prison break season 4 is out. im so excited. to spoil those excited hearts out there, sara is not dead. haha.

having attachment now at NOL. rather big and comfortable company. somehow felt so free. maybe cause its still the 2nd day at work. there's eatting place with coffee from starbucks, diamond water(purified water) and wii in the room. there's also a gym and a reading room. Fruits provided every monday. biscuits, hot drinks provided also. haha. i just love this place. haha

browse through the news in google. found out a few interesting news.

- microsoft is reducing thier price of XBOX 360 to S$260 cause ps3 and wii is cheaper. why cant XBOX 360 be that cheap in Singapore ?! haha.

- Google is coming up with a web browser that is small, fast and stable. guess it will be very sucessful. the best thing is its open source, free! they're targetting internet explorer and firefox. so in the future, everyone will get the best out of the choices of web browsers. the more compeititive they are, the more advantage the users will get. ;p

- Children born to fathers older than 30 are more likely to develop bipolar disorder, a common condition sometimes known as manic depression, researchers reported on Monday.One explanation could be that a man's degraded sperm quality as he ages could increase the likelihood of genetic mutations that may lead to biopolar disorder.

its just so interesting isn't it ?! haha. guess i found my hobby at work. lmao.

yesterday after work, rushed down to vivo city, drenched. i forgot to bring my unbrella. dear bought tickets for WALL E. the show wasn't bad. WALL E is so cute. haha. there's some moral in it also. its somehow showing how earth will be like in the future, deserted, no longer green, no longer blur skies, just rubbish everywhere and how everyone looks like in the future, FAT, cause robots are everywhere which acts like a servant, evenin doing sports, there's a robot doing for you. not much verbal in the show, but able to understand what it is showing.

then went around to shop for clothes. bought one only. gonna get more later. hopefully a pair of heels too. ;p

its braised duck tonight at dear's place ! yum yum !

back to blog. im so refresh today. slept at 9pm yesterday. was tired since day one of attachment. also found was to keep myself awake. ;p

didn't got anything for myself yesterday, but dear got a shirt. still in search of office wear. ;p

i will be very late for moto meeting. it start at 5.30 when i end work at 6. its so far apart also. think i will reach around 7. =X hope there's new phones. ;p 

rushed down to moto training last night. luckily dad's near me, dear "didn't want" to fetch me. haha. met the newbies. some not really have to look of a promoter and im not saying that they're not good looking. janice, the new starhub accounts in charge is very friendly.

there's a trainer there too. made us so stress. testing our promoting skills and knowledge of specifications. in the future, he will be giving up deployments, so cant offend him. haha. he looks quite strict to me. and most of all, he lives in SengKang and Tampines is very near there. omg. surely someday will see him there. the "old birds" are giving the training, which im one of them, i wasn't prepared, haven't even cool down and got pulled up to give training.

this week poor tampines m1 people who will face someone they dislike to talk to most. haha. my bad, im need some rest, mentally tired.

oh ya, V9 is having 2 new colours, the licourice(full black) is out already. coming soon is the matt bronze and the sliver. i like the matt brown, but looks to manly to me. ;p

after training, head down to al-almin(or whatever it is called) for dinner, the nasi goreng is the best. played with the ball rolling game in kevin's 16gb iphone. haha. if i really got the phone, it will be because of the game like partly why i want to get the HTC diamond. passion in getting HTC diamond isn't very strong now. they're launching new phones already, and i can wait. paitently.

meeting joseph later, my scandal from m1, he claim that he want to break with me cause i didn't buy clothes for him, then i said that he didn't buy for me, why should i bother ?! haha. then i told him not to ask for a patch after we broke up. haha. and he said i was the one who love him and wanted to patch with him. but it was him. haha. just some jokes in my life to brigthen up my day. joseph is a married man with 2 kids and dear know his wife from m1 west mall. i came closed to him when im at tampines mall m1, but he got transferred to compass point which is nearer to my place, but he don't like the environment there. ;p

i have a few scandals in m1 tampines. those people there made me laugh thoughout my weekends. i never hated there after i get to know them. funny people there ! ;p

choco's collar is finally taken off. he was so so smelly that no one can take it. shampoo-ed him twice. gosh !!! after his bath, he kept scratching on his wound. of cause i try to stop him, but he got angry, tried to bite my hand, slapped him very hard. dear tried to stop him, same, choco wanted to bite his hand. wore the collar back till he's totally dry. now he only licks his wound.

he's better controlled now. taught him tricks that he learns within minutes. sit, shake hands, jump/stand. wanted to teach him lay but don't know how. press him down ?! what about roll over ?! he's clever. he even know what my mum tells him, like when my mum tell him that im coming home, he will stood by the door wagging his tail wanting my mum to open the door and he will wait for me home. i really wonder if he knows what my mum is telling him cause he did what my mum says. maybe it have been a routine for him that he have learn some language of humans.

