went to watch quarantine on friday. its scary, but storyline is expected. and its another infected kind of show. zzz. then for the weekend, was with dear. on sat, played army of 2 again and also bought left 4 dead. completed left 4 dead on sun. lol. still, halo is my favourite game. ;p

dear don't like such a life, being rotten at home. but i view it differently, at least im spending my time with someone i love and not wasting time at rotting. ;(

dear, im trying really hard to make you happy. to bring back the time you like most. just that i don't know what to do more. im a failure.

its the first time i saw a server and the internal of it. here's some picutres.

guys in action.

Caric is the one who install the whole server.

that's part of his job at work. lol. its FREE LABOUR here. lol.

chips

and more chips

Kevin, the RAM promoter. lol

fianl product

satisfied installer. lol. 

dressed up today. but not going out after school. zzz.

addicted to pet society in facebook. lol. im 2nd top in position in my list. huimin is 1st. lol. cus she could play it in IPP and have a very very big neighbourhood. haha. having an aim makes me want to level up everyday when im playing. haha. ;p

just came back from my tea break at MAC. haha. feeling kinda gloomy. ;/ 

zzz...

i saw Aaron twice in school. sad guy, the girl he likes is now together with a indian guy in school and heard that he wasn't good looking. haha. he also said love is blind, and she is blind. lol. hard working guy, staying back after school to study for his common test. good luck bro !

BTW, anyone wants to get a Dior wax size 29, Gucci Fisherman hat(brown) or LV Naviglio(brown) ??? He's willing to let go at a reasonable price ! all are in very good condition.

in a lab with my partner now. everyone else went to attend the distinction presentation. its already very packed there, no point going.

just created this collage from a program. kinda cool !

as what the topic says. yet not available.

after 2years 3months of ups and downs. browsing our photos of happy moments like valentines day, our birthdays in friendster. a couple so sweet is now just friends. like those mention in some sad songs in my playlist.

im not very sad that it ends. and i was prepared. we're better off now i guess. at least we have happy memories.

some rule set for Kelvin.

• when im lonely on any occasion, you must be free for me
• most of you are mine.
• you have to try get into poly
• you will be free to fetch me out to eat when i ask (he set it)
• we will go out again (he set it)
• we will still have gaming session at his place
• you must patch with me when feelings come back

some rule Kelvin set for me

• I will stay on happily
• Not restricting other guys to know me
• Give up whoever, if im in a relationship, when you want to patch (I set it)

its kind of complicated. we're more than best friends, but less than a couple. i will still i go on with my big surprise for him. since he don't mind me giving things on love. ;/ somehow, we're closer now.

that should be it. good luck for future life !

stucked at home. nowhere to go.

trying hard to find things to do.

boredom.

our happy memories. ;p

collage done by Kelvin and edited by me

done by Kelvin only.

our photo at toy-r-us forum edited by me

at Kbox party. his family is also there.

if only its till the end....

im always happy attached to Kelvin

my 06 birthday gift and the first gift from him

taken on my 06 birthday under my block with both of us not wanting to leave for our homes

the drawings i drew on him with my eye pencil. then he was living in my house

couple handphone charm

couple PSP

couple necklace

couple touch which he hangs on our phones

what a happy couple. taken outside jurong library after Kelvin finishes his self study with friends

taken on serangoon gardens NTUC before heading to my NYP class chalet

cookies i made for Kelvin

if only he will let me

those sweet days when we listen to the music together on the train

He always meet me after school. was wearing the Baby Milo t-shirt he gave me with my princess

taken on Vday 07

this is what he gave me on Vday 07

CNY 07 visiting

sweet smiles were on our faces

on Kelvin's birthday celebration before meeting his friends

our BAPE couple t-shirts

neoprints

on our 1st year anni

our couple watches which i secretly bought for him

that's what he bought for me from chomel

he was drunk after Dan Tok's surprise BBQ. i clean him up and change him.

the 2 babies he got for me from build-a-bear

my xiao bai and him. he got it for me.

