most of my 2005 wishes had been granted ! most of all, im with HIM, kelvin lee ! ;p

as for this year
- just wanted to be with him, enjoy those we have as life goes on.
- let everyone stay happy throughout this year.
- may the wishes of my friends come true.
- may everyone i know stay healthy.

ytd evening, went to mic house before playing our game captains ball. there's mic, choonhua, peiyong, mk, jason, deming (the funny one), marcus (jason's friend), me and dear. caris and huishan went back before we start our game. had a really fun game. i was hit quite a number of times. then i was so very high can !! can only hear my voice throughout the whole game. played till 11pm. cus marcus have to work the next day and school reopen of us. dear knew more of my friends. lmao... oh ya... deming's face turned red after drinking the alcoholic drink at mic's place. lmao

just starting to be a reader of shirley's blog, browsing all her photos and some entry. she 'finally' changed it to english ! lmao... im sort of glad to be back in school again... cus holiday means piling of work for me. ;(

huimin seems fine without that 'bf' of hers. lmao. then felix kept calling her to his house and stuff (jokingly !) lmao... he's the funniest guy in class can ! lmao.

after my 'by-right' 2hrs lesson which ended around 1+hr, dear was waiting in food junction. then went to catch Night at the musem, cus we heard good comments about the show. its nice ! funny show also ! ;p then after the show came home for dinner. oh ya, also bought some styling gel and eye shadow. love em. ;p so i will be most probably be putting more make up to sch. ;p

im just so happy (or whatever happy feelings to use) as i have dear with me. our story is long, mentioned in a previous entry. his cupid shot me right into my heart !! and i did tried hard to win him over, but i didn't got him (and that time he told me to be 'friends forever')... till miracle came when i did nothing, went out with him for a movie started as friends, then just like a snap of the finger, our lips met each other's. >.< it always make me blush just thinking of this... ;p

woke up this morning dont feel like going to sch... and since im still having a cough and flu, i might as well go to the doctor... dressed up nicely, prepare to go out with dear, then i noticed that my dressing might not convice the doctor that im sick. haha. but didn't care much...

after the doctor, took my medicine... and there's 2 kinds of medicine which will cause drowsiness. then on my way to VIVO. im really sleepy. its like im drunk ! ;p

then ltr kevin and elieen came to meet us. had really great time there. ;D had thaiExpress for lunch. then elieen came up an idea of going to Chomp Chomp. but i have to get home first, my legs are very tired in my heels. so brought kevin and elieen home, elieen saw my dog. and guess what ?! present dropped off elieen's lap, i guess, which made present really afraid of elieen. lol.

got changed and headed to Chomp Chomp. wasn't really very full, but we ordered a lot. maybe we, the 2 couples, really can eat a lot. lmao.

parted with them after that. was sitting on the back seats of the bus happily when this group of like 4, most probably STILL in secondary school. they act as if they are 'ah bengs'.. the one sitting in front of me said at least 2 CB in every of his sentence. they talked out loud about relationship and stuff. haiz... childish minded BOYS. they were like so proud of being retained speaking so loudly in the bus. they will learn what is the OUTSIDE world after they get out of seconday school life... those things they think that are very brave seems so stupid in the outside world. they're still SMALL, its very difficult for them to understand. till they step into the world, they'll know.

just felt like 'critisizing' those BOYS on the bus. they really pissed me off. just that i can still bear with their misbehaviours. or maybe they heard things about kevin (which dear told me. ;p HI KEVIN ! >.<)

cancelling my metting tml with swing. partly because i'll be carrying my laptop and hard disk which i will bring it to dear's place, it will be a tough job to bring them around for shopping ! and mainly, cus dear will be lonely if i meet with Swing, so i cancelled the meeting.. (Sorry Swing, i didn't meant to turn you down.. ) but ! dear's pool game is on. damn it.. i cant possibly tell Swing that i can go again (she's not a 'spare tire' to me. *no offence*) now... i really don't know what to do. i just cant bear to leave dear alone getting boring and stuff... haiz...
cancelling>

having no idea why my tears were rolling down last night. somehow dear's feelings are connected to me. guess he's touched after he saw what ive written in the previous entry. this time i can tell him that there's nothing to tear about, im right beside him bringing happiness he haven't felt before (its the promised i made before we're tgt and when we're chatting in MSN about heartborken stuff).

once i told myself that if he chose me as his girlfriend, nothing of his past that hurt him will happen.

