there's only elective, marketing today ! somemore have a new friend i guess. if i didn't say im sad, no one will know. chatting with that new friend, wei jie, he really have alot of friends and as if he have alot of exprience. lol. its our final marketing lesson too. at least ive a funny entertaining friend in this point of time. lol. yes! marketing 1 is over. also means nxt sem. i may not be in the same class as that joker ! ;p did my presentation, the other grp was draggy... omg. have to sit there till everyone finish.

so after lesson, went home and waited for Swing to finish working. cus i so call promised her to go starbucks with her, and since im free. its relaxing... chat abt lots of things. abt swing's 'mr wallpaper', ex schoolmates, guys, almost anything ! lol.


now the best part of the day comes. hee... kinda shock when i got this msg from someone i know. its abt that person's feelings. hehe. then we chatted via sms. then it got interesting. hee...

then it contiunes...

gt home saw ppl msging me in msn, opps ! i 4gt to set offline when im not at home. so entertain Mr kelvin. beginning he happens to be sad la. but ltr we both became crazy ppl, putting each other's name as our nick ant stuff. then after that yongliang came asking me if im okay anot, when im totally fine, then he said, cus i said he miss me so im happy. wah.. im out of words... its jokingly ! how this thing came about is cus of weiming ! when he used shirley's msn and type i m yongliang i miss you. wah... but at least i have those friends la. lol.

yesh ! im gng to the movies on this thurs for lake house and nxt tues for long hu men... haha. ;p so looking forward !

got a wake up message this morning. lol. then since then im msging... its like the past where i used to msg the whole day... and friends are getting annoyed. ;p

nxt mth, i shd be transferring to great world city to work. sianz. not convinent wor... lucky Azmin will help me to get me back to store. haha. ;p

im bored today, but im grateful that the kelvin who gave me a wake up msg kept me occupied. lol. actually entertaining each other, we both are the heartbroken... ;/ like last night, we got really high chatting tgt. no longer sad. lol. as for me, lame-ing around. waha. somemore he dose off while chatting ! as for me, i slept at 2plus 3am. my eye bag kinda dark ! but was happy this morning... woke up feeling fresh ! waha

so i'll soon love coffee bean and not starbucks ! lol. ;p hope to have some free drink in coffee bean ! haha

somemore i got to sch kinda early. haha. my bus came early. after that had 2 hrs of lesson then met with personal mentor then left school and went town. nothing much happened. walking town aimlessly. sianz...

went out in the morning ! and i just came back ! i shd have gave Swing a ring to ask if she's up then i book the ticket for Lake house. so for her, its in a rush, took cab down. lol. first time for a movie.

lake house wasn't as touching as it is on the preview. no other comments. i love the house. i don't like Kate's bf. the impression he gave me bah. haha.

just feel like watching a very very very touching movie. mayb now and forever bah... waiting for someone to blan jah me. hehe. =X

after that went shopping ! hehe. we're like walking to and fro. bought clothes ! bt didn't get a long sleeve shirt for a formal wear. im like a busy girl, sms-ing all the time, wonder if Swing felt left out.

anyway, had a great time out ! im content. oh ya, saw Subaidah ! some readers may get interested bah. lol. she's in simei nursing ! one doubt i have, she dropped a few subjects but how does she qualify for ITE or even O lvl ?! whatever it is, may it be like this. hee...

Felix Tan !! im not a poser ! and im not copying how you wear ! HUR ! >.< i cant stand it ! grrr... bad guy !

ytd night chatted with Shirley and friends requested by Daniel ! Huimin is sad. omg. find Justin bah ! lol.

today, got a morning call again ! ;( met Shirley and friends at bishan. i thought im late but ended up Daniel was the latest !

my sms is ringing every now and then and Daniel is going mad ! haha. my phone was once very quiet. how i wished 'someone' msg me to chat. but now its no longer quiet, ive an entertainer ! im one too. ;p my inbox even got 95% full. haha.

was on the bus playing PSP and when i wanted to finish my race, damn it, battery gone flat. argh... ;( got more games from Daniel today ! wee ! ;p

only attended last lesson. damn pissed off my grp leader, every now and then checking on stuff till i had enough ! argh... how i tried to ignore and entertain him, just can't. when everything is settled, problems will come knocking on my door. CB ! just imagine how pissed am i !!!

i shall put it aside. my project is finishing soon and the end of this suffering will come ! wahaha.

overall, today is kinda okay for me. because there's an entertainer to cheer me up ! hehe. ;p and till im gng to sleep. how lucky am i ?! waha

i cant believe it, ytd i was chatting on the phone till 4 plus and i don't feel sleepy. did my voice change since last year ?! i wonder.

slpet at abt 4.30am bah. its not the longest phone call i have, but it shd b the latest phone call i had. after that slp soundly im my dream, when Kelvin msged me at 7+ am. after that Daniel msg me at 9+am. omg. now i don't have sleeping problems but i have disturbing problems. lol. but at least my phone is not quiet. it what i wished for also. ;p

working on my programming work, im gng nuts. notes all over the book flipping here and there search for a stupid method. argh...

watched superband finals ytd . argh... Lucify didn't win, which means i've lost my bet to Kelvin. argh !!! >.< i cant believe it !!! argh...

tml there'll be presentation... ytd the project havent complie yet ! wonder how... ;/ formal wear again, but i cant find a long sleeves shirt that suits my taste... so shall wear the one i wore on my mum's bday dinner lor. somemore, daniel is driving tml ! hehe. wonder where are we going. hehe.

just got news from Shirley that my LEADER wants Shirley to check on my work. damn you ! i told him ive done it, why dont he trust me. damn. so pissed off.

