happy week i guess. ytd, was having night class and that afternoon dear send me to school and send me back home. happy happy.

but this morning he didn't, nvm, its okay. jumped up this morning and found out that i didn't set my alarm and im late for like half an hour if i get prepare. so decide to attend second lesson. beginning of the day, my mood is sort of ruined my the limited tops i that i can choose. somemore, im attending dear's grandma's birthday today. argh...! but im okay now.

on the bus, saw 2 NS guys. was thinking of dear going to NS and how he will look in his uniform. i will be proud to see him in that and will be proud waiting for him at his camp. >.<

ytd night dear ask me about my comment if he came out from NS and work full-time for 1st choice mobile. though he can earn a lot, but he cant be depending on that for the rest of his life. at least he must have a plan B. i just wanted him to get the best qualification he can get.

as for me, after watching Die Hard 4.0 on wed, i have the thought of being a hacker. someone who works for a MNC, or the bank, or for the govt. haha. maybe its a big dream, but i think i can make it, at least a hacker. after my dip. cert., will most prob study for hacking. >.< 

im connected at wet coast pool centre. waha. kinda doing nothing while waiting for dear to finish his game. Zzz.. im so hungry now. my somach is making noises, but still have to wait for dear to end his game then head to aunt's place for dinner. omg.

looking for entertainments.. im so bored.

i cant help myself for not crying after controlling myself for not getting angry.

everyone hates to wait. or in another words most people hates to wait. for the past 2 days i have been controlling my temper(i dont want to quarrel) dear knew that it takes an hour to get from tamp to YCK on bus 72. but still he take ages to get to tamp. someone is always there to hold him up. ended up we're rushing over(have an annoyed look). its always in the eleventh minute. i just cant help, but just to be slient and act as if im feeling okay. why cant dear be happy for the whole day, why is he always complaining, and being upset over something.

sometimes dear cared too much about my feelings that forgetting what really makes me upset.

my heart aches and my tears roll ... why?!

haiz... some words, some issues are better off to keep it in myself.

i need a rest...

finally uploaded the photos. ;p

when the fire just started. defrosting the otahs.

the food.

the fondew.

the cake.

in thirsty.

dear fanning the fire.

look at the amount of food. !! omg

kim and daniel's bro

omg. cake on daniel's face ?? lol.. not yet

daniel's cake

yucky stuff. omg. for daniel. potato with satay sauce

yummy ?!

yucky drink ! i know that there's green tea, satay sauce in it. omg

daniel being attacked with cake

after attacked.

daniel looking for victim , kim.

cheif dear. lmao.

felix and gf.

again them.

cops in pasir ris park ?!

dear drunk and asleep.

dear's wound with my lip shaped plaster.

wanted to edit a picture of me and dear. but cant seems to find one recent photo of us. then, i found out its long since we take photo together.

btw, edit a photo online at blingee, before dear got his botak botak haircut.

i saw this turtle and love it at first sight. isn't it cute. its shell is a detachable back pack ! and its a limited edition. so i must get it quick. it will be release on 20 july !!! >.< i cant wait to have it ! omg.

dear school reopens means no time for me, i guess. its work for his weekend and study for the weekdays. we only have time for each other on friday or the lil time after school.

dear's been tired ever since school started. i havent have much time with him. somehow hearts disconnected. maybe im still the same, always awaiting for something sweet from him which cause a disappointment after that. i just wanted dear to show me some care, concern and esp. love. like what mum told me, in the beginning, i'll be his treassure, then later, i'll be his grass. she had her point, but just dont hoped for that to happen.

in the beginning, dear was always sweet. cuddling me and stuff. now he's always complaining loads of outside stuff to me. with me feeling bad for him.

haiz.. is that what im suppose to get for the rest of my life ?!

why guys always think that their gfs just want money and things. girls just wanted them for their time and love. unless they're materialistic(no offence). i understand that if you love someone, you will want to give the someone those things they wanted. but some stuff are really not worth to earn hard for it.

