
相信是上天的安排 
让我可以手牵着你永远不要分开 

oh... just now I received a sms from Mr right ! he wish me good night eh ! keke... seriously I don't fancy him although he's a really great person ! I can list down all his info, and only one is negative ! okay here goes - he's fit (six pack), tall (around 180), talented (in physically and mentally), gentleman (most importantly), tan (which most girls wanted... but not me eh), think of others (tt time ton in my hse, cooked for CH), wash dishes (aww...), can consider he cooks... still have lots, but I haven't discover ! the only negative point he suan ppl ! but its rare! and HE'S RARE ! so I shdn't call him Mr Right, but Mr Perfect... I know guys reading this entry will like, "Hey, I am like him" those sort of things... till I discover you bah ! -keke-

haiz... talking about guys... I'm mentally shot ! hoping for someone to remove that bullet ! It don't seems to heal... but at least I have some painkillers for it... painkillers like chatting with people, staying happy... no one knows what's really happening to the wound and I'm like saying I'm okay, I'm fine when I'm bleeding profusely... I still have to move on in life... hopefully time can clean up the blood stains behind me... I'm all alone suffering the pain...

went shopping with Swing in orchard first... this time finally bought something ! I bought a pair of shoes... erm... shd be pumps... keke... from ebase a red pumps... new arrival eh! why SG is so small ?! not that we met people today, but we just have no where else to shop ! -haiz- most shops just wasn't to my taste ! I'm unsure about the me now, the girl who prefer shorts than skirts... anyway I don't have much skirts ! -diaoz- after that went to bugis ! my Ideal place of shopping... keke... saw my shuai ge... but this time don't feel so high when I saw him ! maybe becuase... haiz...  I don't want to dig my wound deeper... but anyway it just started to heal ! which is good ! today I finished my mousse, and I couldn't style my hair cus its liquid now... so I just throw away the bottle... sianz... have to tie my hair for today ! and my mum couldn't buy the mousse... haiz... tml going to work will be in my pony tail !  

I'm calling up for my new job tml ! there's total of 5 ppl in my list ! still waiting for one of my 'faithful readers' to make up his mind ! the person who I tag his tagboard most !!! pls give me an ans !!!

hey ! i'm wearing skirt today eh ! very rare !!! gonna wear that pumps I bought ytd ! -woho- hope I'll see a farmilar face today, I mean a friend ! I've also decided on the top I'm buying for CNY ! -waha- hope I could wear it , it's free size ! my FATS will most prob. be expose ! -lol- hope by not combing my hair will let my hair look curly ! haiz...

back from work ! hm... no one dropped by today... as in no one of my friends who dropped by... bought sandwishes for lunch and dinner, just don't feel like eating rice... and guess what ?! I'm eating sandwiches now ! -lol- today hit target again ! -hehe- seems like lots of ppl buy CNY clothes !

saw a group of guys again, but this time they bought clothes from me ! they were carrying bags of clothes and shoes ! -wow- it's the first time I saw guys buying so many things at a go ! I kept looking at one of the guys... a celeb look-alike ! it make me quite some time to figure out which artist ! it's guo ping chao ! that guy was tall, I stands to his shoulder and Dylan Guo is also very tall ! they both have big wide eyes, but the only thing diff. is the style and the apple, Dylan Guo have a more obvious apple but not tt guy ! -lol- I also observed him quite long, hope he doesn't found out I was looking at him ! later he thinks I like him ! -lol-

nxt working days is on Sat and Sun ! so 'faithful readers' pls drop by if you know where I work !!

went interview today ! got in of cus !  3 of us working instead of 5 ! Minghan still considering, I don't think he wanted to work, just have the feeling ! so I'm working in monday, going for training and off to try out... it's kinda early for the training day... 10am eh ! this job is a commission base, no basic pay ! and I already have a customer now ! lol... my dad found one for me ! hehe ! anyway quiting my current one soon ! so no point knowing where I work ! to tt mystery reader !