drop the damn topic... im gog to the movie again on tues ! long hu men, here i come. its my treat for the pop corn combo. but not paying for the tix bah... haha... ;p hope its a great day with GREAT entertainment ! hehe.

hm... parents are kinda 'concern' abt me replying to my sms-es. who am i talking to, blah blah... isn't it good for me to have a entertainer friend ?! haha.

oh ya... dad found the baby-G watch i wanted at $82 !!! omg. there shd be somewhere selling at a cheaper price ! so now i know the shopping mall beside the temple sells watches cheaper ! lol.

days past... and every min past is a memory... be it happy or sad, life still have to move on...

today daniel drove to sch ! yeah ! cus when he called a offer me a ride, im already in the bus to sch. but i ask him to fetch me to sch from YCK MRT. lol. just a short distance, but im lazy to walk. haha. somemore im wearing formal wear. haha. i wont want to perspire when i got to sch. im starving when we reached block L.

project not well done. due to the last min change. work wasnt well done. damn it. argh. what is over is over. after the presentation on the project, its a relief ! no quarrelings, no one who don't trust me. and its the last lesson, and the only lesson i attended ! waha. called people to join me and daniel to town, but none wanted... luckily Felix recommended to watch the Click. so went down town, to catch the click with Felix, Daniel and his gf.

fuel is running low. so low. and we're searching for the damn petrol station at town. agrh... turning to the same place 3times and finally spotted it !! thank god ! ;p

get the fuel up, and i gave myself a toilet break ! =X in the whole journey in daniel's rented car, Felix just joke too much ! lol. trying to irritate everyone in the car. lol.

watched the Click, its a comedy, but still its touching. it made my tears flow out. flow out !!! just imagine how touching it is ?! lol. but ltr found out that i cry for nth. damn it. lol. very must watch movie ! hehe.

after that dad told me to meet at parco ORCHARD ! since when there's a parco orchard isn't it parco bugis ?! to i corrected him. cus he wanted to change my moblie plan for me. that 'low literate uncle' meant paragon and not parco. damn it. then he push fault to me. so i argue with him !!! argh. whatever. its always like that.

felt sleepy now. 6.30am kelvin woke me up with a sms. omg. how i wish im damn late for class. haha. im late, but he's not. lol. anyway, skipped the first lesson cus of project... but even if im late, so what ?! haha

watching Long hu men tml ! wee... ;p

basically, im not home yet. ;p had a movie marathon !!! woho ! 3 moives in one day ! hehe. watched Long hu men, lady in the water and ant bully ! haha. amazing ! well , had a great time with 'the used to be my entertainer'. haha.

i just love spending time outside without caring what time is it ! its like no burden eh ! haha. memories of the past came back... recalling... ;p

all i can say is deep down my ytd didn't go away... ;D and ytd will be my tomorrow. haha...

came back at 10.10am to be exact. and wanted to slp after the movie marathon or what ever it shd be called. but dad smsed me to pray my grandparents... so to be a loyal and faithful grand daughter i went. just imagine, i didn't have much slp even though i happen to dosed off in the cab home, which cost $17.60... haha. from jurong east to Sengkang. lol. great trip huh ?! ;p

everything just happened. im still kinda surprised, kinda unexpected.
oh ya, actually watched 4movies in total when im out. the last movie is tokyo drift, watching frm PSP. after that was like 6am if im not wrong. thinking of tokyo drift, i rmb scooter drift ! lol. our lame jokes. haha. somemore, saw groups/gangs of racer ! woohoo ! and saw 2 lamborghini eh !!! hehe. ;p

oh ya ! im out with this COOL DUDE ! who used to call 'my entertainer' ! Kelvin ! hehe ! >.<

its long since i enjoyed this kind of life. reached hm early the morning ! haha. time isnt a problem to me ! haha. ;p

tml lessons gonna end at 4pm. but but but, im gog out ! haha. ;p watching the Click again !!! hehe. which means it will be the 5 movie in 3days watching with Kelvin. no he's not a suitor ! ;p being with him, memories in the past came back, last yr's xmas countdown. and life in metro. lol. happy moments only. ;p

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i just got home. from Changi Airport. though our destination wasn't there. and though there brings me memories... but this time its so special that i will remember for life !

there's just too many things i wanted to tell, which i don't know how to start, but all i can say is that I LOVE YOU and only you who really will stay in my heart. and the one who stayed.

in the past, how i wished to win your heart, but ended up with a broken heart. friends told me im silly, i shd have given up or else i'll get more hurt, but i hold on. and i did choose it right, cus if not, you won't stayed in my heart since then.

a secret i didn't tell when im in a previous relationship is the only one who stands a chance in winning my heart will only be you ! and i know i will go back to you. now, i really did !

after sch went to get tickets for the click ! im watching it again... bought the 5.20 movie slot. dropped by Metro before the show started. the memories of the past flashed back... i no longer have to missed those days. those days when i admire your side view as u walk pass, those days when i only dare to see ur back view. now i no longer have to missed those days. how happy i am now to have you.

after the movies wondering around tampines thinking where to go. and its abt 7 i guess... then we decided to head to changi. the place of air planes. the interest of both of us, just to look at air planes. how i admire it, the size of it and the beauty i see in it. there'll be a day when i get to see the planes fly at the changi flyover. the promise i made to myself to love the guy deeply and maybe marry that guy who brings me there. only at the flyover. but now im already deeply i love. and no one will stand a chance in winning over my heart now.

went to terminal 2 in the beginning. sat down at starbucks for ice-blended mocha for awhile. i spoke to his aunt ! im kinda shocked ! O.O ltr head down to terminal 1 viewing mall. looking at the huge planes. im happy. laying in your arms is all i ever wished for in the past and holding your hands is all i wanted in the past. now i have it granted. the biggest gift from god/fate. this is all i desire.