spend to weekend rotting. intend to head down town for some shopping. but after dear did his study on today's exam, i just don't have the mood already. i need more bottoms for work, but not urgent. maybe some heels also. ;p

dear will be having holiday after today. wanted to bring choco to socialise with people and dogs. wanted to bring him out for long walks at bishan park, as planned with huimin, or east coast. just wanted to see his reaction towards other dogs. everytime i bring him for walks after his sterilization, we didn't have much chance to meet other dogs. saw a maltese yesterday when i bring choco for a walk, but the maltese have a mask on to prevent it from biting, very scary though, and since my choco didn't saw it so we don't go near. hope he don't get so uncontrollable when he meets other dogs. and i don't know when i will have the chance to bring choco out again within my three months at attachment.

things that were done cannot be undone. memories of happiness and sadness will stay for as long one could remember. when i thought of the incident that just happened, i always wonder if i did the right choice. i can never forget it, its not like a paper that i can shred it or throw it away. its a mark that cannot be erased and its not the only one.

im always trying to ignore, to avoid, to think positively. i don't know if im right to do so.

im lost in directions. please someone show me the way out.

lunch time soon ! having lunch with huimin, tobias and caric. dear fetching us over to dear's dad's place, margret drive. im excited ! haha. ;p

this morning woke up feeling gloomy. "its work again day". have to bear with it for 11more weeks. omg. nvm, look forward to my morning breakfast at work, then lunch, then end work. time passes fast at work. -grins-

life now is going to be a routine now. zzz. i can't let it so. everyone says its the best time of life now for me, at my 20, gonna get time to club, chill, etc. i don't want to ruin it. have to plan a lot of things after work !!! to everyone whom i hang around with, BE FREE !

im not feeling right. im not sick though. my head just don't feel right. didn't went to lunch. hope to get MC tomorrow. though time passes fast, but office life just dont suit me i guess.

morning had a craving for subway, but dear didn't want to get the car and park at anchor point, and i didn't want to take a bus down then walk down, its a lunch break, too time consuming. didn't thought that i will lose my apetite now cause i felt unwell this morning, but felt better after bath, then now it comes again. its my weird brain and stomach.

my last tissue was finish already and my running nose came every now and then. have to visit the toilet. even my cough does this to me! argh. my weird body.

quick !! i need the time to pass, get me out of here.

taking MC for today.

after the 2 pieces of durian mooncake in my already unwell body, im running a fever since last night. i need a break too.

was on the phone with my parents last night, found out that choco is becoming worst. defiant when he isn't given food when we're eating. but when im around, he was okay. he is not afraid of canning/biting. he's always soft when there's food. only food can tame him i guess. ;/

whatever is it, im not caring about anything for today.

im back at work since yesterday. took 2 days MC from dear's family clinic, which is way professional. im back alive again ! haha.

just receive a project from Jeff, my moto incharge, to do a database using MS access. doing it using VB as i have no idea how to do it in MS access. im facing problems in SQL statements. omg. and i told him i should be completing it within a week. i need more time. im paid for it also, not much though.

but as for now. pray for a someone/something to help me !

somehow ive made up my mind for the future. im going overseas and no one can stop me from this decision. ive put down my worries and my beloved. although its selfish for now to some people around me, but things will be better in the future.

now, i have to know what i want to do in the future so as to future study on it. 

hm... so how?! hehe

TGIF. its the first time i applied this phrase. haha.

not working for the weekend. dear be at plaza singapura m1 roadshow. its an outdoor event, i don't think there will be much customer. but worth working for, it will last for 10days. pay will be high = dear will save more = nearer to our trip to TAIWAN !

had a bad dream, not a nightmare, on the night before yesterday, dreamt that my dad died. woke up and start crying. and also found out how much i missed my parents. so went home yesterday. choco was very very happy to see me. i don't know why, when he saw anyone he missed alot, he'll pee. spend some time with choco, bring him for a walk and was surprised of his reactions to another dog. he moved forward (but they're like metres away), sniff, walk away. hm... satisfying. next step is to let him stay close to me when i bring him for a walk, so i can bring him out for a walk/run without a leash.

after choco's walk, played with him till i felt tired. then contiune on my project and something cock up. DAMN ! leave it. then to sleep. its late too. this morning, almost can't bring myself out of bed. luckily dad send me to work. i slept all the way here. still feeling kinda stone though. >.<

TGIF !!!

9th OCT. 2yrs 2mths anniversary ?

out of nowhere, dear became so sweet, told me that he is planning something which kept me guessing. he only have to spend $60. and it is after my work(attachment). and it will be a day that is good enough to remember that day. ?!?!?!?!?!?! what ?!

don't think you're the only one planning okay ?! haha. i openly told dear about my plan once, think he can't remembered. WAHAHAHAHA.