I'm not in the mood... moodswing (and to faithful readers, i only feel sad and happy in my moodswing !)...  I'm sad yet happy ! reasons behind it... really weird for me to feel sad yet happy ! wah.. this Rek arh ! send me a slow song ! which made me feel like crying ! -argh- somemore I'm only emotional in the night ! -omg- is my tears coming out ?! I don't wanna cry this way by a song ! argh... he's so bad... how can I calm down ?! -lol- hope it'll be better soon !

I dreamt that I was murdered !  lol... I became a wondering soul ! -lol- my dream suggests that I would like to leave all of your worries and struggles behind and start a new. hm... not bad ! but there's somethings I don't wish to let go... haiz...

today when Orchard ! bought a top ! erm... just have a set of clothes for CNY ! haiz... it's the same again forthis yr, visiting aunt's house only ! haiz... how I wish I could go to my cousin's house... family affair la... this time I'm take lots of photos with my cousins when I meet them ! I've put alot of effort in dressing myself up for CNY, that set cost me over $100... satisfied ! and I'm wearing a skirt ! a lady-like skirt ! -lol- I think that set is very Shuai... cus of the top i bought ! waha... pics will be uploaded to my msn space and display pic in msn ! so 'faithful readers' look out !

tml Nazri bday ! hope all 4D/5B people will go ! and I've decided to go to class chalet... only BBQ... argh.. 9.30am meeting in school ! couldn't wait to the see uncle Naz !

darn ! my dad bought another N70 ! everytime I said the phone is good and I gt one, he'll afterwards buy another one ! -argh- it's a waste of money !!!

not much things happened today... but there's free show today ! -waha- the 'male lead' seems to taste sth from the 'female lead's' mouth... they were kissing all the way... like kissing while walking... -diaoz- everyone in my workplace saw that, even boss called me to walk in front of them and clap/cheer... -lol- but I did not !!! what if that male lead have a bad temper and hit me how ?! and no one will protect me! keke... ending working tml ! told boss abt it, gt an excuse of cus ! today saw sylvia and friend ! today, boss also brought his gf along... wow ! pretty eh ! today's sales was great ! hit double target !!! doing closing that time, customers kept coming in ! -argh- somemore they took up so long, but in the end they did not buy any of the clothes ! ho...  oh ya ! guess what, I took 1hr 20mins to finsih my dinner !!! from 4.30 to 5.40 ! cus of the customers !!!! -argh-

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away

Was the day I found it won't be the same

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me
Cos I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I had my wake up won't you wake up
I keep asking why , And i can't take it
It wasn't fake , it happened , you passed by

Now you're gone , Now you're gone
Now you're gone , Now you're gone
Somewhere I can't bring you back

Now you're gone , Now you're gone
Now you're gone , Now you're gone
Somewhere you're not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I miss you

waking up feeling sleepy ! last night dreamland was nth interesting... -sianz- I'm wearing a skirt today ! -lol- cus tml i'll be wearing jeans and now it's in the washing machine so couldn't wear it ... -aww- wore a 3/4 sleeve tee which stayed in my cupboard for quite long... now it's letting me sneeze till I look like I'm crying ... -diaoz- preparing for work ! to be contiuned ...

woho ! today I saw alot of farmiliar faces !  afternoon, kenneth and his gf (i think is gf) walk pass my workplace ! but he didn't check out the clothes... he's fit eh ! -lol- after that Kelvin dropped by ! -lol- he browse around, saw that brown blazer ! $89 eh... if it's not me, he couldn't get a great discount ! -lol- didn't told boss I help my friend to buy ! or else I don't think the price will be $75... about 16% dis. eh ! but I paid for him! passed him the blazer too ! I'll be looking forward for his payday !!! (so Kelvin, DON'T FORGET and run away with it !) :D after that Horng Ann came in wth his friends ! -lol- shock to see me huh ?! chat a little... he said that I looks ilke a boss in that shop, then I signal to him that my boss behind him... keke... met 2 hasbro promoter eh ! ;D of 2 diff. years ! -keke- after that saw that girl who Johnne and friends called 'karen mok'... does this shows that guys shop more than girls ?! -lol-

today end work earier, boss allowed... close shop at 9pm... msg Kelvin, but don't seems to receive reply, my network server is just so lag ! I only can receive calls all call out... it's when I'm in the train, restart my phone then I realise that I've 9 messages ! -argh- there's messages from him too ! -omg- so is this my fault or my server's fault ?! hehe ! really sorry !