another sweet ride with us on the headphones

we even have couple phones

we were so sweet.

us in eski bar

my first time at dbl O. i wasn't drunk. its on kevin's birthday 07

that was when he claims that he stoped smoking after me getting angry

on his sis's wedding

vday 08

we went to qian hu for fish spa and fishing guppies. this was my kampong boy

drew a 'tattoo' on him.

we went to the Night Safari.

my $300 watch, he bought for me.

our watches

he secretly bought for me. was working at compass point m1 and he didn't work on that weekend.

we're waiting for 85 to town from my place.

the Stage t-shirt i bought for him

the cake i secretly buy for him. and also gave him a surprise for his birthday 08 by getting all his friends to celebrate with him

his friends who turned up for his birthday 08 at fish and co. glass house

clubbing @ MOS

we love to take photo.

his Gucci wallet i got for him

the first time i got flowers from him and from anyone, it was his first time giving someone flowers too

after he got his license, we went out on his dad's car.

met me for lunch during IPP. with us starting to drift away.

we went to the Singapore Flyer.

we were still happy.

on our way to A mei's concert

taken a day before he ask for a break up

this is when i thought i got him back. we took photos from those passport photo booth. and should be the last photo taken before we broke up

those days of love and effort is now gone. is there still love ? is there any chance where we could get back together ? i dont know.

i might need years or even decede to let go. im really unwilling to. 2 years of effort gone after that quarrel on him smoking and not letting me know. i have wrong in my ways. and also did try to amend.

this is for Kelvin, after you've finish reading, and if u want to give me a reply, i dont want you to text me. i want to hear you instead. so here goes..

Kelvin,

you're now free from me. i was wrong that i stick to you. i was wrong in showing my love to you. don't say that you didn't blame me or stuff like that. ever since you got your license, you've been out enjoy with friends. guess you enjoyed more with your friends than with me now. i tried to recover everything, but just didn't work out. im tired. really tired and had no ways to, yet still loving you.

i will stay strong. cus its what you wants me to. strangely, after i met you and became friends with you, you're the only one other than my parents that i consult to. you're the one who made me show me the directly of my life.

im not persuading to get back to me. and i dont expect to. if really, there's a chance for a patch, even when im attached then, don't you hesitate to let me know, tell me straight. we form a better couple. you know me more than anyone else does. and i believe the happiness with you cant be compare to anyone, or even anyone rich. from the day we got together, ive made up my mind that im willing to suffer with you when there's sufferings. im willing to walk through any ups and downs with you. don't you ever think that you're not for me in anyways. it just made me feel bad.

i don't want you to feel bad nor pity me. i just want you to know those things that i did not say out. i don't want you to say sorry again. all you can do is to be my close friends and make me smile/laugh. ask me out alright. to you, maybe meeting often might not let me let go, but i will. i might kiss you, or hug you. its my habit already, so let me, i will eventually kick the habit someday.

you remember not to make empty promises to me. what i have told you that night, i really mean it, some are for now only. just that i really want you for me only.

i will still be there to cut your nails and put mask for you. if you want to get clothes, i can be there to choose for you. if you need anything, i can get it for you. if you need my opinion, my number is always there for you to call. like in the lyrics of my all time favourite song, 东静乐团 - 相信未来. the song is for you once again.

ps: don't say goodbye to me still and ever. I love you.

Once your baby,
Shuxian

东静乐团 - 相信未来

我怎麼還再記憶裡徘徊
一個我最愛的人已不再
從沒想到你竟然狠心這樣
看你最愛的人選擇離開
手機號碼還在 隨時都開
為了你不能改
總在期盼那天你真的會打來
愛在我心裡面像個小孩要呵護要依賴
沒有人可以一口氣說個明白
等待你接受我的愛
等待我給你的未來
讓我這樣抱緊著你 不放開
我要你接受我的愛
相信是上天的安排
讓我可以手牽著你
永遠不要分開

the layouts i did on our love with my love.

