rotting day.

watching Boys before flowers.. Kim Bum is so so cute ~ Kim bum is So Yi Jung in the show. so charming !!! >.<

i have no idea why does boys before flowers made me felt so..

突然想念恋爱的滋味。。
i miss the feeling of being in love.

if only i met someone whom i have feelings for and at the same time have feelings for me.. 

however.. boys are a "want" in life, not a "need". XD

oh ya.. 

ive decided for my birthday celebration. im not gonna have a chalet.. i dont want to neglect groups of friends when im with one group of friends. so, i rather be sad over no one celebrating it with me than making groups awkward.

true friends will celebrate it with me right ?! i hope i have lots of true friends and i hope i dont get disappointed that i have to be alone.

btw.. my birthday is on 23 AUGUST !! i will be waiting. >.<

went swimming/sun bathing today ALONE ! >.< 

then after that, went to look for Jovan, David and Henry. as scandalous. Henry said that there's no difference with me going to the gym. ;/ then Jovan teasing me as usual (why? cus im cute. -.-") then he added on that David will be happy to see me and i will make his day. then Jovan jokingly said that David and him have been quarreling over me cus i talk to Jovan more. then if i talk to David more, Jovan won't be happy. LOL !! like i said, they are as scandalous. ;\ things just didn't change after i left. and they always make me smile. 

in fact, friends around me make me smile too !! (but not all.) =x

Alphonsus told me something that keeps me wondering about someone i have good feelings of for sometime already.

i tried holding on.. i tried figuring him out and i always get tired. no hint of a chance, nothing. ;\

i came up with conclusions that im not willing to believe. 

sometimes, it better off like this.

im crazy over Boys before Flowers. i did an attempt of watching it online and im just so lazy to read the subs, so i watch it on ch u. then i can't control myself and gets hooked to watch it online. so romantic, the guys are so HOT and CUTE ! >.< 

guys are so HOT with not-so-built body, pretty faces and they are TALL ! i really fell for them. why can guys be that perfect like Kim Bum or Lee Min Ho ?? (dont talk about character though.. simply perfect in looks) however, if i meet anyone like them, perfect in looks and character, they will just be eye-candies.. untouchable. i don't want to be like some crazy freak out there killing to get near them. LOL.

im those girls who gives fairly good-looking guys a chance. c'mon say that im great! LMAO !! jkjk. im not pretty to suit them too. and btw, i dont see any handsome singaporean guys yet. =x

mummy finally had enough of me staying home.. ;p

will she ever had enought of me being single ?! haha.

went dinner with dad just now. dad mentioned to me about getting a child care job, i don't think im qualified though. however, i dont mind if there's an offer. but gym will be affected. zzz.

oh ya.. dad still wants me to sign on to SPF. i don't want to make any hash choices. i dont want it to affect the future me. to me, signing on with SPF will make a different me, someone too man. if i were a guy, i wont mind. its not about the money that i will get, nor the study opporunity. its the person i will become. 

to me, life is not about earning money to live, but to understand every bit of it.

At times, i really dont know why im thinking negatively. Zzz..

im glad, glad to have someone that could smile for every reason and to be happy around with. i can also say that this person knows me quite a bit and is a very nice person. this person is a guy (FYI again, i have like 98% friends who are guys). this person is like always around when im in a mess (haha), talking to this person always makes my mind clearer too. he is a true friend, who tells me when my face is dirty. he is also someone whom i will never wants to lose. SO HAPPY TO HAVE SUCH A FRIEND !! >.< not mentioning name, else the person will fly. LOL. =x

im somehow satisfied with my life, not expecting much from everyone. just want to be happy and smile for the simpliest thing.

first time playing beach volleyball. was great ! HUNKS AND BABES ALL AROUND !! >.< however, only 4 people playing it. the more the merrier ! ;(

after that went to Seah Im hawker for my fave cha kway tiao !! >.< then to timbre for yongjia's birthday dinner with Elson and Amber.

then we played secret number to finish the pizza and cake. im bloated !!