LOVE YOU, LAOGONG !

didn't turned up for school on friday... i did woke up early and got prepared. left home early too. but guess what made me walked back home ?! cus its a short day of school and there's one lesson cancelled which ended at 1pm. which means my lesson for the day was from 9 to 1010am.. there's 2 lessons, but my 2nd lesson is a 10 mins one. the lec will tell us the answers and its up to us to stay or leave.

cus of these, it discourages me to go school on fridays. ;p so since shirley wasn't going and since the day of lesson is so short, i dont feel like going. ;p

then stayed at home for awhile longer and packed to leave to dear's place. didn't went out cus my medicine will cus drowsiness. its really drowsy cus there's 2 medicine that cus drowsiness. met with huimin for my hard disk (she, too, didn't went to sch. lmao). got home, took my medicine and prepared to sleep. but before that, put some precious things to my hard disk first. ;p we both can sleep peacefully cus dear's dad was buying us dinner. ;p

slept for quite some hrs. ;p then went out to the living room for dinner. ;D watched TV awhile and back to OUR rooms and SLEEP ! lmao... i cant help cus my medicine will cus me drowsiness. ;p

spent the whole day out with dear. decide to when bugis to get some bermudas for dear. but didn't got anything there.

then changed venue to orchard. alighted at somerset busstop which started MY shopping spree. ;p dear really spend a lot on me. felt kinda bad, though im 'sort of' not allowed to say such things, cus it was all my stuff. ;p

at Hereen, got my blackheads stripe (actually is OUR blackhead stripes. oh ya, on thurs went to VIVO right, saw this rip curl back pack which i love and decide to get one for school, cus holding my laptop on my hands are really tiring after some time. so i can change a little bit of my style to get a back pack. ;p kevin told me to go FLASH N SPLASH for a nicer design of bags. but still i prefer that rip curl bag i saw at VIVO. didn't got it there yet.

so later went walked down to far east. sadly, dear was kinda disappointed cus he didn't got any bermudas. starting i was kinda sad too. cus i was the one who gave comments to him that it wasn't nice. cus either there's no size of his and one size bigger looks really weird on him. haiz.. and i got a pair of slip ons there. love it.

later went plaza sing, and i decided to catch pan's labyrinth.. bought the tix at the Cathay. its started at 12.20am. and there's like 5hrs to go. so we wonder around PS till 9 plus going 10. cus shops are closing. then went to Cathay and sat down to wait time to pass.

time for the show to start. and its in spanish. -.-" nvm... no hard feelings, there's still english subtitle. the show is interesting, but kinda weird. its a half horror, half fantasy story. its hard to describe on some war stuff and fantasy stuff its all i can say. ;p when to show is finished, and everyone was walking out of the cinema, i felt the same way i felt on 8 aug 06, just that now we're holding hands while we walked out of the cinema. ;p

walked our way to esplanade, actually to spend some time there, but dear was tired, i was too. ;p so went there to take bus back to his house. which is like 3am ?! ;p somemore, we're meeting his aunt for lunch the next day. omg.

in the morning, had a morning call by dear's aunt when im happily in my dreamland. lied in the bed till im happy to wake up. then dear's dad sent us over to his coffee stall cus his aunt was there.

then stayed there awhile longer. and left with his aunt to clementi for his uniform. nothing much.. went back to my place. present misses me alot, from what i can see and what my mum told me. she's even in the living room with us accompanying us. maybe she took a nap together with us, after i took my medicine. ;p

having test tml. dear starting school tml. and i still have a chap to read through. ;p but hope tml there's room to 'you know what'. =X

ytd night dear came out of an idea of doing a web blog. and from scratch i did it for him... no entry yet. maybe he'll add one later ?! ;p its really simple, cus i dont have much resources to work on and ample time for ideas. ;p

will link dear up real soon ! for those faithful readers who are ANXIOUS to see it, go to http://tabulas.com/~kelviin .

its 5^th month tml... and we'll be spending it at Siloso ! yeah ! sun tanning ~ really looking forward to it. then maybe have a scroll around sentosa.. ;p

okay, today.. there's a test on marketing, and what i studied is all not those that are suppose to be tested... though i did read through.. but to me there's like one qns which touch in the chaps. i just did what i can do, my best without contextual knowledge.

