being accused. hurt.

i dont know what to say about that. somethings are better off unclear.

planning for next blog layout. a layout to remind or to encourage everyone to give yourself a chance so as to let people to give you a chance. you'll never know if you never try..

getting stress day by day till this school semester is over. project to be done, hope to be well. 4 quiz coming up after this week. another quiz on the other week. then preparation for the exam.

sent my resume to motorola, dear too, hope we get this job. sick and tired of chasing my pay month after month. nov pay have not come yet. sony and its agent is kinda cocked up can!!

here comes the story about sony. when i was in toa payoh after 2 months, the stock haven't been coming in. so i told my in-charge, hope the stock t come. then ended up they sending me elsewhere, which i did not go. i asked the staff at toa payoh to request me back and on the other hand told my in-charge that i wanted to get back. BUT my in-charge told the staff at toa payoh that i wanted to go to another outlet. also heard that sony representatives have conflict with the company. wtf. they never fail to drag my pay and bad-mouth about me. WTF !!!

my family is facing a financial down turn.. days are different from last time. haven't been asking for pocket money when dad got his current job. depending on myself and partially depending on dear(when my pay haven't came yet). luckily, dear will get allowance, otherwise i think i will starve for days till i got my pay.

to end off, god save my family! (haha..) 

got the motorola job. no interview, maybe cus i got in through a friend. ;p later dear will be going for product training. as for me, the in-charge will personally give me a product training. just hope to work this weekend.

having test today and tomorrow. Zzz. good luck to me ~ haha

oh ya, finally got my nov pay. got to rush them for dec pay in the end of this month and i will be done with sony. nov's pay wasn't satisfying. maybe after rebonding my hair i wont have enough money to spend. still aiming for a porter wallet(the gold series one, but maybe i will get the metallic black one)

wonder which salon to rebond my hair. i know most people like me in curly hair. but i want a change. wanted to dye my hair also, but not that soon i guess. need to save some money up !

busy recently with my project and painting of my living room. project will be over soon. but still struggling for a better score.

quizzes on Monday. studying in the weekend. oh ya, im not deploy yet. a good week for me to brush up my school work. hope i can get it next week. ;p

was thinking about dear... every now and then, i will be getting sms from dear when we apart. asking about what im doing, if ive ate or telling me what he's doing.

though he's not a romance person, but i from can feel from him, he's a sweet guy. i dont know why im saying such things. just that i felt so loved. i never knew why i fell in love so deeply with him after i met him, just something telling me not to let go of him. finally, i got my long awaited happiness.

now im like being tortured. having a headache cus im lacking of sleep. so i didn't turn up this morning in school. cus need a final compilation to publish the project. and the malay guy from my group didn't turn up, with huimin waiting for him. kinda pissed and tired.

finally finish my part for the project. staying back after school almost everyday and also making time for myself and dear. felt like im falling apart.  

I NEED SOME SLEEP ! 

presentation is finally over. i dont know why im so tired. maybe cus of my menstruation. should be meeting dear. after u came home, i dont feel like going out. mum told me to stay home too.

dear kinda pissed by me for not meeting him i guess. sorry. ;(

product training is tomorrow at 2pm. finally working for fri, sat and sun.