its been a few days since ive blogged. 

on 31 aug, went out with dear for his pool session with his classmates. kinda bored there though. when they went to pay, i found out there's photo hunt machine, so i sat there and played. then all of them came to spot the difference. haha. its fun ! ;p then left after 2 games of that. went to clementi's KFC for dinner. after that, not planning to head home early, so head down to town cus there's mid-night shopping, while kevin went to meet elieen then meet us. saw ziyang outside cine with his new ah-lian type gf. haha. then headed down to clark quay for a pub. walked around there, saw those clubs there. i like the clinic club. bet the earn alot of money. haha. then scrolled down to boat quay. ended up in this pub called eski-bar. its is damn cool !!! there's a -2 degree room then a normal temperature room. dear and kevin ordered, one bucket of heineken, then me and elieen ordered shooters, mine was a shot of glass, elieen's was a big cup of alcoholic drink. haha. then after that, the guys ordered another bucket of heineken. the place was so great !! love it. had sugar rush when i go back. cus i ate cookies while walking our way to take a cab. ;p will visit there, everytime we planned to go to a pub. ;p

i wanted to say sorry to my 5B classmates. i didn't meant to 'fang fei ji' on 1st sept. i was all ready to leave jurong, then it just started, dear and me just became unhappy, then dear ask why is it always after playing around then we'll get unhappy. its been a year plus, and we still have unhappiness.

blah blah blah.. and it goes on... it always makes me guilty and teared.

by then, when we became better, my eyes were smurged with my mascara. i didn't put much make up, but i still i cared about my dark circles, so i applied mascara and foundation. my mood was so low to go out, with the rain coming, me having a headache and me running late, i gave derek a sms that i won't be joining.

took a nap. woke up feeling better. then dear brought me to the parsa malam over at clementi. bought food up to the bus to eat while going back my place. =X then went to compass point wanted to get ice cream at cold storage, but ended up empty handed out of cold storage. went to the arcade for the scooping of sweets machine. then went we're to go home, saw my 5B classmates. felt bad though. its not easy to handle friends and bf. hope they understand. ;/

ytd, went out late to orchard trying to get a dress for sis dinner. but didn't buy any, cus it looks weird on me. haha. then ltr went to plaza singapura for a movie. watched ratatouille ! finally ! hehe. ;p then took the last 2nd train home.

today, went to amk, dear bought the brown k800i at a low price from first choice mobile ! haha. saw yida at pepper lunch, ask about the kl trip, then found out it wont be postponed, then i think dear and me wont be going. dear cant go, i cant go, cus he will have an exam on the 2nd day of the trip. most prob get a refund. ;/ went up to the arcade, for the scooping sweets machine. haha. got the JACKPOT !! haha. great saticfaction. ;p

elieen and me

didn't took picture of my shot. its me and elieen

heineken after dropping

look at kevin. dear blur blur de

nice shot by kevin

am i fair ?! haha

opps ! why's dear over there. haha

dear and kevin in the -2 degree room

is kevin's tongue stick on the ice?!

its not all the bottles we drank. there's 5 in one bucket

me hidding just outside the toilet

part of the place

its us ! ;p

its been a week since ive blog. ;p busy over dear's place, cus im having holiday.

wednesday, went to dear's place after school. on the train there's this malay guy starring at dear, i dont know why dear shouted out to that guy. like asking for trouble. its like dear have change to someone even hot-tempered. i dont know. just wanted dear to know what he's doing and the consequences later. unneccessary troubles are better to not find it.

thursday, went out sis and bro-in-law int the morning, had our breakfast and went looking for some home appliances for their new house. then went to meet aunt after she get her hair done. headed down to AMK looking for gain city, while sis and bro-in-law look for it, me and aunt went to the food court at AMK HUB for some food while waiting everyone to come meet us. we were walking in and out of AMK HUB cus its freezing there. then dear came to meet us and sis came. went down to chinese garden for steamboat with dear's parents.

on the way there, sony confirm my outlet with me for the weekend. it was like so sudden without briefing. cus i got the confirmation and dear didn't. was wondering why, so i asked dear to try asking. but he insist that its okay. i was like, "hey its a better paid job, a better opporunity, why dont just ask if you get a place or not." then dear raised his voice at me telling me its fine, bla bla bla.. i kept slience all the way back to his place. fine, nvm. im also a hot-tempered person, but i have more paitence, i dont wanna quarrel, so might as well be slient.