during break, went to bishan for lunch.. fun part was when i teased weikiat and huimin. haha. weikiat was like so innocent knowing nothing and was teased by me.

back to lesson, felix is in class ! my important classmate and friend ! ;p had a lot of laughs when he came. shan't say he's a total joker. he can really brings the class together for the laugh, maybe soon bringing the class together.

and heard from shirley that this will be the last day, kenny and shirley will be together and there wont be anymore chances for kenny to keep in contact with shirley. all i can say is the ending may not end like this if kenny choose to keep quiet in a corner, at least there's chance to at least be in contact, as friends. no point to hold on so long when shirley don't have the love in the relationship. kinda poor thing for his first love. what a bad exprience.. ive nothing more to say.. told kenny thousands of times yet he's still holding on to it. haiz.. what else can i do ?!

woke up around 11 plus when dear told me its noon soon. then noticed that its raining outside which made me cancelled the sun tanning. ;S then dear said to go parkway.. fine with me.. so cooked maggie mee since im hungry.. after that, cancelled the parkway thing and decided to watch a movie.

watched the queen. considered boring, i guess. i almost slept. but this movie really talks about the reason why the queen didn't stand out after princess diana's death. but its kinda long since the princess's death.

so after the movie, went to the merlion, the place where me and dear spent 2hrs chatting on 9th aug around 1plus am. ;p but we weren't at the exact place cus the rest. was still open. just sat for like half an hour or lesser, cus there's just to much people around us esp. china people (no offence, but the SPEAK too LOUD ! and they're everywhere except my house. lol.)

left the merlion and went to take a train to china town. dear took me a 'tour' in the stretch of pubs at clark quay. told me quite a no. of well known pubs there ! ;p

our day was about it, nothing much. just a day out together ! ;D  love my dear a lot ! ;p

the long stretch of pubs 

 the merlion

our kiss !  

just finished bathing. went for like an hour of com. skills lesson with background NOISES. there's drilling and no one can bearly listen to what the lec. was talking about.

then when to food junction for food. slack awhile and when to marina for KBOX. K student thing starts at 2, so scroll around when the shops weren't open yet. while waiting for dear to come, bought him this cute little apple toy keychain for dear and me, which dear's one dropped out and lost. dear was kinda upset. though its a gift from me and its lost, nvm, there will be loads of stuff i will get for dear. and though the thing is lost, im still around with him, no big deal.

had a really great time at KBOX. huimin and shirley cried when their sad songs were sung. as for me, i didn't. tears almost rolled down cus i was controlling. its when the song, mei you ni de mei yi tian, which was sent to me by dear in 'the past'. that time i played the song over and over again. the song is really nice. my memories of the song always flashed across my mind when i was singing that song. should be my fault for choosing that song, but i just wanted to watch the music video and i love the song.

left KBOX at around 6 and came back. there's still test tml. sianz...

kinda screwed up my school work... haven't touched on my project much.. damn it.. its due by next week. damn it. argh...

ltr going dear's house for dinner ! his dad and  mum cooking !! and his dad even ask for my fave dish!! hehe... anything is fine with me, only for those that im allegic with. ;p

3 more weeks till study week. and im way behind.. damn it... i knew nth about math and DCN. oh gosh.. got to buck up real soon. >.<

this few weeks are project weeks, and i have my com. skills presentation, ASP project on blogger, Java project on IQ quiz and my marketing project which we haven even touch on. omg. will be a busy month for me. ;/

now with my hard disk with me, i got loads of files from friends. haha. songs, movies, anime. wahaha..

oh ya ! dad told me that present's mummy shd be coming to stay at my place in feb cus my dad's fren's wife is expecting ! different from present, her mum have a black patch on her eyes rather than a brown patch. hehe.. and her mum is more well trained than present though their character are the same. so looking forward to it. ;p

i hated dear's temper.. i got angry cus he shouted at his aunt over the phone when his aunt was asking about his sore throat. she's just concerned rite ?! damn it. then dear got angered/or whatsoever, when i didn't tell him what i was unhappy about. he went out of his room, smashing things kicking things to vent his anger.

it seems like my fault for being angry. why just cant he control his temper ?! i cant imagine dear shouting at me. just standing in other ppl's shoe, thinking how hurting it was and i cried out.