1st layout i did for my blog

2nd layout

3rd

done for him.

mine at the same time

on his birthday 08

i tried to cry out my pain last night. my heart is hurt, but there's no tears. how can i get it out of me ? how can i walk out of this misery ?

i wanted to just go out with Kelvin as a friend, but he seems to be afraid of seeing/meeting me. he thinks he will feel awkward. but like what i always say, "You will never know if you never try". you don't let yourself to be my friend, how can we be friends like what you say we will be ? i might too, feel awkward, but at least i try to be friend with him.

how i let go when you don't let me be your friend? i just wanted to go out cus im bored, and you told me that i can call you anytime i wanted to for you. then you don't want me meet me. you're always the top friends of mine, you know.

you made me so unhappy to see you this way, trying to aviod me. being like a loser. maybe you didn't let go, or maybe you still blame youself. whatever it is, you need to be strong and at least face me.

can we walk through this together ?!

enough of me and Kelvin already.

going out with Swing soon. getting ready. and i dont have much top to wear. ;/

will be out to slack.

by right, i should be winning some cash form mahjong ytd. but i thought Kelvin is coming to meet me for his clothes. but ended up we didn't meet. my winnings gone !! NO !!!!! haha. 

no plans for tomorrow. cus Kelvin doesn't wants to meet me. ;( haha. i blame him for making me rot at home. ;p but still you dont blame yourself eh ?!

CHEER UP !

just came back home.

watch bolt 3D !! very funny. nice show.

slack at esplanade, really missed those days. did a lot reflections, and im feeling better, trust me, its a lot better. i know why me and Kelvin have ended up this way. its better to slow things down a little in the beginning of our relationship. guess the time of our togetherhood was too short for us. and our approach was different. im willing to amend if there is another chance to be together.

since Kelvin needs sometime away from me, or maybe trying to let go whatever love he have left for me too, i think i rather make myself invisible for a moment. its up to him to get the feeling back. im too tired already, so am i tired to get to know other guys. im unwilling to start a relationship from start, consider myself lazy.

i have no idea when we will next meet, i just know that i really need my clothes back for school.

was like a wondering spirit this afternoon, but im not now ! ;p

haven't been in contact with Kelvin for the pass 2 days. message him last night, but no reply. just wanted to know how have him been doing. got to him this morning and finally got his reply. i still miss him and the days we were together. but i didn't know that i can sort of let go, not feeling miserable that soon. haha.

and i still know he still can't face me. maybe he is guilty for putting me into such position now. i cant do anything else to make him feel better other than to stay away from him. i know that he have made up his mind and might never turn back. i can do nothing and respect his decision. after all i know him more than anyone else, and might be the only one who willing to go so far for him. 

promises have broken, efforts have gone wasted, love have been broken, all we have left are our memories together. xmas is coming again reminding me about the hurt ive got, i guess this is what i owe him in my past life and fate have ended between us.

i maybe blind, but like i told many that there's this special feelings against him that nothing could stop me from loving him. for the rest of my life, im willing to contiune to take care of him, to be there for him and also support him in any ways. this is my decision and part of my heart will always be yours, sorry to whoever i will meet in the future, this is what i promise myself and will never break it.

now, he lost someone who love him so much to be beside him.

i hope someday he realise my good, my love, my care and my "stupidity" and willing to love me once again.

and now its time for me to somehow "move on" in life for my future.

im so bored now in FYP. one side watching High school musical2, one side monitoring server. no one entertain me. ;(

not really no one though.

saw a pri sch friend on sat while im on the train back home with Swing. then the next day this pri sch friend came to chat with me. he said he wanted to say "Hi" very badly, but afraid that i don't recognise him. the fact is that i know who he is and having the same reason that's why i didn't say "Hi".

