im still struggling with my fried bee hoon. damn. i hated it when i have to eat the same thing twice. somemore its fried bee hoon. omg. ytd dinner was fired bee hoon also. but i'm the cook ! considered a meal well done. i hate that chicken wing !! so dry. damn. ive a sudden lost of appetite. or am i under stress ?! lol. well. didn't slept well. kept waking up at 9plus, despite sleeping at 2am. my complexion is getting worst. damn. i hate to be stress. damn it.


i think ive a crush on a guy. its so darn fast, cus we just started sms-ing each other. abt 1 1/2days ago. why do i have a crush on some guy so easily ?! he's "sort of" my cup of tea(wearing ear stud. quite style. sporty. personality wise, i can say he's very daring). lol. who is he ?! only one person will guess it right.

went shao mu in the morning. damn. its so darn hot !!! saw Kat ! so surprised !! its fated. lol. after that went tp chua chu kang cemetry to pray for my grand parents. after that went to meet swing. damn. its raining. so from chinatown, we went to citylink. then to suntec. then to marina square. then finally to esplanade. :D so relaxing at esplanade ! ;p did some reflections abt my time at courts. and ive deleted all things that is the yesterday im thinking of. now, tomorrow is what i look forward to. ive put down my troubles and move on. cheers ! ;p

lol. ytd im bugging rekz on my message tone. lol. im so HIGH ytd night ! Xp since that east coast trip, the Bro. Ngs had enough of 'You Have A Message'. haha. i've tried to get a new message tone, but i just couldn't find sth i like. lol. too bad.

ltr gng out. damn. its bugis, AGAIN. ive simply had enough of town n bugis area for shopping. haiz. is there other places which have lots of clothes to see ?!

I want to watch movies ! hehe. eat long john ! waha. so looking forward for it. of cus there's someone i'm going with. that's the main sub. that i'm looking forward to. hehe. XD

hm... went to bugis. omg. waited for lingz quite long, cus she overslept. haiz. im so hungry then. so reach bugis and headed to sakae for buffet ! waha. and its my lunch and also my dinner ! haha.


after that its raining. and also got a call frm sales rep. ! wee ~ im apointed to a outlet ! hehe. and having training tml ! went to bugis village to 'shop'. nth for me and swing ! but for lingz ! waited for quite long for lingz to make up her mind to buy her clothes. after we finish bugis village, went to suntec by foot ! its near ! bought a top ! hehe. oh ya. also recieve a phone call by my NEW school reminding me to go to the orientation ! haha. great ! then i may have chance to meet my crush ! hehe. with some sort of lame excuse. :X this wk seems to be a busy wk for me ! hehe.


after suntec, went to esplanade ! swing and lingz simply love taking pics. while me waiting for replies ! lol. somemore, swing had enough of "you have a message" also. haha. starting the Bro NGs, and now Swing. lol. ive chage sms tone ! so its time to get use to my new msg tone and go nuts !! ;p

just finished my dinner. b4 that im sooo hungry !! even during my training for new job ! hehe. start work this sat. in a big store !! haha. hope its a megastore ! then i'll have lots of commission ! waha.


im looking forward to my first day of work. coming mon to kbox and also to the MOVIES ! hehe. ;p

y am i still at home ?! argh. i shd b in my orientation. argh. okay, i overslept. i din even know if i did set my alarm or not. but all i know is that i did touched my fone during that time im slpin. cus my SMS is opened !! ytd nite chatted on the longest phone i guess. its abt 10pm till 3.30am ! xD im happy. though the person im talking to claims that he's SHY when he talks to girls, but in the end, the one talking the most is him. hehe. and he's the one who wants me to call him and talk ! haha.


ltr on tonight will be another long conversation. not requested by me. :X

hm... ltr on gng down courts to submit time sheet, since branch manager is there. and i just don't wanna stay at home. actually its just some dumb reasons. hee. felt kinda bad, cus i didn't turn up for orientation, but i still have the face to go out. Xp argh... whatever. having dinner with a lonely person. hee. its like becuse of this lonely person, im willing to da bao for my mum and also buy the newspaper. haha. :X

haiz. ended with me not gng down. cus jonathan just pop out of nowhere and ask lonely person for dinner. haiz. nvm. after we discuss for awhile, he promised me 3cups of drink in total and tml im not alone for dinner. >.<


either tues or fri will b gng to the movies. to TOWN !!! damn. there'll be spys around, i guess. damn. :X wonder what we'll be doing after the movie. mayb gng down to the new cathy.

