dear have been working for weeks that seems like months. we didn't have a proper time talking to each other face to face. i miss his jokes, his laughter, his smile, his looks and his warmth.

i really miss you alot.

dear officially got his job at sony ericsson. got 5 phones from them ! haha. now everyone have a new model of phone to use. 

previously, went watching day watch. its a really boring show. few funny parts. but kinda weird in the tense part, there's funny scenes. -.-

had a few days with dear after he started work for sony ericsson. ;p

school starting next week ~ ;p

woke up and saw dear's note on my phone's main page. was touched. his note was "Baby, sorry i gotta work. But i promise i'll bring you out when school re opens, and get you a present for our 14th month anniverary aite? Loveyou Baby.. Muack! "

its long since he left me a message like that. >.<

slack for till afternoon. i have kids channel on SCV now ! hehe. watched those vintage cartoons like tom and jerry show, good morning mickey and stuff. haha.

headed down to meet dear for dinner. i coundn't manage to locate the road show he is in. its in a clubhouse above the interchange ! went to the coffee shop opp. courts where all the stalls sell nice food. lol. then ltr, went looking for chris and borrowed 10 bucks for arcade. lol. cus dear said his workplace have an arcade.

went there happily thought i could play photohunt. got CHEATED my $1.20 and i didn't got the chance to play it. ;( played 2 games of puzzle bubble and got bored of it. sat down on the sofa near dear's workplace and start playing my phone's game. haha. i like using w660i. ;p its red too ! >.< kinda addictted to the game in the phone. haha. ;p

there's another girl working with dear and other brands of promoters. looks kinda busy there, kinda small place. there're china people there too, maybe members of the clubhouse, but i just could stand them talking so loudly in the public. can't blame much, everyone in their country talks that LOUD.

got angry with dear after seeing him so closed to that promoter at his work place. i admit im being selfish for thinking about myself. i just dont like her look. looks bitchy. whatever.

dear texted me hurtful stuff, saying about me being selfish and stuff. unfortunately, im with dear's aunt and sis, if not, i will go home straight away and ignore dear for as long as i could. i cant help being so angry.

ya, i screw up everything can ?! just by thinking for it i get angry. i get tired of repeating the same feeling and stuff. why do i put myself in such a place. ;/ im tired and sick of it. i give up. i wont interfer.

go do anything you want, i will learn to be on my own.

its just my thought. just wanna voice it out.

lesson starts late today, woke up in the morning watching transformers. why dear's not in school ?! cus ITE student won some award, and ITE students are having holiday today.

good for dear, went out with friends for pool session. as for me, studying in school till late. night class today, end at 8.30pm. Zzz.

my lappy over at dear's place, should be moving it back to my house tml. ;p going back dear's place today. may not be going to school tml. there's just a lecture lesson.

most probably complete sis slideshow. now i know the fading in and out of the picture, i need to know how to move to the next slide and how to input text and its animation. how to rush with that. still have to do another sildeshow on sis's engagement pictures.

hope sis will give me a BIG ang bao after those projects. hehe. =X

finally got to finish 转交遇到爱. it was very touching. one blow after another. omg. controlling my tears as later my family and i will be going out to eat. looking forward to it, its long since we ate outside. ;p

came home under the heavy rain, i walked with my feet wet. somehow, its my first time feeling so freely stepping into puddles of water. last time, when rain touches my skin, i will feel itchy, but now i dont.

just have the feeling that im turning back into my old self, more to the cold blooded, 'me-only' side of me.

back to blog. woke up this morning under a great weather to sleep. i drag myself up to get prepare for school. Zzz. dear also cant bring himself up. that's a bad point for working in the weekend.

ytd Spenser came over to look for me. just a short while, cus i was serving customers. ytd's sales was better than sat, but still the crowd was small. ;( i wanna earn more money ! ;p it was chris last day too, took quite a number of photos. we even gang up to make kelly a fool in the photos. haha. ;p its always happening at work. wonder what kind of person will replace chris.

have an urge to job hop, for a better paied job without dragging of pay. hm... looking for lobangs ! >.<

was late for school today, there's a jam from TPE to YCK. its a gloomy day today. Zzz. MONDAY BLUES ~

finally receive my pay, in a check form. Zzz. found in the forums that ipod classic 80GB is selling at $328! ordered. just waiting my check to be approved, to transfer the money.

MY IPOD CLASSIC IS NEARING ME ! ;p

sis's wedding stuff to complete ! school project shedules to meet. BUSY ! >.<

ytd, went to vivo with dear, there's polo explorer roadshow. dear likes the perfume, but he doesn't want me to get it for him. ;/ went to the pet safari, saw the pure breed chihuahua, its so damn cute !!! but i still prefer my presen, miss her lots, if only i can get her back.

went to compass point to look for lishan. she gave me 2 tubes of lip gloss. thanks ! ;p but went off after getting some daily products, felt kinda bad, but i really need to go shit ! haha. ;p house toilet is the best. ;p dear finally got a wallet. i finally got my eye mask. ;p

today, met the new canon camera promoter. somehow, he wasn't really a chiongster for sale. good for aaron and me bah. ;p aaron showed the pictures we took on chris last day to his friends, and his friends said that im cute. haha. thanks for the compliment. ;p a AV promoter even said im pretty. still thanks for the compliment.

BUT I DONT THINK I LOOK PRETTY. hate the dark eye circles of mine. zzz

just to get straight to the main happens. this afternoon, the new canon promoter snatch my customer. there's this customer looking for canon promotions, cus i just came, i dont know much about it. i asked the promoter, he came in and told the customer whom im serving. so i gave him. then his return customer came to talk the stock after paying, he went to serve. the customer whom i first served got kinda unhappy and ask me to serve him. okay, then i told him about the specifications of the promotion camera. after serving the customer who came back for the stock, he cut straight in to the customer im serving. i was like WTF ?! i stormed out and get lunch complaining to kelly, cus she just came. after that told the staffs in the counter and he was warned. and after that, every customer whom i served was directed to my brand or other brands. got really angry of him, he didn't even apologise ! ytd, aaron helped him in one sales, he also didn't thank him. what bad manners he have. BOO !

chris came down to look for us. he quit his LG job. cus of a freaking attitude/cazy sale rep. think she've a mental disorder. cus chris was told to photocopy his IC and bank book and bring it down to that sales rep. that crazy person told him that its too dark and want him to sent down another copy of it by 12pm the next day. so chris took off and woke up early that morning to pass her the copies. guess what she said ?! she wants to see the actual bank book for reference. like huh ?! why can't use the photocopied one ?! is she playing chris out ?! somemore, chris is paid as a part timer pay and he is a full-timer. WTH ! anyway, LG had their loss of losing chris. chris have other companies who wants him. his channel of friends are very big !

another thing, i became poor after dinner. my ez-link ran out of money, i only left $2.35 after dinner which is enough for a bus ride. cus dad suppose to fetch me from admiralty but im 15cents short. so nvm, i took the bus. took to compass point and walked backed home. on my way, just felt so sad of having the feeling of poverty. almost teared out, but i told myself, my check/pay will be in by tml and be strong. i walked along the path of faint light back home feeling so weak and fragile. kept thinking positively trying to be strong. finally dad called me and accompany me through my walk home. just nice when i reached my block, dad came, hopped in and drove straight to the car park. ;p