have been chatting with him for the past few days and i think im sending the wrong message out. was so bored that i pranked him ytd. with the help of Caric. lol. he got angry, but simmered down after knowing that the unknown number is mine. haha. he gave me his no. and wanted me to msg him which i refuse to till i got bored. haha. he is giving me too many hints to tell what his motive is. ;/

im not flirting with him alright, he is the one who came to me and initiate a chat. =X

all i can say is maybe single is better ?! ;p

just came back from meeting with Aaron. haha. long time since we met. he's still the same, but today due to his kendo training, he look so under dress. he wore a t-shirt and a basketball shorts with slippers. haha. he just lost to a senior in last week's tornament. haha

so looking forward to go Huimin's house on 22 dec for a xmas lunch. 13 people will be there. ;p

out with Swing tomorrow. and planning to go clubbing next week. time to party! ;p

time now is passing so slow. wanted to chat with someone on the phone.

im anxious. i didn't get Kelvin's reply since yesterday night trying to make him feel better. i just want to know if he's alright, but he sounds stressed up, and he doesn't wants to face up to anything. this part i really don't understand what's going on. His blog ain't updated nor i could get him through the phone. Somehow, i can't bear to let him be like this and i feel helpless. and i know im irritating enough for him, but i just want to help.

another problem is i don't know how long will he be like this, ignoring my messages and calls, cause he have to meet me next week for the swarovski angels i did for his sis. and most of all, i really need my clothes back. parents were asking me why i didn't want to get my clothes. argh !!!!

im really helpless.

i watched Twilight yesterday with Swing. Honestly, its the only show that made me so in love with. Edward Cullen in the movie, real name is Robert Pattinson, is so handsome. as seen in my new layout, im really love the show. the show made me so in love. i did this layout with pictures found throughthe net and few brushes from photoshop. admirering my workpiece ! ;p

Since small, vampire stories facinates me. i even wish that i could be one. for my whole like i will want to meet a vampire, maybe that handsome as Edward Cullen. >.<

I swear that i will get the DVD !

gave a my last hug to Kelvin when he pass me my clothes yesterday after midnight. felt so cold and just so used to it that i kissed him in the lips. i don't know what i was doing though.

didn't got everything back i think. my huggables and my straightener he gave me. ;( 

was really blushing. was calling people to go clubbing with me and Swing and the more the merrier right ?! ya, so since i knew Kevin's friends, so told Kevin to called his friends along. also ask him to persuade his friends to go. and only one can, but low in cash.

so just now, met Kevin and friends at koufu in school after their swimming session. Kevin pushed me to ask him, his only friend who could make it. omg. im not well with him and i just cant open my mouth to ask him, but to blush and to eat my food.

evil Kevin !!! who put me in such situation.

and.....    

Kevin says: =P

just got back home. thoughtout the whole ride back was having images of me being awkward at koufu. then Caric say as if he is my crush. oh my god.

talking about crush, have been having feelings for guys i met all the while to be honest. was told that is natural even when im in a relationship. ;/ its a secret of whom i'd a crush on, may it be before or later. im keeping them to myself as before, don't want to make myself in another awkward situation like 3 years ago.

being single isn't bad, yet being love isn't either... if there's a choice to be single, yet to be loved is even better. i still have my daily life and when i need warmth, someone is there to hug me, to cuddle me, etc.. someone like Edward Cullen maybe ?! haha.

i really regret letting Kevin and Caric knew that i blushed. starting of the day, Huimin even gang up with them to make me blush even more. first thing in the morning this happened. omg.

Kevin: she saw handsome boy then blush

Huimin: that guy not bad la

Kevin: single and avaliable

Kevin even showed me that guy's phone no.

Huimin: call la

then Caric told Kevin to give that guy my blog URL.

Kevin gave Huimin that guy's blog URL when Huimin ask. then Huimin paste it to me.

Huimin told me to add that guy in MSN. and Kevin saw and pasted to me.

They are really trying to match-make can ?!

later after the previous entry. Kevin msn his friend,  the friend i talked about. Kevin gave him my blog URL !!!! my face turn really really red. >.< His friend said that he don't dare to go for the NAPFA training after he saw the entry. i also don't dare to go.