then cus i have more doubts on the job, so i get the person to get back to me. when she get back to me, i asked if dear get the job or not, then she say yes and she sent out a sms to that kelvin in her list and even got his reply. so after clarification, we found out its the wrong kelvin she got. and then i got dear an opporunity for the job. somethings like that its better to clarify and it also gives you more chance in getting the job. i hate to pin point the bad points out of dear, its like no matter how i tried, he wont do anything to it. sometimes, i just let him learn the lesson himself, life is about learning ! haiz.

friday, went out with aunt to look out for a belt for dear's dad's birthday gift. cus dear ended school early, so waited him to meet us and make a decision. bought the belt over at bugis and headed to meet sis at clementi priamry. met bro-in-law and headed to celebrate dear's dad birthday. met dear's cousin with family there and had dinner together at baystreet, IMM. at a feastful night ! was so full. i like durian cake ! its a happy day ! ;p

at work, sales wasn't that back at the outlet. hope to hit my target and earn lots of money. haha. ;p people there are friendly, exept one promoter there in the counter as me, kinda pervertic look. omg. my legs are really tired after the 2 days of standing and it still hurts. omg. save my legs. haha ;p 

i finally recalled what happened on tuesday. after dear came back. we were enjoying our ghost online when dad ask where's my xiao bai(which previously i havent wrote any entry on her.)

my xiao bai died ! she died after i wrote my entry on 3 sept. i dont have any idea what she's suffering from. she just wont blink her eyes. she was still breathing, but she was like half dead after my dinner. she was totally alright in the morning, she still make noise. i even comfort her. then there she goes. went down my block to have her burried.

back to tuesday, after dad ask me about xiao bai, dad offered to bring us to SPCA. upon reaching, there's a foul smell of animals. but that doesn't stop me from my passion for dogs. we entered the gate and saw this cute lil puppy there. he's name was harley. but he was already bought by someone else. there's alot of dogs there. but if im to adopt one, i still prefer a puppy. was browsing around and then felt bad for those dogs, how can people be so heartless to abandon their companion. dogs are still men's best friend, they can feel how we're feeling, make us happy went we're down. welcome us home and stuff. i just love the feeling of getting home with a dog so happy to see you, wagging its tail jumping around when it sees you. missed those days when present was around.

went to SPCA again just now. its like im kinda addicted over there. haha. there's a cute puppy, named josie there. she's still there. so adorable, yet no one have adopted her. how i wished that i could, but she's not HDB approved. went into her cage, seems she was more interested in my jelly shoes than getting out of the cage. haha.

im just waiting for a HDB approved puppy over there. my parents dont seems to have any objections of me getting a dog.. hehe. kinda glad to see some old residence in SPCA having pending on their status. haha.

went to my serangoon. it've change quite a lot. my first house after ive born. haha. ;p very neighbourhood place. ;p

ytd, went out with swing. went sakae sushi just to spend our day, but my appetite doesn't seem big that day. ate little. then we went around walking bugis like in few minutes. haha. singapore is becoming boring. its always going down town. hm... need to spices up my life more!

dear's finally bringing me to M.O.S on nov17, cus its kevin's birthday. wonder who should i bring along with me. the more people the merrier eh ?! haha. (a sentence of memories since xmas'05)

my GPA have went down again. Zzz. gonna work hard from the start of next sem ! i wont give up on myself cus my GPA dropped again.

prison break season 3 episode 1 is out already. micheal will break out from another prison !! its ever so interesting. got up after my nap feeling so pissed with the heat and i rarely feel like that nowadays. dear's watching his bleach movie, while i find some brain cells to kill by doing sudoku. haha.

that's it for today. ;p

dear's working 6 days a week for his holiday. as for me, im the same, working for the weekend. my work place was great ! having fun over there. haha. laughing away till my stomach hurts. its long since i left sec sch, i habe those kind of laughter.

im glad to have this job. compared to my previous one, my sale is better. for the weekend, there's 2 new guy promoter at the laptop session. one is those okay looking with spiky hair, small eyes. as for the other one, he made me re-think if he's a guy or girl. he have those soft look on his face. big watery eyes, fair skin tone, small cherry mouth, like those japanese/korean boyband look. he have a girl's adorable face. lmao. somemore, he have guy's long hair. that's why he made me re-think if he's a guy or not. haha.