10+ pm a call from home came. yah, im going home soon. but ltr ignored. how i treasure it. and still i cant believe this happened. in the past i fought so hard just for it and now i get it just like that ! im amazed ! so amazed.

going 11pm, time to go home. there's still school for us both ! how i wanted to spend more time tgt. took the bus home to Sengkang. then we walked home. i finally feel loved. i feel the importance and i feel what my heart wants me to do.

to most people who know about Kelvin will be shock. im happily in love and being attached with

Kelvin !

the one ive been waiting for.

im bored. currently not at home nor in school. someone is sleeping while i stoned in front of the computer. -.-" ive no idea what to do.

shd be catching a movie later. AGAIN! haha. the 6th movie in a week ! i broke record ! haha

update later ! the pig just woke up ! hehe. >.<

the pig dont let me slp !!! ;(

my love is getting stronger and stronger day by day. im still shocked about being his girl. but anyway, its already the fact !

lesson end ard 11am, copied some notes then left to Jurong East. ain't that far to me. and journey wasn't that long too. maybe we're sms-ing through both of our train ride... everytime i see him, i still cant believe that im his girl. its like a miracle ! haha. well, went to his house... slacked for like hrs then we head off to town. that pig left me alone stoning in front of the computer and go to sleep ! >.< after that its my turn, but he kept DISTURBING me. haha. i'll train till i wont feel ticklish ! HUR!

so ltr after he prepared himself. went to take bus. on the way, he was saying that who and who, which gang and which gang, offended him/ he offended. and everyone respects him. wow ! ive a great bf eh ! hehe. so is he an ah beng or is he not ?! lol. he's reply is he's not, and is the ah bengs respect him. lol. felt kinda proud eh. he's my bf ! lol

ltr went we reached the busstop, he noticed he didn't bring his ezlink. so went back took it and took bus. on the way, we're listening to his Ipod nano. and he's singing. hope 'xing fu' i am to sit beside him on the bus, listening to his ipod and hear him sing.

got to town, got tickets for see no evil at 9.50pm. im happy with this type of life, when im still out at 9pm !! there's no curfew for both of us ! ;p get omelette noodle like always in taka. surprisingly there're seats for us! haha. we shared for one packet of it. wonder is he hungry now?!

ltr went to wheelock for coffeebean ! i must admit, coffeebean's ice blended is way better than starbucks ! hope to try their mocha soon ! hehe. his friends are working, we gt free drinks ! =X sat there, chatting abt the past. i still feel shy abt it. >.< cus almost the whole of lvl 3 of metro tamp. knew abt my feelings for him. omg. bt its like 9mths ago. lol.

after that head back to cine for the show ! our 6th show in 3days ! lol. the show ain't that gross. but kinda scary ! featured KANE ! cus its KANE which makes it scaring i guess.

ltr after the movies, really don't feel like going home. but told my mum i'll be home ard 12am. somemore, im really tired. almost fell asleep in a suspense movie eh ! lol. after the show we sat on the seats outside mandrain hotel and there's a show-off running his yellow lamborghini ard orchard. saw it 3times ! and its the 2nd day we saw it ! just now, before heading to wheellock, head to forum, past hilton hotel and saw a ORANGE lamborghini ! omg.

took cab home. its ard 1am. in the cab, how i hope time can just stop. i wanted to be with him. but my parents wouldn't allow me to. but i believe someday soon, this will happen. when i get to stay over his house. ;D

walking down the long corridor, i just dont want to part. but we still have to. time will come for me to bring him home. when everything is stable.

he left his ipod nano with me. purposely ! the thing that brought us closer ! the thing that give me the chance to see him on 1jan !

dear, what has pass is the past. though ive been through the hurt u gave, im still willing to love you more. let the past be the past. now, just know that we're the one in love. and nothing or no one will break us apart. believe in eternity ! i love you lots.

told my parents that ive a new bf. then my mum found out abt my lies. lol. white lies! all these days im out wit my bf and not a girl or a grp of friends. haha.

i missed him. ;( there'll be lesser chance to meet up nxt wk. exam time. argh... nvm. i shd think abt after that, when we could stay out almost everynight ! yeah !

my mum still rmb him. haha. once she went to metro specially to see him. and his family did too ! omg. im shy. bt its like 9mths ago. haha.

the life now is what i ever dreamt of. god is treating me so good ! and may this relationship be right for us, esp. to him. i don't want to see him hurt anymore. i'll make sure he'll get the happiness he've always wanted ! i love you, dear.

yeah ! im getting my baby G watch !!! im happy ! didn't realised that im alone at home till my dad called me and asked if i wanted that watch or not. lol. guess im not observant enough. ;p

omg.. i will be a home for the whole day !!! obviously i dont have the mood to study... argh. im tired of being bored !! ;( but luckily my dog is ard, though her mensration is dripping everywhere. but its her last day i guess... which also means she'll be taken away to BREED ! or MATE !! omg. but after that i'll see puppies !! hehe. >.< and im going to be like a grandmother ?! lol. then maybe you can see me walking a lot of jack russell at one goal !! waha. just couldn't imagine it ! lol. ;p

when parents came home, gt my baby G as my present ! hehe. dad also bought a pair or plain hanging earring for me ! its long since i gt sth frm my dad. hehe.