Kevin still making it worst by adding more words into my feelings to his friend. damn it. Kevin even gave his friend my msn, like how he gave me. -.-" and Kevin thinks its fun. argh !!!

Kevin, Caric and Huimin seems to want me to get a bf. im not that desperate alright.

im really bored right now. zzz.

gonna play mahjong with a friend and his 2 other friends. hope i have loads of winnings ! ;p

my project now is on hold for quite a few days. no source code found, no better solution discussed. Lecturer was missing for more than a week already. zzz.

its a gloomy day.

good morning, i just woke up after like 6hrs of sleep. reached home at around 5.30am. the mahjong session wasn't bad, the guys let me win when they see me lose money. haha. i really cant think well for i don't know what reason.

i came back, mum couldn't sleep, means that the day's plan is cancelled. zzz. gonna bring choco for a run later. to train up for my stamina.

have a sudden urge of looking forward to something which i can't figure it out.

flare up just now. i finally got the will to talk back at my dad. to him, everyone is "bad" to him, even his daugther is sound worthless from his mouth. i tolerated it since very very very very long ago, like primary school and i had enough. before you want to look down on someone/something, think if you can do it or not. im EMBARRASS to have such a dad.

ive lost. lost my heart to someone. of cus to a guy. and its the first time i fall for someone... different. not as in looks, but another aspect. cus that guy might have my blog. haha.

previously, i told myself that i might be single for the next year or so, but that guy, might be exceptional. wahaha. just attracted to him, as if he set a spell on me. but im unsure about how that guy felt for me. ;(

okay la. just a little hint, ive mention him in my blog before. wahaha.

and i have eyes peeping into what im blogging. then all arrows point to Kevin's friend again, making me blush again. like as though they choosing my next bf.

Huimin: eh.. tmr is NAPFA training eh. (giving me the smug on her face)

Huimin kept saying that this guy not bad... bla bla.. so what my friends make me like Kevin's friend ?! its only my side. and he is younger than me. not everyone can accept a gf older, you know.

im glad that i have friends who is planning my future happiness, but dont let me be in such "situation". haha.

im done with my daydreaming. haha. here are a couple of photos taken in the past few days. nothing much though.

my choco sun tanning. ;p

a car so small. by the way, its a left seat driver. ;p

just had my dinner at Sakae sushi, dinner buffet, with Swing. and was planning our xmas. intend to club at Zouk, but can't confrim till recently and now Kevin is booked. wasted. ;(

its okay, hope that friday clubbing will be a successful one. ;p

im now single and available, time for me to have fun. enjoy till im tired of having fun. haha.

i just did this quizzes in Facebook ! the result is :

You are: The Lovable Eyes
She is Spontaneous, Smooth, and Loving. She is what most guys want to find, date, and marry. That simple. She’s adorable, cute, sexy, innocent, easy-going, friendly, and fun to be around. Pretty much the perfect companion. She’s delicate and needs to be handled with loving hands, and there won’t be any shortage of guys willing to handle her. In a relationship, there is only one rule with the Lovable Eyes- Don’t Fuck Up. That’s it. Don’t cheat on her, don’t lie to her, don’t mistreat or abuse her, and she will be yours for a lifetime.
 
A perfect wife is someone who has faith in many things, but most enduring is their faith in you.
 
Girl Next Door:
Pretty isn't what you wear, it's who you are. You make looking beautiful so easy and effortless, mostly because for you it is. You don't put a lot of thought into what you wear, you wear what makes you feel good. And because you feel good, everyone else does too. It's that generous spirit that makes you the belle of the ball.
 
Give yourself a pat on the back!
Your beauty outwardly attracts people, but so does your inner spirit. You obtain a great balance between outward and inward beauty. You have an inner semblance of strength and ambition which enable you to remain attractive to others. You are popular and you think of how others would feel frequently. You are a true gem so continue to shine up your greatest assets throughout your life!
 