just came back after everything. after orientation, after dinner, after my visit. haha. after orientation, i rush down to meet ariffin and jason for dinner. sense something fishy. after dinner, sat outside courts, ariffin smoke while we send some clips. after that went to courts to talk to ppl there. chatted with jason for quite long. till swing came. after that went up and contiune chatting. he kept wanting to know my secret which i didn't let anyone know. its not the right time yet, maybe soon it'll come. my part of my phone have secrets. maybe a couple of ppl would know whats my secret. but im just not cfm-ing with them. im keeping it to myself.

im simply living in my world of that person. we joked around ! i enjoyed fully the time with him. i can even have the feeling that we're already tgt. but still one thing bothering me. im so looking forward to tuesday.

just got back. took a bathe. my whole body was so sticky. and it doesn't rains today ! ;p its so damn hot today. somemore played games under the hot sun. omg. but i no longer care. its like no matter how i just could be fair. so i'll just stay on like this. or maybe becoming more tan. lol. like someone told me, tanned girls look healthier ! haha.

slept at around 7 plus ytd. im damn tired. so slpy. ive more/enough slp ! ytd nite im very blur. cus i slept at 7pm. and i woke up at 9pm cus of blackout. after that went to slp. and woke up at 11pm. and i thought its the nxt morning. i walk out of my room, i noticed my mum's room light is on. so i ask her is it morning or night ?! she looks kinda surprised.


i rmb there was once when im studying in sec sch, i took a nap, around 7, my dad woke me up, "girl, time to wake up, 7 plus, u've to go sch." so i kinda rush to wash my face. and saw my mum sitting outside watch news, but that time i didn't suspect anything. and they're laughing outside. its when my dad told me he cheated me. im punk'd !


okay. back to what happen ytd. then my mum told me its night. then i went to check my alarm. then cfm that its night. ytd's night. lol. had 2 missed calls. by G. everytime he called im bz. everytime i didn't ans his call. :X then after that he sms. cus at that time im so blur, i didn't get what he's asking. so i just anyhow reply. haha. :X


waited all day and night for someone's reply. didn't reply in the end. haiz. didn't called either.

hm... currently waiting time to past. argh. so long. y shd i wake up at 8plus. haiz. quick !! i want to work ! haha.


ltr dad may find me ! xD i don't want to be alone for dinner ! keke.

im missing someone. argh.

hm... sold 6 cam. with some help of the staff. earn a total of $85.94 including commission. ;p satisfied.


though the time past fast. but kinda moodless. and though i slept so early and so much ytd. im kinda slpy. missed those days where sms-es accp. me though my days. only got one sms today. someone just ENJOYING the time in camp. like im forgotten. im jealous, okay !


sths happen today. 1st - one guy staff, christopher, came soo close to me. omg. he wanted to put back sth into the shelf and im standing at the corner of the counter. he's serving a customer, and he kinda stretch to put that thing back to the shelf which he came soo close to me. somemore twice ! o.O and somemore i can't do anything. okay whatever. 2nd - a staff 'wash' away a sales in front of me when i asked him abt DV cam. so my face changed. luckily that christopher told him. or else it'll spoil my day ! haha. 3rd - im serving one customer who just couldn't make up his mind of which model he's buying. after that christopher took over to help. after that just nice another customer came and bought a cam. so went to assist them. after that went back to the counter, finally that customer decided. okay, what's abt him ?! he said im christopher's gf eh ! omg. im single okay ?! and neither d i have feeling for him !!! then my gave a shock face and kept shaking my head. omg. 4th - i have a indonesian customer who wanted my pic. lucky she bought my cam. and took a pic of me. she said jokingly, that she bring my pic for match-making. wah. i stunt eh. haha. ;p


so many things abt that christopher hur ! omg omg omg. O.o

sth is bothering me. i tried not to think, but it appeared in my dreams. woke up at 2plus am. damn. just couldn't go back to slp. what's happening to me ?! argh. why am i missing him. argh.


received HZ msg around 2. which makes me wake up. as i open the msg, how i hope the sender's name is him. so i guess he's not going to msg me till he got of out camp and took some rest. argh. which means its at least tml. then longest tues. cus we're going out. damn. how long can i take it. i don't wanna lose my slp cus of this. it SPOILS MY DAY ! argh.

today is a 'free' day. sat sales was better than today's. strange. total i sold 10 piece this wkend.


though i lost my slp, didn't felt slpy. just felt boring. very boring. expected someone to drop by, but didn't. nth. not even a reply. he's very tired i guess. hm... whatever !