showed my parents my dear's friendster photos. dad asking for some particulars from him ! haha. as for my mum, there's GOOD comments. haha. mum seems excited to view his photo ! haha. ;p she said he's more handsome ! waha. hope this boost his confidence level on his looks ! hehe. sth surprising is just frm his looks, my mum said that he'd a lot of gf. and she thinks dear will give me more an quan gan !!! haha. dear was anxious wor ! haha. >.<

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in my dear's house ! hehe. woke up in the morning gng 9am. gt prepared and went off. hehe. the journey was like 1hr or so. haha. don't seems long to me. ;p from SENGKANG to JURONG EAST ! the east meets the west ! haha.

after that went to buy PACKETS of maggie mee. lol. cost like $10+ lol. i shd be learning tickling skill eh ! haha. >.< my fingers getting ticklish wor ! cooked maggie mee for my dear ! dear still teach me when is the right time to beat the egg into the maggie mee. haha. its long since i tasted such well done egg !! ;p after eating, we start tickling each other ! lol. so fun ! dear LOSE me ! xp he can even fell asleep when we stop tickling each other, den we were like laying on the sofa in the weird position, when he's sleeping and im the one with a numb hand watching the show over his body !!! till he woke up after awhile. lol.

its like a day of playing wor ! somemore we kinda had a fight ! waha. my dear is a lazy PIG !!! >.< had a fight over my dear being lazy to change his bed sheet ! haha. after changing the bed sheets, he started the whole fight wor ! of cus he have the strength to win. but first round i won !! but lost the rest ;( nvm someday i will have chance to revenge. hehe.

ordered Mac delivery, dear ate alot ! he ate a chicken foldover, apple pie and we shared fries and 9pcs nuggets ! omg. then ltr, he send me home. aw... from jurong, he send me home to sengkang then back to jurong. aw...

done abit of studying ! =X tml gng pool with dear and his friends. hm... shd be fun !! life is getting more interesting ler ! heehe. oh ya, just now dear did stone, but i didn't catch it. miss his looks for stoning. haha. ;p

looking forward for every single day ! ;D

had a nightmare last night ! omg. 7month nightmare ! there's yellow light in everyone's eyes. and dear kept seeing ghosts! i was so scared ! even dog'ds eyes have yellow light. its quite a nightmare, cus my dear around with me. ;p he told me not to be afraid.

there's another dream also abt dear, but i cant rmb. ;p

ytd went to meet dear at bedok mrt. im just so happy to see him. after that went to his place for him to get ready. then Kevin, his funny chinese speaking indian friend came. what a joker he is. i won't forget that he calls me 'SSX' the nick my primay schoolmates used to call me and sometimes in sec one. lol. once i envied shirley's having his bf so caring and loving. and now i have one bf who treats me like that. ytd was a DOUBLE DATE !

went to play pool. damn ! my skills dropped ! argh. im definitely better than ytd. >.< i think we played there for like 3 plus hrs or so and it cost ard $10. hehe. after dear went to pay the bill, i took his ez-link. which ltr when boarding the bus home, he paniced ! opps ! somemore my timing is just so right that after the paid, i passed to him. then kevin have lots of coins to talk buses ! haha. >.<

after the pool game. went to dear's aunt hse. dear's 'Nu-er' so cute !!! >.< so adorable ! somemore, she seems to like me. hehe. cus basically i don't really know how to play with kids. =X his aunt is very very friendly ! haha. somemore, i CUT AWAY dear's finger nails ! but left over the pinky with purple-pink and orange nail polish i applied for him. im happily playing with dear's 'nu-er' and she didn't cared abt dear when he talks to her. waha.

somehow felt unhappy with dear teasing me that to get back to smoke abt sth on cutting his nails. maybe its to over. i cant take it. and my mood sank after that.

just sat for awhile and left have pizzahut for dinner ! dear not happy with me cutting his fingernails ! but its nicer w/o long fingernails mah ! ;p im so full !! omg.

after dinner, went back to his hse for my things and shd b gng home after that. but i slept beside him till 11pm. or we slept beside each other. im really very tired. bt my parents just don't allow me to stay over ppl's hse. but other ppl can come to my hse instead. okay, whatever. took cab back. stoning in the cab all the way home. reached home said sorry, took my bath and went to dreamland !
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before leaving my hse to meet dear, was chatting with Weiming. and he said my dear is cute and handsome ! woo ! then i told dear, dear says he's not. how humble ?! lol. weiming is the 2nd person i met who said so. more to come !! haha. mayb he's not handsome, but to me, he's attractive to get my attention ! >.<

went out ard 5 to meet dear. just nice his lesson ended. hehe. same thing went to metro. ain there again. haha. 5.50pm is the time for morning shift ppl to go, but Virginia went at 5.30pm when i just reached ! what the... cant even get to see her and talk to her. miss her lots !! her baby coming out soon !!!

so, we watch ANOTHER MOVIE ! waha. great ! ;p its like the 7th movie in er... 8days. haha. watched american haunting. my view is its a LAME show. some people may not even know what the story says. and why this whole thing happened. ;/

before the movie went to burger king to eat. a grp of secondary sch students bought a TOY ! somemore its the beast from Xmen. wtf !!! ltr they ill treat the TOY, putting moyanise on it. even 3 yr old don't think its funny wor. my IQ may not be high, but at least better than all of them. ;/

dear kept saying the russell peter jokes. lol. im laughing out loud !! omg. 'Hey ! you dont push me, asshole! for i learn the martial arts.' omg. its all the way till home. its really funny !

sat at the playground playing songs. with dear singing songs. tt point i was thinking AGAIN how lucky i am. walking beside him just brings happiness i wanted. how cherish i am. and his hand is always tight holding onto mine. its the happiest period of time i ever had. the laughter and joy he brings me, i will cherish it!
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suppose to study today though, but ended up playing pool. BUT i did study abit of C math. ;p at least i sort of learn 2 topics. hehe.