Guys like you for your brains
You're intelligent, sophisticated and proud of it. Men find you intellectually stimulating and that can be very, very sexy. They know you can take care of yourself, but they like the idea of taking care of business for you. Why? How else are you going to know that they're worthy? (but i dont want them to. ;( )
 
Your heart is RED HOT.
You are sexy & you know it. You have many acquaintances & lovers, but few real friends. You live for the here & now & seldom worry about the future. You love spontaneity & are willing to try anything once ... or maybe twice... (true about the few real friends. )
 
The Bad Boy
You crave the guy that makes you feel it is so right even though you know it is wrong. He wears black and looks like he doesn't care. He is loud but quiet in an obnoxious way and knows when to make a point. And he stands for one word: INDIVIDUALISM You parent's hate him, your friends think you are going crazy, and who knows maybe you are, but you cannot help but want to jump on the back of his motorcycle...
 
You haven't found your true turn-on yet, but don't worry it's there somewhere - we just need to find it.
Perhaps you're trying too hard, or perhaps you've just been brought up with good old-fashioned values and you're a little scared to experiment. It's never too late to start; so go forth and throw all your inhibitions out of the window and get turned on! (hahahahahaha....)

You are the perfect girlfriend and there's little doubt in his mind that you'll make the perfect wife when the time is right.

Brown eyes
People with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. They love to please the one they care or love for, and are the greatest kissers of all. You care deeply for family and are affectionate with a tendency towards seriousness.

so satisfying ! >.<

break time for my game. haha.

went to town after school with friends before meeting up with Swing. should be having lunch with KB, my pri sch friend who i met on the train, rmb ?! lol. He msg me this morning, haven't slept, rushing for his report. then after asking me out for lunch, he dose off till 2 plus, that's why its cancelled. ;/ by then im in town already. haha. oh ya, saw Kelvin and his ex. free to go out, but not to pass the rest of my stuff. guess he have his reason be whatever it is.

J asked me out on next wed. he waited for 1+yr just to go out with me. lol. so persistant. and he've been trying to cheer me up previously, though didn't make me much better. ;X no common topic for us.

and have been asking L out, but he's working. zzz. heard that he is holding another girl's hand and they aren't attached. time for me to be a busy body. ;p

damn it, clubbing with friends kept being postponed. hopefully next week will be a successful one. >.<

okay, im looking forward for next week. wahahaha. not because of going out with J or L. wahahahahaha. have been crazy these few days. friends have been seeing me like this too in school. im day dreaming. ;p

have been smiling to myself since like ytd. and Swing is so used to it already. its a symthon that im being HUA CHI. my face turned red, my eyes bearly open with my big smile. and im still doing it now. haha. i can't believe how fast i get over with my pain.

thanks to my lab buddies. KB for chatting with me and making me like "ARGH, STOP HINTING, I KNOW YOUR INTENSIONS". Swing for keeping me accompany. and especially, *ahem* for appearring. >.< and to whoever whom i missed out. sorry la.

i dont want to waste my twenties !

just pushed away J's date. really sorry to let him wait again. will meet next next week. haha.

i spent my xmas sms-ing and msn-ing. haha. those days are back ! haha.

tagged my facebook message as im flying and on auto pilot. was really boring that i came up with such things. haha. then Huimin reply, "come back come back". lol. then my lame-ness is back replying, that she can get to me through the control tower. lmao.

im hyper ! ;p

i love my smile

the green spider found on clement's keyboard which makes my hair stand and jump few metres away. haha

think i will be receiving high hopes for my plans next week. but still, this time i had enough. im going clubbing no matter how on friday. i agree that im noob at my age that i haven't went to Zouk. i just love dbl O that i kept going to that place... ;p (like as if i went there many times. haha)

going pub with lab mates and Swing for new years eve. its still 4 people who is confirmed. zzz. so whoever interested, be it that you know my friends or not, just tag along ! we are all singles ! hahahahahaha. =X singles normally are bored at home, so just gather to know more people ! haha. going Timbre i guess. ;p

then hope ubin trip wont be cancelled. just felt like going since i havent been there before.