this morning having a flu eh ! my eyes water, having running nose... felt so bad arh ! I didn't even bother to serve customers... but later I found out that by talking I will feel better !  -lol- nose feeling awkward now... argh... hope I'll get well soon ! hehe

early morning received a call ! -argh- still slping eh ! haiz... there's class chalet today ! only joining for BBQ tml... came online, so lil contacts... cus class ppl in chalet, and ite reopen school, sec sch ppl studying... haiz... no one to chat to ! luckily today going out, or else I couldn't figure out what else to do than playing maple ! -lol-

tml's plan - rot at home till 5, go down to Metro wait for yong he,PY and hui shan then go to chalet for BBQ ! waha... gonna see uncle Naz eh !! keke !

just came back from chinatown ! so tired... why is it everytime I go out with my mum, i'll get so exhuasted ?! o.O somemore, we'll always reach home b4 7pm...it's a must ! but compared to going out with friends, I'm not so tired eh... wanted to clear my com. table... but I'm so tired...  at least I bought sth ! i bought a skirt !!! a SKIRT !!! and a necklace !! ;p

ytd, kelvin came to my workplace ! I was serving customers when I saw a farmiliar face walk pass, seems to find ppl... -lol- then our eyes met each other ! -lol- he came in. I'm happy that he'd dropped by when he said that he'll drop by when he's free and on sat, he didn't, so I thought he wasn't dropping by since it's my last day...

he came in browse around, what I told him was true, "if you buy tee from this shop, u'll b chossing the nicest out of the tee, and for the nicer ones, it's expensive !" he said he wanted to buy a jacket, but couldn't find any nice ones in far east... too bad...

I recomended him to buy blazers... he tried the brown one on ! and likes it alot ! keke... got the chance to see him in blazer eh ! -waha- he wanted to buy it but later he's playing pool so if he buy it now, he won't have $ for pool later... so I suggested that why don't I pay for him first, cus I could get discount, then after that when he got his pay then he return it to me ! he sat on the sofa in my workplace and think... just then there's no customers... so I disturd/tempted him, by taking out the blazer and flashing at him...

I don't know why when he smile to me, I'll smile back ! I like his smile ! it's so diff. from his cool look ! I also saw his 'cute' look... I was standing up asking him if he want it, and he just look up at me... wow! his eyes so round staring up to me... keke...

he came with his sis and sis-in-law to far east... ltr his sis n sis-in-law came in... I told him... he was kinda puzzled that how i knew it's his sis... I told him that I saw his pics ! after that they went off...

after they left, I kinda missed chatting with him... then boss came in... for awhile and left to the gents and then I think to smoke... I also bought the blazer b4 he left... so I'm alone in the shop... also serving customers, when I saw Kelvin and his friends walked pass...it's the first time I called his name out ! keke... i think it's hi red Nike bag that attracted me... and he's wearing a black Tee... so it's easy to see him ! lol... I past him the blazer,  I trust ppl that easy rite ?! I only trust ppl I call friends !!! he said that I could pass him hte blazer when he collected his pay, I just pushed him the blazer.. at least i can talk to him more ! he said he'll be back ! -wahaha- after that saw him and his friends shopping but I've to go toilet... came back and didn't see him... thought he's going home... miss him again !

after that boss came in to the shop... then serve customers, when toilet again ! just wanted time to pass so went toilet alot of time... came out, saw kelvn's back view !! called out for him again ! it's the 3rd time for me to call out his name ! then we chatted... cus I didn't told him who's my boss, and he said when he walk pass he didn't see me so either of the ppl in the shop shd be my boss... and said he's waiting for his ex to return him his sim card ! and ask what time I finish work... he'll be back ! but this time boss wanted to close shop at 9pm...cus on customers...