did improve in my pool skills. hehe. im like a childish girl playing pool with them. diaoz. after that went to meet dear and his friend with gf. kevin and elieen la ! im super high wor ! cus i close the last ball ! waha. had really great time with them. with kevin ard jokes nv stops ! waha. ;p

got free drinks again ! waha. =X thanks to kevin ! hehe. coffee bean's ice blended mocha is more bitter. but ive learnt to take bitter coffee already ! hehe. don't be surprised that someday i got addicted to COFFEE ! waha. ;p

ltr kevin and elieen went off. with us there thinking where to go. just like what i always do, walking down the streets of orchard, kinda window shopping. hehe. with dear by my side, walking anywhere i'll be happy ! >.< since im wearing long sleeves, im perspiring like hell !

that bag at ngee ann city really caught my eye, but ask my mum, but like as usual, my mum sort of pour a bucket of cold water over me. though its suppose to be cheaper than it cost, but just that if i get it, i wont bring it out that often... hm... think i wont get it, cus i think i'll regret it. and somemore i have my mum's small shraw knitted bag ! which is cute ! hehe. ;p

okay... after walking town, browsing for accessories, decided to go down to Bugis ! lol. and im wearing LONG SLEEVES ! haha. nvm, cus im shopping ! hehe. ended up just window shopping... ;/

went to check out rings. hehe. shit ! thouht i saw a nice one, but just rmb, and cus just now there was ppl seeing, so shd go back ltr and we didn't ! argh !!!! -.-"

ltr decide to take bus home. but we didn't take the bus at the bugis street stop. but before that stop instead. and just nice there's a 7-11 there ! we're like buying tibits. pinic eh ! lol. when we're paying for our food, i was staring at the skittles (sour), but beside it was skittles (normal)... dear noticed it. and took the sour packet. dear actually noticed ! and somemore he took the sour packet !! amazing ! hehe.

so ltr boarded the bus. happily eating the packet of crackers when a guy sat beside us. lol. think he felt awkward sitting beside us. lol. lovely-dovey around. haha. we're like finishing packets after packets ! lol. but after that packet of skittles i had a headache. omg. what happen ?! dear rubbed my head for awhile and we alight the bus.

its really heart warming when i told dear if he sighs lesser, his life would be better/happier. and he replied, "my life is already happy. im happy with a lao po who love me so much..." aw... my love for him didn't died ever since i fell for him. eh... maybe its kinda unfair or sth for my ex that time. but whatever, its the past.

so, tml im gng Kbox with dear's family. acutally when i was told abt it, i kinda panic. lol. but now im looking forward to it. when i gt home, told my mum im gng out tml. she knew im gng kbox with dear and his family. lol. i suppose im gng home late tml ! wee ~ chose my clothes for tml ! haha. mum even gave some comments in what im wearing ! lol. omg.

woke up early the morning. basically i didn't sleep well last night when my eyes are so itchy !! so got prepared and went to meet dear ! ;p

went to town cus dear's friend, jun wee, getting PSP. means its the 4th person in dear's cilque to get one. haha. rich people eh. i have one too ! =X and only dear's in his cilque got the white one ! same as mine. now its like another name for us, the white PSP couple ?! diaoz. good for jun wee, got a PSP at a reasonable price.

ltr went to wheelock with Kevin. lol. its free drinks again! im starting to love white chocolate dream ! but there's no chocolate added wor ! its latte ! ice blended somemore ! ;p damn ! it's a must try !!

ltr went to apple shop at wheelock ! damn the place is nicer than the one in cine ! if i have the money in the future, im gonna make my computer room all white ! and all APPLE products ! woho !

part with Kevin and jun wee. leaving to Marina Square ! but its still early. so just walked around marina square !! its like walking over and over again ! and dear bought me a damn cute turtle hp keychain ! i love it wor ! >.< is that the first gift dear bought me ?! eh... have to think bah. but it shd be ! hehe. and i got my 2nd paper made heart from dear ! ;p

when its time to go into the Kbox. i was nervous !!! the people there were kind. or maybe im stressing myself up ?! its fun ! and cus im not a drinker. and its the first time i drank red wine in small bottles. i gt dizzy like 3 to 4 small bottles ltr. waha. when dear accp. me to the toilet, i was like walking like a drunken person ! haha. ltr dear also get giddy. haha. somemore, his mum offered for me to drink ! lol

its like dear's mum's friend book a room for like $1.5k wor. but at least everyone enjoy it ! hehe. kinda expensive though. she's RICH !!! lol. starting i was really shy to sing so i rather not have the mike. there's oldies and latest songs. lol. somemore, most oldies i heard the songs before wor ! ;p

ltr part, ppl start to leave, but im just warming up. haha. maybe cus there's more latest songs ! hehe. so i did sang. the first time dear heard me sing ! hehe. its very rare to hear me sing wor ! >.< when it comes to sad songs, i start to wonder about dear's feeling. kinda understand what he've been through in the past.

kinda surprised that im the only gf to lovely-dovey in front of his family. and im the only gf whom his sis offered to take a picture with !!! omg. im getting to his life deeper ! soon, it will be his turn to enter my life deeper !

currently still in my dear's hse, not gng home that soon, since i told my mum i'll go home late. or actually early ?! lol. i totally enjoy myself ! >.<

just woke up. still in dear's house wearing his t-shirt. haha. was sleeping in his arm. so, am i lucky or what?! just want to spend the rest of my life with him and no one else ! >.< the happiness i didn't felt before. im actually with the first guy i felt deeply in love with. the first guy i specially bought present for. the first/only guy whom i could think abt and smile for no reason. the only guy who gave me the love i wanted.