after today, i will not like chocolate cake !! (and, i prefer fruit cake all the time. ;p)

that's all for today.. time to sleep, working tomorrow !

had a fairly great time at work despite all the unappreciative customer out there. 

ytd, went to the movies for night at the museum 2 with Alphonsus, Wendy, Enuice, Ethel, Gilbert. great show. looking forward for our next show. ;p headed for dinner after that. we have some secrets within us ~ LOL.

once i reached home and bath. i layed on the bed so exhuasted and fall asleep soundly without letting choco out of my room to sleep with my mum. LOL. yet, i didn't get enough sleep. zzz.

im having the urge to drink. XD

here to blog ~ 

happy for these few day.

went gym-ing ytd and yoga today. its my first yoga lesson !! >.< alot of stretching and it is tiring.

was chatting with Alphonsus last night and he don't understand why i wouldn't want to get in a r/s with the guy i like. to be brief, sometimes its better off being friends, i might also admit that i don't have the faith for a r/s now or maybe im still enjoying single life. to me, like someone doesn't mean we should get together. im just satisfied with having such a reason to smile for.

GUESS WHAT ??

 im going partying tomorrow !! (P.S. sorry to Ethel that i cant go Butter Factory.)

my skin is peeling(on my forehead) !! OH NO !! zzz

my pay came like 3 days ago when im squeezing my pocket, not noticing that ive received my pay. damn it. it came more that what ive expected. HEHE. ;p

ive spend $60 till now.

went to the supermaket to get some food to store at home. spend like $20. 

i wanted to get MASK and makeup, but spoilt for choices, so i didn't got any. definitely gonna get mask for my dull skin. 

gonna spend some later too; for the fun !! >.<

last night was the SO SO FUN ! saw quite a few familiar faces. TKD and Gilbert from work came from butter factory! 

went we all reached. completed a barrel of beer and went to dance floor. but, went back for another barrel cause we(the girl) did not have the kick, felt weird dancing when we're not high. i cheers all the way till i get dizzy and headed to the dance floor. the guys were dirty dancing among themselves. HAHAHA. then when TKD and Gilbert came, went to meet them and cheers 1 1/2 cup of Hennessy. =x i really drink alot. i can't walk straight also. felt quite terrible with the air of the beer in my stomach. Gilbert is a bad guy, he threw his gf at home and he went to club. EW !! LOL. =x

reached home around 5plus going 6 and woke up before 12pm and im not shag ! 

guess its the last time i will see Jianlun before he get enlisted, which is next monday. i also have no idea when we will be meeting again. after everyone enlist, i guess i wont will hardly see them already. i will miss them and the fun !! ;(

reach home at 6am in the morning and i slept like a pig till 4pm. >.<

went topone KTV at Bugis with Wendy, Eunice, Ethel, TKD, Alphonsus and Jonny after work yesterday. we left around 5am, with me dosing off. LOL. then we cabbed home.

oh ya, met a few new hires. and guess what ?! im a seinor now !! OHHO ! ;p

intend to go swimming today, but by the time i woke up, the sun already went down. zzz. went to dinner with mummy to ajisen @ Compass Point. then mummy bought her olay facial product and i get to enjoy the free gifts, its a yoga matt and a piece of white radiance mask. ;p 

gonna work tomorrow! ;p

sat was a bad day at work. there's one call that ruins my day. some people are just so selfish that they only think about themselves and everyone is to think for them. they're just such a TYPICAL singaporean. think that in 'their dictonary', there's a word "COMPLAIN" in bold, highlighted and is full of markings. these kind of people definitely will get KARMA ! either happens to them or their poor children which freaking ruin their life for that. 

enough of my rants @ work.

sun marks everyone's last day in HAW PAR CENTER. my day was rather good. ;D headed to fish and co. after work for dinner and then movie @ PS. watched Ghost of Girlfriend's past. nice show ~ the headed back by train with Alphonsus and Wendy. When we reached SK, Alphonsus suggested that we take to Punggol and back to SK without knowing its the last train. then we were left stranded in Punggol, trying to wait for a cab. LOL. 