just woke up by dad's phone call. damn. couldn't go back to slp. haiz. now im worrying about what to wear tml. argh. headache !!!!! ;( sth casual yet nice. argh. im not wearing skirt. just the top is my problem. ;(

just finish bathing. hm... had great fun ! ;p to ppl waiting in Jln kayu, im really sorry. hehe. after eating prata with 9 other friends. went to qiu blk's shelther for captains ball. after that py went home. so left in total 9 ppl. qiu n mao, one on one for soccer, lk, mk n jw played cards. the rest just sit and watch soccer. after that rek joined. followed by me, hua n mic. one by one. lol. juts love to play soccer with guys. cus i tend to 'scare' them. haha. ;p i kick 2 goals. but after that really malu. just too slow for the ball. hehe. xp


went hm at around 12am. haha. catching some slp soon. preparing for the day ahead ! ;p good luck to me ~

woke up early today, and gt prepared. and someone was late !!! hehe. we wore the same brand of t-shirt ! hehe. Flesh Imp. went to taka. - cine(gt movie tix) - hereen - cine. came up from taka. then went to cine. got our movie tix. failure to launch. somemore we took the couple sit. Xp went to hereen and shop around and bought a super big gulp to the movies. hehe. also treated the LJS meal i owed. haha. after the movies went PS by foot. and to kovan. hehe. nothing much abt that. just had dinner. after that he sent me home.

the time spent on the way home is great. so wonderful. haha. ;p love it. it was once an day-dream, but now a fact. haha.

ytd went to bugis. bought a skirt n a off shoulder top. love it lots ! >.< and i caught an eye on paris hilton perfume for her. so nice. so fragrant. love it. when i got my pay, i'll most prob. get it ! ahh...

wth. the guys in my class wanted me to be the Vice-Chairman. omg. no way ! somemore for 3yrs ?! erm... have to consider and reconsider ! lol. i doubted that i'll b a 'bad' student in ploy. if im the vice chair. what will the class be ?! omg. lol.

hm... kinda happening day. went frm orchard > suntec > bedok > tamp. felt kinda sorry to my bros. and CH. im sorry, i last min. say i cun join in the fun. hehe. bet they all had great fun. me too had great fun. hehe. ;p

damn. it really spoils my day. only have 1 sale today. argh. but at least i had one. and its a last minute one ! argh. its a boring day. but imade more friends ! hehe. but all guys. ;p

left work earlier to celebrate rek's bday at chom chom. hm... another feast with my 'family'. haha. had great time. hope bro. rek enjoy today fully ! ;p had stingray, kangkong, xiao bai cai, lala, da tou, tofu, chicken wings, oyster omlette. then each person a $3 sugar cane drink. damn. its so darn big. everyone was so bloated ! omg. after that linger around. and waited for bus to Kovan, but i went home. im just so tired.

hm... woke up damn early, class start at 8, kinda shag day eh. saw new faces in my class. but yet, i don't see anyone who have a similar personality as mine. omg. the girls seems so 'keep to themselves'. guys seems kinda shy too ! omg. what class is this ?! i hope they'll change to a more open person ! hehe.

after sch. went to see doctor. my skin probs. the injection was really pain this time. very painful. ;( b4 the doc. ate crab n fish stemboat ! im bursting ! lol. yum yum. hehe. slping early today. tml class starts at 10am.

damn. html class is so boring. i knew it all. damn. its like im so noob to learn such things. damn it.

after class went to buy books. made my bag so heavy. argh. after that went to school to collect my cert. hm... then i met up with that someone, cus just nice im heading to PS to collect some working stuffs. got home, bought grains told my dad. hehe. its $7.50. but charged my mum $15. since she have $16, i took it all. waha. i gain money. ;p

hm... went down courts... Eric bought PSP. same with mine !! its white ! lol. starting to love PSP. more people around me is ahving PSP. wahaha. ;p PSP at home will become mine !!!!

F***! damn it. argh. the purple heart fall off from one of my earring. its my fave ear ring. somemore it cant be found !!! argh. damn it. i want to vent my anger !!!!!!!!! argh. F*** !

today went to watch black night. darn. its a boring movie. not worth the money. but there's alot of couples watching. but yet, its boring. lame storyline.

just got home after class. first day i went home after class eh. mum seems to want me to stay home for dinner daily. hm... i wonder how. whatever la. ;p

today some boys from other class want to get Shirley's no. kinda envy.

challenge racing with felix n daniel. damn. i lose all the game !! ;( argh.

now really have to get a laptop/notebook. haiz... some tutorials need eh. somemore im the only one in my group who don't have a laptop/notebook. haiz... shall get titus one. $2.8k lei.

im so damn happy. i sold a $1449 v.cam. omg. i guess im lucky ! haha. didn't really had my dinner today. just took some bread n pie. recently my entries have shorten... sorry to my faithful readers. im just busy so just some brief happening of my life. ;p

before working, when to pray my grand parents. after that reached workplace early. so punch in and went out to walk with my dad. i hated it when i couldn't find him when i came out of toilet or whatever store. it's like playing hide n seek out of the place. im so pissed. i can have a bad temper like him too, okay !