then ltr, dear came in and found out i was crying and tried to comfort me, apologised to me, blaming himslef. haiz..  

just finish my presentation. when its ending, i start getting nervous. omg. but luckily, i finish my part succesfully. ;p

will be going to lecture i suppose. then meeting up with dear at bukit gambak. he'll be going down to BBDC to change his licence to auto before his lessons. ltr, we'll go to his aunt's house for dinner ! ;p yeah !! i will get to see Ah qiang and Ah Yen !

most prob. will do my project stuff. have to rush ! hope i can get more sleep tonight, my eye bags are really dark, all thanks to my aqua gel foundation which really can cover my eye bags. hehe.

finally got the chance to watch stay alive last night. but somehow was disappointed in the show. its not scary though. we already knew how will the people die in the show. the only interesting part is the finally part. haiz.

watch girl out loud on ch 5 later. the other host, that tall skinny lady, is always giving negative comments on those ghosty stuff. there's one part of the feng shui master. she was really pissed can ?! i could see that feng shui master's face change when she got a negative comment. though she don't believe in ghost, she dont need to pissed other people off. just like me saying that girls out loud may not even have a 2nd season. or maybe they have a 2nd season, but different hosts. i won't want to watch it ever again.

was jealous last night. dear's Ex msg dear and he reply her instantly. and somemore, she viewed my profile. i shall not say much things... haiz...

just saw dear's latest entry. and there's something i want to make it clear the last time.

DEAR, I DON'T WANT YOU TO BLAME YOURSELF ANYMORE ! SO WHAT IM IN POLY AND YOU'RE IN ITE ?! THEN IF YOUR BETTER IN ENGLISH, I SHOULD SAY THAT IM NOT SUITABLE FOR YOU AND STUFF ?! YOU BLAME YOURSELF AGAIN, I GET REALLY PISSED OFF. SINCE YOU KNOW YOUR TEMPER SUCKS, CHANGE IT ! DONT BLAME YOUR BLOODLINE.. DON'T FIND REASON FOR THAT. ITS ALL INFLUENCE. DON'T BE SORRY FOR ME, IF YOU WANT, JUST SHOW ME THAT SOMETHING IS DONE.

im not better in everything than you. you knew more than me in average. im only better in IT, that's all. cus in my life its all about IT, so it seems like im better. why don't you think positively ?! where's the positive-thinking KELVIN LEE whom i knew ?! 

currently in class. saw dear's latest entry. kinda pissed when i see this.

"but dear, i'm here to say, even thou a lil' jealousy in relationship can show you care, but, over-doing it will cause a negative effect eh? (: i don't get jealous over you going out, chatting with guy-friends, do i? i don't even go out with them, but, sometimes, you do. i don't wanna get jealous, well, at least, i try my best not to show it out, coz i know you won't like it, coz you'll are just friends. but, as your boyfriend, you think i ain't jealous? of course i will be. any guys will, if their gf are to go out with guys. don't any guys out there agree? but, we just try to keep it away, coz we know, we trust our girlfriends. so, girlfriends out there, you gotta trust us guys a lil' too. ain't it just fair that we chat with lady-friends sometimes? they're also simply, our friends, right?"

so im petty ?! or im not fair to him. fine, i can give him the fairness he wants.. go chat with whatever girl-friends you have and i wont even care. then dont bloody tell me that i dont care about you, cus you thinks its not fair. i wont ever get/show my jealousy !! god damn it.

I dont wanna care about such fucking things anymore. it always hurts when i CARE about such things. I will make your life easier and i WONT BOTHER about it anymore. 

 

ytd after lesson, waited for dear at YCK mrt while he took a bus from sim lim. he was carrying a plastic bag. guess what's inside ?! its the targus mickey laptop bag im looking for. then there's a white mickey USB mouse and those balls to stick it bellow the laptop for better vantilation. (sound abit obsence eh. =X)

i was happy. but somehow i cant really express my feelings ever since i saw dear's entries. it really hurt me deep down my heart, squeezing it hard. i cant help but to control. almost cried out in the bus back home. back home, try to get myself occupied just to stop feeling hurt. but, in the end, after dear said sorry to me, i just cant stop crying.. i was just jealous about his ex, and there comes an entry by him indirectly saying that im petty.

haiz.. ive nothing more to say.. i dont wish for this to contiune.. as my exams are coming, presentations are coming, i dont want such things to spoil my mood for anything. my being jealous is my problem and be it.