my masks came this morning with me sleeping like a pig. (rarely happens) my choco was barking away for quite sometime, but i just cant bother about it. =x im pretty exhuasted recently. damn it, gonna get them to redeliver or have to go down to collect. zzz.

think im falling sick soon. sore throat is coming and have the feeling that it will become worst. trying to drink alot water though. ;\

collected my Masks from Singpost cus i tried arranging for redelivery, but didn't get through. so might as well collected it personally before i head for swimming.

went sauna too !! >.< great !! then did cake for Agnes's friend. yummy ~ >.<

PS. thanks to Amy for the masks. credits ~ http://maskhouse.blogspot.com/

dad suggest a Bintan trip on next Monday till Wednesday ~ OHHO !! >.<

i wanna snokel, water sports and spa !! hope it happens !! ;p

omg omg omg.. !! im really gonna blog for this !!

Aaron, editted my photos and specially put in alot of effort. 

♥shuxian ~ says (1:01 AM):  im so so touched..  no need spend the effort la

like.no.other says (1:01 AM):  once for a life time, you won't study poly again

FYI, look at the time !! and he is going to Redang on 18th. and rushing the graduation photos for me during his holidays. i feel damn touch and kinda bad to put him through that.

just look at the difference, just jaw-dropping. im in love with his photos !! 

went to celebrate Alphonsus birthday yesterday.

went earlier to put the cherry cheese cake baked by me and Agnes first at Shokudo @ Raffles City. then went to MANGO SALES !! >.< bought my black pants. OHHO ~

then met up with everyone acting like there's no cake. then happily when to eat. im so so happy !! there's sashimi, omlette rice, rosti. LOVES !!! >.< was so bloated.

then met the rest to timbre. was so full that i couldn't complete my erdinger. the roasted duck pizza was sold out again. zzz

didn't stayed up till 12am till Alphonsus birthday. felt kinda bad. again, im sorry.

having sore throat and flu. my voice changed too. zzz..

i need honey lemon. and i missed it too.. ;(

im really crazy over absolute boyfriend now!!

if only there's someone so perfect. good looking + sweet ! >.<

completed Absolute Boyfriend. really cried for the show. quite a few times, one hit after another, my tears kept flowing out. Night is a perfect boyfriend, but he is a robot. ;\ nice show !!

woke up in the morning and headed for yoga lessons and intend to attend for Kick boxing. but after yoga, im exhausted and my mind is just thinking about the sauna. XD so headed to sauna then to bath. hehe. felt like window shopping.. almost bought make up. =x controlled and ended up buying bread home for tmr's breakfast. i reckon i will forget about breakfast tmr. haha. the bread just seems appealling and its almond. simply cant resist. XD

no idea why, im kinda feeling down now. emo-ing.. listening to Chinese songs(something unusual). pms maybe. WHATEVER ! 

okay.. on friday, went to collect my "studio" graduation photos. my hair is messy. ;\ and seriously, Aaron's photos are nicer and professional. XD 

then on sat, work !! after work, went chomp-ing ! hahaa. i mean chomp chomp. ate like a pig !! there's Stringray, satay(pork/chicken/lamb), kangkong, sotong, oyster omelette and lala. >.<

then as for sun, its last day of work for Jason. went to Swensen's @ Tamp mall. had great time. life now is a lot busier, which is great ! enough time for myself too. ;p

photos be uploaded !!

i want some alone time. im not reachable by phone.. 

i just felt like im an empty shell.. a glass half empty now.. dont pity me though.. this is just what im thinking currently..

went gym to work myself up. ran on the trackmil at 10km/hr will my heart rate got up to 188rpm. mentally not motivated to make long runs now. zzz. 

after gym and cooling down, headed to swim !! ;p chatted with Agnes about guys. haha. our very very common topic. =x sometimes its always better to go for rich guys, might be unfair, but that's for a better life. 

kokboon somehow cheered me up.. that part time bf thing made me laughed. what a lame-ass friend i have here, but not the ultimate one. hahaha. =x good to have such a friendship which is beyond a relationship. he is Mr nice. and im still wondering if i should go for his bday celebration. cus i will be all alone.. but Agnes is willing to come with me.

after gym, went thaiExpress and shared my fave pineapple fried rice, with tom yam soup and mango salad. and i told Agnes i want to dine in on my bday.. XD 

then went to buy bread home. met Qiu at the bus stop. he is enjoying his work in Starhub too. had a great chat with him on my way back. 

okay.. please clarify with me.. is Megan Fox borned to be a man ?? 