ytd afternoon at work, saw 2 ang mohs with attractive eyes. haha. wonder, why are ang mohs in neighbourhood areas. but nvm, they kept me accompanied while waiting for the rest of my promoter friends to report for work. haha.

oh ya, cus of the launch of the new ipod nano, which i think its ugly, my chance of getting the red ipod nano was burnt. now, im considering of getting the ipod classic. which is way cheaper than ipod video. 30gb ipod video is $436, but ipod classic 80gb is $428. what a big difference. haha. my pay will most prob. go to ipod classic. ;p will still have some money left. for ipod touch, there's only 8gb and 16gb, kinda pathetic. haha. but the new version on ipods dont have white colour. Zzz. oh ya, i will get a bling bling earphones too, $59 if im not wrong, hehe. ;p still have to get those protections for it. hehe. ;p

im planning a wishlist too. hehe.

- ipod classic
- boss femme perfume
- at least a 120gb portable hard disk
- sony ericsson w960i (still considering)
- a dog !!!

just got back after browsing fridges. ya, finally my mum wants to get a new fridge. at first she thought of getting one and not replacing the old one, which means there'll be 2 fridge in the kitchen. omg.

after quite some time of my persuasion, my mum changed her mind of getting a fridge to replace the old one. the current one was like 10 over years old. omg. its durable, but over-crowded. Zzz.

went to best denki at plaza singapura, selection wasn't much. ended up to best denki IMM for the final conclusion. ;p

getting to my god bro for the fridge, cus mummy wants a staff discount. -.-

dear have lobang of getting cheap pure breed puppy ! >.< one year old chihuahua for $500. omg. unbelievable. but i cant get myself to ask if dad wants it or not. ;( dad wan't in the mood either. Zzz..

sony ericsson got back to dear for his job. its $8/hr for the first 3 months, then his pay will be increase after that. cus he told david, his current boss, to work for him till this holiday ends, so he will be working every weekday with david and weekends with sony ericsson.

i have been waiting for dear's holiday so we can have more time together, but dear wanted to work.... for the things i wanted. as for me, i dont want him to get things for me, cus those things are expensive, i enjoy spending my pay on things i wanted and i dont want to see dear with only 10 bucks for a week to spend. i hate it to know that he dont have money to eat, i hate that he didn't eat. i rather go out with him spend all our money on food than on stuff.

for those things i bought for myself, im willing to do whatever things i want to do to it, but not on those things that are not bought by me.

most girls just wanted their bf to spend time with them and not their bf's money. money cant replace people. i know money is as important, but if you spend everyday of your holiday at work, you're equals to single.

haiz... one burden off my shoulder.

ytd, dear's off day (suppose to be the only off day in his holiday), went to catch underdog and rogue assassin. underdog is funny ! haha. i just love dogs ! as for rogue assassin, its have a unpredictable ending ! not gross to me, but violent enough for such a cool show. ;p

dear bought the bling bling headphones for me. ;p and ive decided to get IPod classic 80gb by next month with i got my pay. will be getting it at $390. thanks for aaron for the great intro of such lobangs. haha.

sadded, was selected to an elective which i have no interest in it. Zzz.. wrote an appeal to my course coordinator. hope i will be granted to my desired course. god bless ! ;p

have been quite some issues while im on the bus back home after work. i dont know how the people at work came to the topic of an ideal bf with me. telling me how a bf should do and stuff. i tried to ignore stuff they said. they have their points, but im sticking to my way of thinking.

since ive been bored for my holidays, and dear didn't have much time with me, i rather be independent in everything i do, like the life when im single.

i stay home rotting, chatting, playing games, do things i want to without thinking that i have to wait for dear and stuff. im bored, im tired and i had enough of it. i will do whatever things i enjoy from now on.

have been laughing away at work today, though im so damn tired. being mad and stuff. should enjoy now, then ltr when everyone go their own ways, chris is resigning, aaron will work at the airport and dino is still thinking if he wants to work for the weekends when school starts. left with me and kelly. haha. because of them, i love my job and workplace. ;p if they're there everyday, i dont mind working everyday, just going there and talk crap. but i still work okay ! ;p