today ive another $1449 v.cam. woho. im lucky again ?! lol ;p after i went back from my break, i start playing cameras. hehe. start comparing cameras with other brands and stuffs. also learn some photography skills too. hehe.

sales was satisfactory as i went home. in the train, i reflected on stuffs. kinda recalled abt my dream guy type. ;p i rmb last time i always wanted a guy who is tan, no spec, tall, cute, cool with style. hehe. then after that i changed it. mayb cus im single for very long. haha. i changed to "let it be", let the feeling come. lol. then i move it to that someone i feel for. he meets all of the past dream guy type, and current, somemore he's man, sweet and a joker ! hehe. ;p and somemore, im always bullied by him. agrh. im just too easy to get bullied. >.< i pondered, do i suit him ?! do i fit for b his ?! hm... i don't have the ans. all i know is that i love him so so much.

during my 5 hrs of break, went to town with course mates. took neoprints. hehe. twice somemore. haha. then we're late for lesson. half an hr late ! omg. anyway the lesson is boring, almost fell asleep. diaoz. after that last lesson !! when lesson ended, those guys frm my class kept teasing me abt my msn nick. omg. i cun stand it. just ignore n left. hehe. ;p

just counted my pay for 6 days. very rewarding eh ! hehe. ;p

went to town after lesson to get a beach wear ! omg. i wanted to get a brown one, but there's only black. so i get a black roxy one. its kinda rush cus we reached there at around 6pm. went to hereen then to orchard point, but still can't get one. finally went to PS !!! got it from flash and slash. so im going to be tan ! hehe. ;p

went orchard > bugis > orchard > marina square. omg. its like go to and fro. lol. somemore i took a photo in the middle of the main road of suntec ! lol. ;p

hm... sometimes i really hoped to dine in a restaurant with a good ambiance. i shall wait till the time when i dine in there. though im having great time dining in a fast food restaurant or a kopitam. i shall wait...

bought a pair of slippers ! ;p finally got it. my size ! yeah ! but my mum says its too big. o.O whatever !!! going beach tml ! im going to be tan AGAIN ! no longer want to be fair. cus i don't seems to be tan anyway. ;p

argh. its raining today. went sentosa and its cloudy. damn it. where's the damn sun !! nvm, im gng down sentosa again on mon. i want t be tan !!! >;( looking forward to mon. it'll b a happy day. ;p

planning to do sth. sth very secretive. but still couldn't decide that sth. argh. i need some time to think!!

wah. today tunder god is damn angry. there's a big bright sun this morning, but after that here comes the rain. omg. luckily im on my way home. cus i will b shelthered all the way to my blk after i alighted my bus. ;p

today is kinda shag day. damn. there's math lesson. i almost fall asleep in the lesson, but luckily its only an hr. by the time i wanted to slp, lesson ended! im saved ! ;p last lesson, i quickly finish my stuff in the lab, including nxt wk stuff, and i left sch. finally. ive made up my mind, im getting ASUS W5 notebook ! not IBM. but dad kept washing me over to get IBM. he's also listening to what other people say right ?! damn. im damn F*** UP ! seems that there's only room for what he says and not mine. damn it. CB.

browse a 'GUYS' relationship blog. im going neutral to their way of life. yet my goosebumps are poping out when im reading it. their blog is getting more and more popular ! they can become celebrity bloggers ! haha. ;p

cus i love sweets, i just can't stop myself from eating them !! argh. ate too much sweets today. omg. have to go on diet !! find my recent blog entries ain't that interesting. hm... im killing too much brain cells daily. omg. lol.

hm... today kinda moody. its like for no reason, maybe about my past, maybe about me wanting to get back to bed. my mind just don't function well today. ;p

ate breakfast/lunch tgt with my parents. b4 that went to punch in and ran out for my meal. had my feastful meal at manhattan fish market again. yum yum. ;p since im moodless to work, i shop ard. damn it. i hated to shop with my parents, esp. my mum. damn it. she simply pissed me off when im trying my clothes. he kept bugging me to go to work. argh. made me more moody. damn it. but i have my ice cream to at least cheer me up.

sold 4 cam. today. ytd only one. haiz. nvm. went off early today. ;p i served my last customer for like an hr or so. though he nv buy it, but he WILL buy, cus my stock not in yet. He seems interested in knowing me, he just asked soo many qns. somemore, he told me he's what supply chain mananger. its true, cus i have his name card. he's a sgpean, but working for a UK, and he said he took his master at america, blah blah... whatever !! he still ask me if he can ask me out for food. i didn't reject, but i just tell him im busy most of the time. i felt so stupid not to reject. omg. he can be my dad ! lol. as long as he buy the cameras from me will do. haha. the rest its he's prob. im busy ! ;p

tml gng beach again ! hehe. i want to be tan ! tml will be a great day for me. ;p