after that msg Kelvin, expect his reply, but didn't... waited quite some time... then went to take train... I told myself if he msg me, I'll turn back... i only notice his msg when I'm in the train, restart my phone and realise there's 9 msg !! -argh- Kelvin did msg me ! if I received it, I'll be with him chatting by then ! -argh- my network is sooo goood !!! I felt so bad !! sms-ing him to keep him occuiped while waiting for his ex ! honestly, I find his stead very XL and she give me a feeling that she's a a-lian ! she can pass him the sim card while working, cus there's many staffs there... but she told him to wait for her... when she finish work, she told him to wait again cus she wanted to change... she's most prob. taking her time ! but of cus la... just imagine your ex is taking back sth from you, you'll feel very 'bu suang', then will want them to wait ! that's what girls think ! for me, I'll just pass him and say bye... so I won't see him again what.. lol

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上一次微笑之后
世界遗漏了什么
怎么会突然忘了许多感动
难过的事总有好多
头顶的天空总是灰濛濛
流泪的时候却忘了为什么
淡红色指头
陪我煎熬黑夜破晓
在嘴边咬了又咬
我好想忘掉为何烦恼
对着天空大声的叫
下次微笑你会看到
我真心上扬的嘴角
有人会在天涯海角
种一片草原看我奔跑
下次微笑我会骄傲
放晴的感觉多么好
不放弃总会等得到
我那熬过风暴真的微笑

难过的事总有好多
头顶的天空总是灰濛濛
流泪的时候却忘了为什么
淡红色指头
陪我煎熬黑夜破晓
在嘴边咬了又咬
我好想忘掉为何烦恼
对着天空大声的叫
下次微笑你会看到
我真心上扬的嘴角
有人会在天涯海角
种一片草原看我奔跑
下次微笑我会骄傲
放晴的感觉多么好
不放弃总会等得到
我那熬过风暴真的微笑

下次微笑你会看到
我真心上扬的嘴角
有人会在天涯海角
种一片草原看我奔跑
下次微笑我会骄傲
放晴的感觉多么好
不放弃总会等得到<
我那熬过风暴 wu…
真的微笑

真的微笑...

just came back from Downtown east ! erm... can consider quite fun... like this yr 18 then started drink alcoholic drink... -diaoz- I drank one bottle of 10% Vodka and a small cup of 40% Vodka... not drunk though... but find that 40% Vodka nice ! this shd b my 2nd time drinking and this time the drink is way better ! -lol- 1st time was in HK, that drink is like soda with 'grape' and lil alcohol... that sucks ! heard that last night those freaking guys and girls were challenging Vodka, mixed vodka !! and guys gave up ! so girls win !! -lol-

kinda full now... ate alot ! drink alot !!! and I don't feel anything ! -lol- sleepy too ! gonna wake up early for training !

since my final sentence is so offending ! I'll just have to take it off ! I just have to mind my words !

this morning gave Lingz and Deming 30+ 40 miss calls yet they're not up ! -wth- and now Deming calls me a good alarm clock ! -diaoz- take advantage of me !!! never even say thanks... these ppl are really too much ! and they didn't even pay me for that ! -lol- couldn't believe that Deming is 178cm ! he seems 180+cm mayb he's big size ! he can be really LAME eh... but at least it's funny, not like jonaathan chia ! the freezer ! waha better not let Jonny know about this, I don't want him to get close to me ! i'll freeze !! -lol-

I'm so bored ! browsing everyone's new entry, but only Qiu and MK's blog have BBQ entries ! haiz... wanting for Rek new entry, hope there's some LAME pics for me to laugh on ! watch part of today's Bai fen Bai, I just couldn't resist the songs by Wang Li Hong ! and currently 'wanting' songs from friends ! -lol- I'm so irritating rite ?!

and also I found my style, I'm more into street wear and (unless I feel like it)mature - skirts ! 16 Jan when to ChinaTown with mum, saw a skirt ! and its love at first sight !!!! aw.... bought it of cus ! I love it so much ! and now I've got a problem... I've 2 skirts for CNY and I'm visiting on day 2 only ! so which skirt shd I wear ?! I'll be posting up pics and let my faithful readers vote and comment on it !! ;p oh ya ! rmb ler ! one skirt can wear on sch celebration !!! haha !