see how "mountain tortise" am i ?! hurmph !!!

oh ya, been somehow got rejected for asking people out can ?! ;( have been asking people out tmr since evening. none are free. might be too late to ask people out. but i just cant believe that everyone is occuiped for the weekend. how great ?! i luckily Swing is good enough to accompany me. hehe. ;p

im in a vurge of breaking down. my day was spoilt by my mum nagging at me cus i spend up my allowance which led me into serious thinking. i really have to look for a job for money, but i just dont feel like working and i want to rest for now.

i just want to enjoy myself now than rot at home and to think of unhappy stuff. i just want to pamper myself. i wanted my parents to know, but just don't know how to start and also don't feel like talking to them.

i dont want to work.

let me be alone.

went sun tanning ytd ! my hands turned out to be more tanned than the other parts of of the body. i applied lesser lotion on my hands, but turned out this way. ;(

feeling better after Jeremy cheering me up on ytd's sadness. he's really trying to make me smile yah. i dont know how lucky i am to have friends around me to cheer me up. im really sorry if i did hurt him ytd.

picture time !

look how sunny it is ! smiles ~

me and Swing. we love the sun !

my fav drink @ coffee bean, white chocolate dream. miss it lots ! >.<

the original ice blend

im so looking forward to wed for the "count down".

came upon this group in Facebook. really got pissed off by this so-called "artist".

In 2007, artist Guillermo Vargas tied a starving, sick street dog to a rope in an art gallery and seemingly starved him to death while people looked on. He considered this his artistic masterpiece. Worse yet, he has been invited to do it again this year at the Bienal Honduras art exhibition!

The original exhibit lasted for several days, with visitors coldly watching on as the dog, who clearly needed medical attention, food, water and love-- withered away. The dog eventually died, widely assumed to be because of starvation (the gallery disputes this, claiming the dog was killed by other dogs!).

But this is not all – the Arts Biennial of Central America (in Honduras) has invited Vargas to repeat this cruelty in 2008 in his exhibition at the biennial.

how can someone leave this dog to death ?! and still there's people viewing it like an entertainment. are they sicko ?! i will throw any thing edible. this dog died cus of this exhibition can ?! be it a cat, a mouse or whatever living thing(accept pest), they deserves a chance to live and no one should kept it torture in their captivity. i rather be put behind bars for killing these kind of curel people. dig their hearts out since they don't deserve to have one and squash their brains cus they're out of their minds.

by the way, this is the petition against this "ART" http://www.experienceproject.com/mk/walls/starving-dog-art-protest.php?p=27613#petition_27613

just done my new blog layout... felt emptiness in this picture. ya, just wanted it to look simple thats all.

was bored in school. facebook all the time, kinda addicted. ;p

dont know which club to go yet. still deciding. kevin's friend is still deciding. haha.

since after my 2.4km practice run, my nose felt pain might be due to my signess. its like someone hit me in the nose.

and worst is i ran with an empty stomach. 

my day started off very happy. my nose is fine now also ! ;p

think i will meet quite a few familiar faces around clark quay/boat quay. Elieen Han going clubbing with friends and might be joining us. ;p my cousin going Eski bar with her juniors. she even got to know every one in Eski bar! even my cousin is so happening can ?! so i cant lose out. ;p there should be more people i know hanging around there later. haha.

gonna used up my camera memory card space ! haha.

stay tuned to more pictures ! ;p

2008 has been rather enjoying for me even though there are sad moments, its okay, its a priceless experience for me. Love didn't went off well, studies are alright, life hasn't been much enjoying. neglected some friends and im really sorry, was really blind in love. sorry sorry sorry.

hope that 2009 will be more happening for me. for love, we will meet when time comes. wish my family and friends stay strong and healthy. i will accept everything that is lined up for me for 2009 ! will catch up more with friend ! ;p