im sneezing for like no reason. though im in an air-con room, but when im at home with my air-con colder than this, i didn't sneeze... wonder why... my voice change, ive cough and im sneezing. omg. what's gonna happen ?!

was reading dear's sis blog. omg. im actually blushing !! arhhh... though its the fact that im dear's new gf, but the phrasing is like kinda weird eh ! lol. and her captions was praising me which made me blush ! omg. somemore, its obivious that i have dark eye bags ! omg. omg. omg.

dear's sis and I !


dear's face was red after drinking red wine ! haha. that point of time. im dizzy ! =X




changing layout soon ! its hard to browse the photos ! shd be after 24aug. stay tune ! ;p

Niven just knew abt me and dear. my pic of me and dear was in my msn dp for like a week or so ler. got his congrats. hehe. dear surely receive Niven's sms de. lol. somemore he asked very detailed of how we got tgt. lmao. then have a lil chat with him.

i did this for my dear !

was chatting on the phone with dear just now. then came to like recaping my previous entries. then memories flash across my mind. sad ones. there's only sad ones in my past. the past i didn't let my ex knew.

i won't forget 16th feb. the day i cried like there's no tml. there's no other word other than HURT to say. however, now im a happy girl. i've got my 2006 wishes granted. the tears i sheard for him in the past and the scar he left in me is healing. only he could heal the scar he gave. and its the only scar i have.

all i call say is that ive gave him my heart frm the very start... i love him.

xmas countdown... taken at hereen...

dear just went home. he came to my hse to sit for awhile. hehe. he saw my room ! which is like in a total mess ! xD very soon it will be in order ! waha.

dad gave good comments ! first time my dad told me such things ! hehe ! he said that at least dear is respectful enough to sit in the living room and not in my room. okay whatever. my mum gave the same comments. innocent look and better looking. hehe ;p

dear, i will prove that you didn't love the wrong girl, and i won't let you down. my love from the very start is given to you and no matter how hard the obstacles are in the future, i will still love you.

and good news is that im working in the PC show again!! leeching commission ! waha. gotta be the top promoter ! ;p

spend the first hr of 23 aug 06 with dear ! the first bday im spending it with a guy im deeply in love with.

after my exam, went home to change my shoe and bag, i just dont feel happy with it on. ;p ltr went to meet dear. hehe. then headed to his hse cus we're having a dinner with my parents. >.< so he'll be getting change. but ! instead of him getting changed, we fell asleep in his hse. -.-" slept for like an hr then went to cook maggie mee ! AGAIN ! haha. then kevin called and call him to go down his work place, his brother was there. so dear went bathing after my nagging ! ;p

actually we're suppose to catch a movie before meeting up with my parents, but there's no time for a movie. so headed to kevin's workplace. sat down and chatted with his brother, brother's gf, elieen and kevin's cousin. kevin's cousin was really poor thing, he was like catching no ball when we're saying things. lol.

after awhile, headed to meet up with my parents. its ThaiExpress ! ;p gt a red wine again ! haha. hope dear wasn't stress when my dad told him abt some 'rules and regulations'. i knew it that my dad and his dad is the same type of person ! lol.

after that dinner, my dad helped us to buy our movie tickets for our 7th movie, my super ex-girlfriend. lol. 7th movie in 14 days ! >.< and the movie suppose to start at 9.45pm. and it ends at 11+pm. but after dinner was 8+pm. so we walked around plaza singapura. browsing shops. then we came to couples lab ! >.< saw a star bangle which is nice and then went to flash and splash saw a wallet which is nice too. so ltr dear did sth really sweet ! he was deciding which to get for my bday present. when im at world of sports, he took an excuse to the toilet. but he went to buy the bangle for me. aw... anyway, we shd be getting OUR couple rings nxt wk ! i've always wanted one. hehe. i've also decided to get my laptop g-mask, while dear wanted to get his ipod nano g-mask again !

so walked into the cinema and watched the movie. its kinda funny ! ;p so after the show went to take the train home. its kinda like the ideal time to get home ! >.< not crowded ! and of cus its LATE ! was waiting till 12am. and guess what ?! dear before hand set an alarm. so he's the first person who wished me happy birthday on 230806 ! ltr msges came. from swing. then my phone went quiet. and kinda thinking what's my buddies doing. its when im on the LRT then ChoonHua and Rek msg me ! haha. at least in their hearts im not forgotten ! ;p then when we're walking our way to my block, Kevin and Elieen called my dear. and they wished me happy birthday !

reached my block we sat at the void deck for and 1hr or so. and my mum did noticed us !! haha. we sat there and chat. as usual he's there crapping with russell peter jokes ! waha. sour-man !!! lol. if only dear brought clothes, and i'll get to slp in his arms again ! nvm, there'll be a time again ! ;D

seems like my dad likes dear ! hehe. same goes to my mum ! they'll see their daughter happily in love ! dad even said abt marriage ! lmao. cus he was saying abt the sign on thing. then he said that by then you'll have the money to get married. den i goes like huh ?! what a dad i have here ! diaoz...