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first day of work, working around one room flats ! kinda fun ! most houses are closed... so finished one block in about 1hr plus... after that went home first ! and Eddie cancelled the meeting... haiz... went home early cus of that meeting eh !!

just now, rek so evil ! he's a man behind his mask ! beware ! he's more evil than me and Lingz eh ! -lol- we did nth and he kept adding on to the worst !! -omg- I really underestimate him !

just finish watching My Girl ! that thai movie, chinese title is 我的初恋女友 ! it made me remember of my childhood 'boyfriend', Marcus ! we lost contact after everyone went to Primary School ! even my best friend, Yang Xue Ying ! missed them lots ! I couldn't find channels to get to them... -cry- somemore Serangoon Child Care Centre is no longer around...

these 2 days have been rotting in the day ! morning out with parents - breakfast/lunch, night time... erm... playing my PSP ! :X racing game ! night time was more fun ! 22nd jan, night time went to godparents house but they weren't around... actually wanted to open the box of beer, but changed my mind... gave the whole box to my god-father the nxt day ! 23rd jan, night time visit godparents... after that left at 9.30pm, don't feel like staying home... dad fetch me round SG ! -lol- from punggol - changi (flyover... my fave place) - went down serangoon (pass my childcare centre which changed to crestar institute) - city (seeing the night city view ! great !!) - chinatown (walk walk) the joy of travelling by motorcycle and by car is soo different ! of cus there's more comfort on travelling by car ! but the excitment of travelling by motorcycle is soo damn fun ! feeling the chilling wind blowing in the night, the speed of the bike (even though my dad wasn't speeding), most of my happy memories are all in the time/moments I travelling with my dad ! which makes me wanted to have a motorcycle licence, but I also wanted a car licence, cus of one of my dreams !

oh ya ! saw teacher Liu, from my child care centre ! she's working in DJ bakery ! the teacher I fear most at child care ! -lol-

heard from Ain, Maggie had her hair rebonbed ! last yr was Virginia, this yr is Maggie ! talking about the Kongs, I get really high for that ! I get excited, really excited ! there's a secret surprise plan going on ! Kongs reuniting by then ! hehe

went town today ! help Jie mei choose clothes, he have stead eh ! guy friends around me are all attached ! I envy them lots ! esp. Kennedy... some girl waited him for 1yr plus got together with him and he loves her lots ! aww...

bought a pair of pony shoes ! just love it !  I also got to see BAPE clothes! so irresistible ! on the Kong matter, I'm going down Metro tml and maybe going down Jurong point ! for the performance there, just wanted to kill time ! though its about an hr ride there, i enjoy it on the bike !

came back from metro ! settled 'Kong' matter ! -woho- revealing on 10 fed ! also heard that results coming out on 10 feb from 2 ppl, but still ain't sure !!

went to check out movie reivews in yahoo web ! I'm interested in ' Underworld: Evolution ', 'Fun with Dick and Jane' and 'The Pink Panther' ! but I'm not sure whether the underworld will be showing in SG, cus I found it in yahoo and not yahoo SG site... that's my type of movies ! action pack with fantasy creatures (vampires esp.) !

erm... saw something which shd b hurting, but not much pain eh ! maybe it's time to move on?! or maybe my sixth sense told me sth better will happen... haiz... I'm sleepy ! woke up early for sch's celebration... just came back... my guy friends are really having their style going ! so stylo !! also find someone getting more shuai than other guys ! and I didn't tell anyone who is that someone ! no feeling for him, just find him getting more shuai ! -hehe- wish my dear friends a happy chinese new year ! ;p

I was reading a couple of my friends' blog on CNY ! just noticed that I totally forgotten about the 'CNY gambling' !!! which I used to look forward every year ! well, this year won't be much gambling, I guess... just going to one place, cus 3rd aunt going overseas... just looking forward to meeting my dear cousins !