its a long day ytd, lesson end at 6 and i always dont get enough sleep. after class, met with dear and head down to AMK for chicken rice with my fave sugar cane there. then dear went to confirm with his job stuff at the handphone shop.

haiz.. maybe i really should get back to work.. sianz.. now i already dont get enough sleep what if i go to work ?! its even worst. have to make some changes in life. argh.. i cant live on like this. omg.

slept almost the whole day at dear's place till 4plus. we get prepared and came back my place. then went CP to get some sweets from mini toons, but ended up spending almost $20. ;p

then got home, rest and change then went to meet sec sch friends for captains ball. i didn't perspire as much as the game we played 2 wks ago. saw Lingz bf sending her back after a walk in his highly modified subaru (i guess, didn't really look at it). oh ya, during a game, saw a flying cockoroach which flew past me. got really irritated by it. it just give me the creeps. omg. yucks. after the game ended, had a slow walk alone. then went back home. i just couldn't stop thinking about the flying cockoraoch.

will be walking up in the morning for breakfast, then meeting Swing to get her pair for jeans. ;p

gonna have a presentation tml and im still struggling with my project. its really compliated can !

okay.. ytd was a tiring and happy day for me and dear. ;p went out to get valentines day gift. before i went out with Swing was having breakfast with parents. ltr parted with them, dear and me saw this tube dress, its nice but i dont love it that much. luckily i didn't get that. cus went to far east ltr with Swing saw this white tube dress so nice and its cheaper so i got it. ;p

before we parted with dear together with kevin, we were at coffeebean(as usual when kevin is around) got our free drinks ;p hehe. i really misses my coffee. ;p

after our coffee, went to hilton hotel and guess how many lamborghini is there ?! its TWELVE ! its so nice ! everyone is taking pictures for it. its damn nice ! ;p

i cracked my brain just to get something for dear on valentine's day. only manage to get his jeans chain at town. then was thinking of getting a watch for dear. caught an eye on the g-shock orange watch.. but will seems small on him so im unsure. that's when we're at city hall. then headed to marina square. was at zara saw this long sleeve shirt which is half casual. but didn't get it cus decide to look around first. didn't saw any eye catching long sleeve shirt in the surfer's shop. to back to zara and got the shirt. its really hard to imagine him in that which makes me re-decide. but still i get that shirt for him.

there's still one thing i haven get for dear. erm... will get it sometime soon. ;p

then met up with dear at SK interchange. ive already reckon what dear will get for me when he told me he's at vivo. i saw him with the 'build a bear' carrier. knew it ! but didn't know that dear got me a REAL baby milo t-shirt. omg. it really cost a lot. dear gt the stuffed dog which i said its cute for me. heard he spent like an hour there ! omg. ive been hugging it the whole night even after dear went out for sch. ;p

will be wearing the baby milo t-shirt ltr to sch. hehe. maybe no one will know its the real one, cus there's just so many IMITATION ones. 

luckily dear love what i gave him. ;D me, too, love what he gave me. hehe. actually, we shd be giving each other around valentines day gift. but dear hide the present. dear told me that the stuff dog is to pamper me. the only person other than my dad pampers me. it really touched me. this valentines day i wont be alone. the first valentines day with a guy, and with someone i love. ;p

ytd had my ASP.net presentation. thought i most prob. score badly, but after listening to what the lec said, i was relieved. phew. ltr, met dear at YCK mrt then head down to doby gaut for thaiExpress with Shirley.

ltr head home to study for my com. skills exam which is ltr. got my last present for dear ytd. hung it together with his shirt and told him to search for that present. he search high and low in my room and i told him lots of clues, which will only lead him to the cupboard. yet, he didn't look through the hang clothes after like 15 or 20 mins ltr. -.-"

okay.. dear's ear is having an infection, and i told him to squeeze out the yellow stuff out. i dont know if he's afraid of the pain or what and he refuses. i blame myself for being a petty, being angered by minor stuff. why just cant dear listen to me ?! my heart aches too when im angry. it aches cause dear always dont know for whom im angry with. haiz.. i was controlling my tears, yet it rowed out. why is it always by crying that things could sort out ?!

that's just what happened last night.. everything is fine now.