MOUTH SEALED and SHUT UP !

for the weekend, i spend my time coding. still yet to be complete.

sat night, choco bite me. really bite. was stroking him when i see him licking his pillow. out of curiosity, i just check it out. then he growl. at me. slap him and he got angry. snap onto my hand. i pull out a can and whack him, till mum came out. he hide behind my mum. his temper is got to be controlled. sun morning, i tied him at the balcony. he know he was wrong and trying to beg for mercy using his watery eyes like puss in boots in the movie, shrek. he let me cane him. then for the rest of the day, being so quiet. i just dont know why he's totally different in the morning and in the night. and his moodswings very fast.

spend my dinner with dear for the weekend. he's working at plaza singapura's M1 roadshow. fulong, my primary school friend is also working there. for the whole sunday, he was bluffing other promoters that im his sister. and he's such a LAME, full of expression guy. lmao. people there says me and dear have husband and wife look. haha. we've been together for 2 years plus already, somehow will have similiarities.

didn't got much sleep since sat. slept at 3plus 4am without a reason. having a spinning head too. Zzz.

again, i cant bring myself up today. im grumpy and really very very tired. dad didn't fetch me today. zzz. went off after preparing and ended up half an hour earlier at work.

took the MRT, there this parent teaching/scolding their daughter. "HELLO ?! its a public place, are you that cruel to put your daughter in such an embarrassing moment. " that poor girl cried thoughout her journey on the train. he cries were so loud that i still hear her when my ipod volume is till the max. -shakehead-

after alighting the train, its just 8am. walked slowly to cheers to get sandwiches for breakfast. hehe.

im soo early... -grins- 

oh ya, the plan planned by dear is revealed !! haha. im so clever. he is bring me to the singapore flyer. just for an experience.

Incharge just went off for training. im on my own now. should be free till he comes back on next thursday. my main job is to handle the emails of customer support. so irrelevant to my course of study. zzz.

so so looking forward to next thursday. haha. clubbing ! gonna party like mad. but... there's still work on friday. will be shag, but its FRIDAY. i believe it will be a fast day also. hehe.

its friday ! heavy rain in the morning, puddles of water found everywhere. water was gushing in the drains everywhere. slow traffic too, but still in time for work. ;p

gonna get more pants from springfield, i love the cutting. it looks smart on me. haha. maybe also getting a belt. >.<

haven't got news from my incharge if im working for this weekend. talking about my incharge, im gonna go back to complete my project.

dear and me going separate ways tonight. dear wanted to wear his new levis jeans to work tomorrow that's why. always like that, kinda used to it. will get angry when such things happened previously, but not now already. negatively, seems like im not even worth a 100+ bucks jeans. positively, at least he spend most of his night hugging me to sleep. how will you think if you're in this situation ?!

nevermind, i will have my choco with me. gonna see what is happening to his wound. was sore it turned black, but vet says its normal cause its heeling.

i dont have time for my surroundings recently. wake up so early for work. gone back for dinner, rest for some TV before bathing and time to sleep. sleep is already insufficient... this is a suffering.

movies i wanted to catch is going to end showing in the cinemas... how great... the only leisure time now is to shop... but alone... while waiting for dear to end work. no matter how much stuff i got from the net, i just dont have time unless i sacrifies my sleep.

didn't have a great time for the weekend working.

im just being kind cause i've been working there for quite some time. because of my kindness, im being taken advantage of. staffs there at m1 tampines have like target for getting customers purchasing phones from the kiosk, the computers. and i was told me direct customers over when they wanted to re-contract their mobile line to get a phone. then a supervisor over there wants me to help him with that, starting i helped, then it becomes very irritating. im always the one being called to do that. i don't have customer at the moment dosen't mean i am free and i must work for you. FYI, im not working for M1, im working for Motorola. im there at M1 is to PROMOTE my phones not the help customers buy another brand of phones. when customer want to get my phone, but don't have the desired colour, you didn't bother to help. im not your pet alright. should have ask the manager for help instead.

hope to get transfered out. ;/

had lunch with dear just now. thaiExpress @ vivo !! for after so long. ;p

dear wanted to get me a jeans but i can't find the one i saw it in tamp's levi's ladies outlet. tried some, but just don't like them. nvm. other time.

dear bought a straightener for me. i need it for my fringe when im going out. natural curls since young. ;/

dear getting desprate for a ipod touch 8gb. luckily its too popular till most of the stores don't have it. then he told me that he is getting it online. WAIT !!! what's the hurry. just stay mp3-less for a couple more weeks till pay comes. we're suppose to share it. and it will be your next year's birthday present. though its still long. haha. planned to get it for your birthday, but now since your mp3 break down on you... i know you cant wait already. my plan failed... zzz...

by the way, i got the ring i love so much from perlini silver myself. -grins- Ran said that it looks like a 'Captain Planet' ring. haha. FYI, Captain planet is my childhood show. haha.

went to catch disater movie yesterday. so so long since i watch a moive. i don't care what movie i watch, i just feel like going to the cinema. haha. basically, the show is nonesense but very funny. its free anyway. >.<

KBOX tomorrow with friends, dear is coming along also. finally another KBOX session and another gathering with friends. haha. ;p

busy this week !

my crappy primary2 partner. lol.

my climbing stitch! so cute. >.<

btw, i dyed my hair blue black a week ago. but colour faded. gonna get it dye in a salon next time. ;p