after buying present for me and taking cab home with the midnight charge, dear left $5. somemore we shd be getting our rings nxt wk, and somemore we're always watching movie. felt kinda bad to spend his money. ;(

anyway, thanks to DEAR, kevin and elieen, swing, choonhua, rek, caris, mic, felix, weiming, jordan, huimin, liyana... and jason chua, who wished me like on 19th, if im not wrong. hope i haven't missed out any one. shd have more blessings ltr when i go sch ! >.< im finally wearing my white off-shoulder top after thinking for so long how to wear it when its kinda transparent... ;p

thanks leh ! choon hua put her msn nick - "happy birthday to soh shu xian !" cus i happen to saw her nick which is thinking of next nick, so i jokingly msg her and told her to put happy birthday shu xian. haha. and ya she 'align' my name in the right way. its soh shu xian ! not soh shuxian. ;p

heading to dear's home ltr ! as long as its with dear on my birthday or any other day i'll be happy enough ! >.< omg, ltr have to lis to alot alot alot of CRAPS ! haha. i shd strengthen my tickl-ing gong ! waha. >.<

im really caught in the middle ! i love both my baby-g watch and my dear' bangle. but i cant be wearing both, kinda weird. but i want to wear both ! argh ! will see how ! today's outfit will be white tops, black bottoms ! and white top and bag, black bermudas and pumps ! lol.

went to friendster was shocked by the no. of testi at one shot ! lol. there's like 4 testi at one shot ! lol. oh my...

the small turtle dear bought for me ! its hanging on my phone ! ;p



the bangle he gave. ;p how sweet of him. >.<



my logitech cover with his PSP in it. picture drawn by his friend in 10mins on the spot. wow !



one lovely couple ! >.<



the birthday girl ! hehe


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im back after like one day of MIA ! ;p my life was great for the past 2days >.<

23aug
my paper was easy. so after my paper, went to dear's hse. then just nice, his parents gt back home and bought dinner. had a family dinner !! ;p then dear 'announced' that it was my bday. so gt my bday wishes from them ! hehe. ltr after dinner, i went to study in dear's room while dear when to buy ice cream. ended up buying a cake for me ! bt its a CHOCOLATE cake which i m allergic to. ;( since its my bday so i ate one slice. somemore i get to have my bday song sang and i made my wishes. its long since i have such celebration. gt a present from Daniel, Shirley, Kenny and Hui min ! its a cuddly turtle ! haha. now im the turtle girl ! >.< cus ive a small cute turtle hanging on my hp and a turtle to hug when i go to dreamland ! lol. after the bday thing, i even got ang bao from dear's mum ! O.O im so surprised ! so gt back to study. got home at 1+ am ! ;p and there's a paper the nxt day... -.-

24aug
my paper was tough ! damn it. my overall must pass !! or else im doom !
like as usual, after my paper went to meet dear. dear gng to see doctor and take MC. after we met, settled down in Jurong Entertainment center MAC. to think of where to go since the clinic is having break till 6pm. ltr we headed down to IKEA ! guess what we bought ?! 2 mini turtle. one for each of us. dear also made me stars out of the meter paper. u have 3 ! hehe. ltr went to the clinic. watching the repeated holland V while waiting for the doctor. a scene when the ah hao propose to 2nd sis. then dear told me that he hated waiting. and if he sms the particular girl, he'll sit and wait for a reply. which makes me rmb abt 6mths ago, on 16feb. haiz... and this brought my mood down. then dear went in to the doctor. my tears almost row out, thinking abt that day. im very sad. but ltr, i told myself there's nth to be sad abt now. i have him by my side every now and then. and both of us love each other. life is better now. i didn't dare to tell dear that time cus my tears will come out any time. i was trying to control my tears. okay...

after the doctor, went to PS, cus dear wanted to eat the yong tau hu. but ended up with me eating it. ;p also went to look for Azim. bet that he'll get shocked that ive changed my bf. ;p hehe. dear was playing untold legend, seems kinda fun ! im getting the game soon ! hehe. then we can have a multi player game ! ;p headded home after that. with dear helping me clear my room ! haha. now its more neater ! ;p haha. then ltr, we didn't bath and dosed off in my room. haha. till like 7.30am. lol. this time he's slping in my arms ! waha. -.-"
23aug
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was taking a nap in dear's room when dear came lying beside me. he looks at me with a look which made me wonder what he was thinking about. most prob abt the past, our story. when i ask what's he's thinking abt he didn't say it out, but i know there's sth he's thinking abt.

at tt time im still half awake. trying to wake up... then dear went back to his com. i was thinking deep and trying to get up. ltr after changing song, dear came lying beside me again. and i started crying after he said sth to me. he said told me not to think abt the past anymore that now we're tgt. tears came rowing out. and memories of the past flash across. thinking from the very start when i met him till now. the days of waiting is just so tough and a struggle. i admit crying over it every now and then. FATE made this relationship turn one big round giving us 8plus mths to finally get tgt.

i want you, KELVIN LEE LC to become my future husband. i wont let go no matter what. the love for him is just so different... just so special...

` iloveyou ... i want you to be the only one i'll love for the rest of my life...

dear came my hse to overnight again ! lol.

ytd after both of us get ready, went back to his hse. and took a nap. before heading to his aunt's hse for dinner. lol. guess what ?! his CUTE niece called me ! haha. like all his niece likes me ! woho ! ;p it was like 8pm then... although we said we're gng home, bt to us its still early. so decide to meet up with Kevin and Elieen. headed down to Elieen's place. she took one of her 4 jack russell along. went to the playground. there's SWING ! haha. it so damn long since i saw one. also found out that a guy who is like 1.8m is afraid of heights ! lol. kevin lo. felt dizzy awhile after sitting on the swing. then ltr we came home. we're 2 dirty fellows sleeping w/o bathing after perspiring... hehe

just finish bathing and im chatting with dear on the phone. went to marina square just now bought present for dear's sis and something else. also bought untold legend PSP game. cus saw dear playing with it, and is kinda fun, and it cost $39 ! its cheap ! ;p

im satisfied !!! hehe. >.< somemore ltr we were walking ard citylink and saw a butterfly belt ! ;p haha. then headed to merlion ans kinda stone there ! ;p till like 10.40pm waha... oh ya, bought daily products too ! hehe...