it just spoils today.. my monthly cramps.. -.-" had my com. skills exam today. not bad. threw my temper on dear again.. having PMS recently.. ;( in the beginning, dear said that he wanted to have lunch together before i take my exam.. so i didn't eat anything this morning. then this morning, told dear that i should be leaving home at 2.30pm, but he heard im taking my exam at 2.30pm. which means our lunch is cancelled. ;( then dear went to play pool with his friends. its only when he reached the pool place, and called me then he found out i didn't eat anything(not really, ate few pieces of biscuits earlier on.) i wasn't really angry, just that im moody.. when girls have their monthly periods, their mood tend to get really bad/emotional. dear shouldn't be the one saying sorry, it should be me. cus that i threw my tentrum on dear cus im moody. ;( sorry !

anyway, happy birthday to dear's soon-to-be bro-in-law !!

sitting in my sch food junction with my classmates playing cards. chilling in my sch. kinda boring though. the sch like a market place cus of the open house. zZz. have to finish my marketing project by today, but i just cant concentrate on it. argh... and putty is down.. cant leech the network for bypass. ;( there's nothing else to do eh. omg. im the only girl here can?! shirley isn't coming to sch, huimin will be coming ltr. im just bored.

just now dear called me an tell me that he will be coming for the open house tml ! yeah ! don't know why, i was vey happy to hear that. ;p maybe cus everytime i want dear to wait for me in my sch, he refuses. ;/ nvm. after that we dont need to meet up to go over to dear's place. hehe. guess dear's friends coming over too. ;p

haiz... im stoning in progress. so boring can ?! class starting soon. i cant listen to songs, my laptop speakers aren't loud enough to cover the crowded food junction. sian-ed..

 

just ate my dinner ! mummy succeeded in cooking hen hua's mee sua ! ;p

on friday after sch, dear was waiting at the YCK mrt (he was at the open house, and he accompanied his friends to the mrt station) while i was withdrawing money and accompanied shirley and huimin in sch's SASA(bought a bottle of nail polish cus there's a promo. ;p). headed to town after meeting dear. actually, my mood wasn't that pleasant that day which means its a spending day.

in the beginning, ive no idea what to spend on. and decide to catch a movie, but i don't have the mood for one. went to dodo club and bought a lipgloss. then we came into headline in far east and bought a double printed layer t-shirt and a pair of bermudas for dear. too bad dear don't have cash which means this shall be a gift for dear. he've already bought a lot of things for me, its my turn now. ;p i didn't only bought these things. cus we've got the priviledge card there, so we went to the ladies shop which is under headline too. finally got myself a faded jeans. im so happy.

oh ya, also say mes. bens vito cabs at meritus mandrian hotel. ferenheit's fans (fei lun hai) were at the hotel waiting for their idol.

then on sat, went to dear's dad's coffee stall for breakfast with dear's aunt. then dear told his parents he wanted a pair of shoes and got money from daddy. at first he thought of getting a pair of converse shoe, but it don't seems to look good on him, cus the size is too big and looks weird.

we were at bugis then. then walked around bugis street looking for his shoe. then next aim is pony shoe. went to marina's royal sporting house. and caught an eye on 2 pony slip-ons. then we came up of an idea of getting both, just that each one wear's a different colour slip-on. BUT, the one i should be getting is a display set which i dont want and dear's one don't have size. so we had the staff to look for other outlets. then got dear's pair at suntec an reserved mine at jurong pt. got his first then mine(which i got it today). 

last night, i don't know why, maybe im paranoid ?! or too sensitive. i woke up in the night seeing dear lying in the other side of the bed and felt lonely. then i couldn't sleep. maybe ive dreamt of sth before which made me think that way. i couldn't sleep. till dear woke up. i cried for no reason.. kinda strange.

just now, packed dear's place with sis, bro and aunt. nth much, dear's room seems really empty now. aunt asked dear and me to bring down 2 bags of trash to throw. out of this 2 bags of trash, i laugh till my stomach hurts. ;p ltr, time to get to my place, there's sch tml.

headed to jurong pt to get my pony shoe and then back home. ate mummy's mee sua. this time it really taste like my grandma's. its long since i tasted it. memorise...

feeling better now. woke up this morning with a swallen eye and flu. omg. felt really bad and sick, but too bad for me, i have a presentation today. sianz..

currently stone-ing in sch now. finish copying my part in the presentation. finding for things to do now.. argh... ;(