ytd went for reuion dinner with my god family ! got a couple of great job opportunities !! -waha- looking forward to it ! but there's a small problem, cus I most prob. b starting on feb, and I've a kinda 'major' even on 10 feb ! -argh- when I reached home ytd, receive a letter from the air force AGAIN !! my dad says it's a great opportunity, but what about my entreprenure dream ?! -argh-  so just go for the talk on 11 feb at Suntec... drank beer ytd night with my dad ! 2 cans, we shared... starting it's kinda tasty, but I still prefer Vodka ! I prefer sweeter stuff !

tonight, going to god parents house again ! shd b boring for me, unless I get to play with the kids there ! my dad gonna drink and gamble there like every year ! ton over there while me and my mum go home late in the night ! okay, let's see!

just came back from god parents hse ! seems like i'm going to my godparents hse only ! tml I'll also go there ! -waha- cus no one invited and my god parents' hse is availble.. dad still playing 'la bi' there... came back with mum on god bro. car... I'm so bored there, everyone is gambling except me ! i'm the only 'young adult' there, kids were playing fire crackers, I'm the only one watching TV... -cry- but just as my god sis came, she offered me to play Xbox ! -phew- played for just awhile and came home !

12am sms everyone ! just as I wanted to send out, Hua send me a msg ! every time it's like that, but I normally is the first ! -keke- anyway hope Junliang win lots of money in his gambling ! cus he's losing before 12am (when I last msg him) ! same to all !! ;p I'm also not sure I sent to those ppl my CNY blessing, cus heard that there's prob in the network ! I rmb sending twice from ppl from letter A-J ! :D

this morning, slack in bed till 1pm ! after that woke up and got prepared to visit my godparents again ! and I just came back !!! kinda boring... kids came, I watch DVD... watch TV... take ang baos... kids play Xbox, but they anyhow play, I sit there so boring and entertain them ! -argh- find chance to get out of the room, and see mahjong(ladies), while guys play 'la bi' again ! I guess this yr, I won't have chance to play 'ban luck', cus 3rd aunt went overseas. even if I have the chance to play, it won't be fun... only my 3rd aunt's side 'long pang' us (those who have luck), which is the fun part !! the money they 'long pang' is like min. $50, and max. (by now) its $150...

just now when I'm seeing mahjong, the money there seems to be like paper, $10s $50s...everything just came out so swiftly ! also got to learn those 'tai' mahjong -hehe- I'm in the nxt lvl of my mahjong skills...

Hazel getting so adorable ! my nieces are soo cute !! and so well-mannered !

back to morning, my dream ! I've 2 dreams to share... one is on receiving some sms from a freaking jealous gf, that she love her bf soo much and seems like wanted me to make no friendship with tt person... and I didn't even sms tt person ! kinda weird ! the 2nd one is on me finding my childhood 'bf' ! -lol- I really missed childhood friends, esp. my childhood 'bf', 1st crush, 1st best friend ! -cry- in the dream, it's like we've very close bonds ! but I couldn't see his face ! -aww-

slept at 5 this morning, gamble at home ! didn't win nor lose... just got back my money and went to sleep ! -phew- woke up at 1pm and it's off to my aunt's hse !

won $20 for gambling ! actually shd b $35... haiz... nvm, at least I won ! got to taste alot of tasty dishes by mt aunt... actually she no need to do so much, it's her bday eh ! and she's always busying cooking, every year nv fail !

haiz... nv gt to take a photo with my cousins... I don't know how to ask them, when there's so many ppl around... couldn't be just taking photo with them alone and not with other people eh... for me, I'm the same, every yr I nv fail to change my phone, my cousin bro. nv fails to have new card tricks ! then, my other cousins sis, are the same ! -lol-

today, everyone kept saying I'm an ang mo kia ! -.-" but seriously, I've change alot ! from a 'tom-boy' to a lady !! hope this year I get alot more money than last year !!

gambled at home too ! and I decide to stop when I won $20, but my parents just kept playing which makes me win abt $7 plus... haiz... or else I could win $40 for today !! -argh-