a day before, dear complain about his phone sold to his cousin is under market price and somemore the phone he's using kept giving him problems. then since he's so unhappy about it might as well get the phone back. but he thinks its not good to get it back since its sold and its sis and their cousin's deal. somemore he's in need of a phone and dont really have much money to get another one. so im behind everything just to help dear get it back, sis is my 'bang xiong'. lol. i msg sis asking her to help me. though its kinda late, cus dear already buy his phone. but he still can sell it away. i didn't dared to tell dear that im behind this. hehe. its better for him to find out from here. ;p

im busy for the past few and coming weeks. its the ending of 2nd year 1st semester. and my exam timetable is out. gonna do well for this time to bring my gpa back up. i admit ive been very slack for my 1st year. for this year, ive to bring it back up to gpa 3.

as for this week there's 3 test. and the test ltr, i dont think i have much faith in it.. hope i can get to memorise the commands during lect(not the module's lect. i dont listen during lect too. ;p).

wish me luck  ~

had a short day at school. suppose to stay in school for some coding for project, but ended up going to amk hub with daniel. =X

and suppose to get my bag and nail polish, but didn't. -.- met dear at amk hub, while i bought a jumper skirt, love it ! it looks so cute on me. >.< he went to sell his phone. the cheap, backup phone. ;p then ltr decided to go vivo city. suppose for my free facial, but i forget to book appointment(and somehow i dont trust facial treatment. i rather do mask at home, and i get the face i want.. haha).

out of the suppose. we noticed that its the launch date for the build-a-bear turtle. >.< then dear bought it for me. omg. at first the superman pj is sold out, which i wanted my gui gui to wear it. then cus we saw one last piece on a display bear, dear asked the staff to get it down for my gui gui. haha. shouldn't make a fuss for the set, cus there's still other outlets. now my gui gui looks so cute !!! >.< 

ive 2 babies now. hehe. love you laogong ! ;p

my super gui gui !

princess and gui gui ! my 2 babies. ;p

me bring gui gui home !

its one exactly one more month for my birthday. and also around one month for my exam. Zzz... nvm, holidays soon eh ! >.<

just got home after school. didn't have any lesson to attend, but heard there's a lecture to attend, but who cares ?! ;p

did my project. my part is like 90% done. kinda think of it, its kinda easy. ;p guess im having the hang of programming ! so final year project, wont be much of a hassel.

left IPTNET project, which i dont think my group is having any progress. its one week away from the due date, and there isn't any discussion yet. hope tml everyone will be there to discuss, otherwise i couldn't help them for being upset for the part they'll be doing. it'll be work thrown to them to do without any idea of what's going on. no one will like to do such a servant job.

im kinda getting stress over my projects. its not that i scared that my marks will be affected. but im scared that the ending part will be quite a hassle to compile. i think that it will be a lack of time to do, but hope my group members prove me wrong. and i reckon that i will be the one doing the compiling. Zzzz... im doing more work !!! argh !!

currently in school now. i left dear place this morning thinking that there's lesson after i didn't got a reply by ahmad. then ended up when im in the train, ahmad message me telling me that there's not lecture. how great !! luckily lingwei is in school. then ive a chance to complete my project ! >.<

im in a bad condition right now. having flu and cough. dear had sore throat other than my flu and cough.

its a bad time for me to fall ill. project is due like next week, some codes still incomplete. stupid database linking. NO GOOD ! then left the compiling and stuff from other group members. even if im sick, i still will go school to at least make some improvements.

dear took MC for today. after school went to meet dear in town. hang around there for awhile, had our lunch (with the both of us having empty stomach). suppose to watch knocked up. but im still wondering is it a worth spending money on show. but in the end we still didn't watch. went to compass point, dear told me he's not wearing uniform, so we can go into the arcade. ended up spending $20 on the sweet machine. haha. just for fun. lmao.

we reached home like 5plus. then we both took a nap till 9plus when dinner is served. haha. had chicken rice ! mummy cooked those chicken food stall's chicken rice. its nice, but the chicken not well seasoned. maybe we should really opens a food and beverage SHOP. haha. cus there's so many random stuff my mum and me can make. lmao. ;p

i gave myself a day off for school stuff. im sick. this morning i woke up feeling very shag. my eye hardly opened. i couldn't have the energy to pull myself up.

as for dear, this morning i woke him up noticed that he's so late for school. guess its our medicine that made us so drowsy that we couldn't wake up. i took 2 pills of running nose medicine before i went to sleep last night. dear didn't turned up for lesson today either. at least he is better. he's still able to joke around. haha.

however, dear havent took his medicine since we woke up. no good !! he havent bath too. smelly smelly. hehe. ;p