just wanna say i love you dear !

im addicted to untold legend : brotherhood of the blade. hehe. its fun ! ;p waiting for mummy to get ready for lunch. and i promised dear to see the doctor abt my cough. guess what my dad says ?! he said, "kiss kiss la, u spread the cough to him, he spread the cough to you." lol. ive nth to say. =X it may be true ! ;p

ytd bought a new mascara, and wow ! it made my eyelashes longer ! better effect than th mascara i previously used. and its not finished yet. =X also my hp and PSP are decorated ! hehe. more obvious that its a girl's thing ! hehe ;p

gotta understand the whole module of 29thaug paper ! gotta PASS tt paper, i mean paper and not overall ! have faith in myself ! wish me luck ;p

argh... just looked into the mirror and noticed that my right eye is very red. and i did not rub it just now. i din feel a thing eh ! what's happening ?!! ;( hope when i wake up it will turn back... ;(

woke up early in the morning baking my cookies ! damn, don't know why i failed. but i din give up. in the end, sort of succeded. ;p bring to let dear taste it !

its dear's sis bday today ! happy birthday to her ! hehe. we're august babies ! hehe. going down to Plaza Singapura for dinner.

woho ! my untold legend character is lvl 15 now. for like 2 days of playing ! hehe. to me its slow, cus i have other work to do. i can do better ! and its a really addictive game ! ;p now, im stuck in a quest. argh...

its my last paper for tml, and im still playing games. lol. ytd i studied, but when read thru the past year paper, i cant do ! but i only knew some parts of it. damn it ! the ans cant even get from the notes ! damn it. oh ya... im praying hard to work in the PC show, cus got a call from Pat, the admin person, and ask if i could work tml, and it starts at like 1 -9 pm which means im working in that road show at plaza singapura (AGAIN ! omg) till 6th. i hated roadshow, somemore, i dont think it will sell there cus there's a PC show !!! and its damn freaking BORING !!! ;p bring a relative for interview tml. hehe ! will earn $50 is she works for at least one month ! waha. >.< hope she could bring her friends ! >.<

its dear's sis bday, met dear after his sch then took train to plaza singapura for dinner. and dear, kevin and junwee were holding onto our PSPs so engross in playing our games. hehe. scrolling ard the boring place... till dear's family reached. i regretted finishing my food so fast ending up with me waiting everyone to finish theirs. ;p

his family tasted my cookies. which i think they not really well done. =X or maybe have room for IMPROVEMENTS ! i have no idea what's the heck wrong with the ingredients. damn it. but their comments was positive. so phew ! ;p and there's a blister on my hand ;( cus of mixing up the ingredients.

oh ya ! did our couple ring !!! photos will be uploaded soon cus my phone isn't with me now (left it in dear's pocket... ;p) at first we're at the couple lab in lvl 2, bt no one seems to entertain us. so too bad, they lose their sales to their basement shop ! bleahz. and the service there is better ! HUR ! >.<
its a black ring ! as for mine, dear's name and the date we got tgt are carved on it ! as for his, my name and the date we got tgt are carved on it. hehe.

while waiting for the rings to be carved, we went to SPOTLIGHT ! and i simply can laugh like no one cares. cus of his lame jokes. lol. and we were like spinning round and round the whole PS. ;p haha. like dancing ! lmao.

after collecting the rings, we headed my way home. cus its kinda late, so he send me till the LRT stop. and i returned him his PSP and gave the cookies to him. but but but i forget to collect my hp from him. diaoz... im admiring my RING... one and only one ! hehe. >.< its>

im in dear's hse again! ;p went to meet up with dear after my last paper ! finally my exam is over.

went to metro csc, one of our usual meeting place. and i was there helping with the wrapping and answering of the phone call(just picked up once. ;p) ! hehe. those days in metro just brings me too much memories.

after that went to take my lunch, damn just forget to tell the vendor that i dont want chicken breast meat... in the end i just ate half of the RICE. then chatted awhile and decided to take bus to yishun.

north point is a hopeless place ! omg. but i wonder why my dad brings me there when im young, shd b the toys-r-us (closed down already) there.

after that took train down to newton, and ive double comfirm that im working for the IT show. reporting to work at 10am on the first day. and the show opens from 12pm-9pm for 4 days from 31aug... there's a few new models coming up ! there's panasonic 3 inch screen camera coming out ! ;p and a 7mega pixel camera ! both with 28mm wide angle lens ! great ! >.<

after training, took bus to dear's hse. damn my eyes were really heavy. took a quick nap. then his dad bought dinner home. and so we shared. hm... then watched TV tgt. its like so long since i actually sit down, watched TV and enjoy it. but still im tired. with heavy eyes.

ltr went to take another nap. but somehow i dont want to sleep. im just silly asking dear the qns if he found out what happened on 16feb, on a msn conversation, which ended up with me crying, thinking again abt the past.

KELVIN LEE - the first guy i fell in LOVE with. (and i rmb telling Rek in the past that dear's not a crush and i know i do love him.)
- the first guy i acutally choose the present for, w/o sharing, and personally gave it to him.
- the first and only guy other than my dad i actually listen to.
- the first and only guy i cant let go of.
- the first and only guy who made and ring for me.
- the first and only guy who gave me a surprise(my bday present).
- the first PERSON i touched his face w/o feeling weird.
- the first PERSON - and the ONLY person who made a vow to me.

i'll promise never to leave you. like what you promised me. you are the first guy i fell in LOVE with and let you be the one i will be till the end of my life.
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