Huimin told me that the article is fake. then people @ work told me she is a man. but there's only one article.

whatever it is.. SHE IS DAMN HOT !! and i want her rib cage tattoo. if i really get a tattoo, it will be just like hers, but in different wordings. most of all, its coverable. LOL. 

"There once was a little girl who never knew love until a boy broke her HEART."

now i know the reason why i had the moodswing. didn't really noticed. it just happened everytime of the month. and what i hope is that i dont get dizzy tmr for having low blood.

for today.. worked myself up in the gym again. then went swimming and steaming. really pampering myself now. headed to meet TKD @ TP with Agnes and Wesley for dinner. I WATCH ASIAN YOUTH GAMES - KOREA VS CHINA SOCCER AT TP. so cool to have the games there. that was another soccer game that im interested in, i have no idea why(the only soccer match im interested in is the World Cup). after today, TP ain't bigger than NYP. after dinner, we were chit chatting and the main topic was me; looking for a bf @ work for me. -.-" from being a gf to a thrid party to a mistress. -.-"

then after that went to Tampines Mall with TKD to meet up Alphonsus for Transformers 2 : Revenge from The Fallen. GREAT GREAT GREAT SHOW !! >.< and it lasted quite long ! 1hr 45 mins ?! its a worth "watching-again-after-again" show !! >.<

FYI..

NYP IS HAVING ANOTHER WEEK OF HOLIDAY DUE TO H1N1 ! and what doesn't this happening when im still schooling ?!

back from work ~

headed out for "shopping" with Heechai before work. we both end up not getting anything.. and i didn't dare to step in Tiffany and co. to enq the price of the "727 fifth avenue necklace"... i dont have the confidence to walk into the shop.. ;( we also didn't have much time shopping, have to work after that and Heechai watching Transformers 2 ! (im still gonna emphasis that ITS A SUPER NICE SHOW ! ;p) oh ya.. not fated to show street label style to him also. maybe cause its a weekday.

oh ya.. no dizziness today ! ;p wonder why i have low blood out of a sudden. shall not be happy for now.. may have low blood tomorrow also. =x

Badminton tomorrow morning.. gonna sleep now. 

and btw,

I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS 2 AGAIN !! >.< LOL

since small i listen to his songs. like this Thriller MTV alot. Before his plastic surgery, his smile is just so charming and his voice is just so unique.

His cause of death is reported to be cardiac arrest; heart failure. 

goodbye Michael Jackson. at least he've created a history for everyone to remember, The king of pop, the creator of moon walk and someone who change everyone's way of thinking for the world.

had insomnia last night. toss and turn but can't sleep. then replied Jovan till i didn't get any replies from him and slowly fell asleep. then wake up in the morning with my mum yelling at Choco for peeing outside of the newspaper.

dragged myself up and get prepare to badminton with Alphonsus. played for 1hr 30mins ?! seriously, i dont find badminton fun. i prefer ball games, esp. in teams (think striaght, i know it sounds weird to say that i like ball games).

came home bath up and took an hour of nap. gonna sleep early tonight ~

Choco is getting naughty for the past few days. tearing up papers, dig into the bin and peeing out of the paper. wonder why.. throwing tantrum ?? O.o

just came upon chat logs with Huimin and Kevin during FYPJ (i remembered clearly it happened in the lab). which made me giggle away!! XD

i seriously dont think i said those stuff. okay, its a secret between us. =x i dont want to be "TEASE" !

had a great night sleep ~

having insomnia is so shag when there's work. 

lazy for gym.. ;\

jianlun booked out ytd, having steamboat later !! OHHO !! 

yesterday, was Rena's last day @ work. she's the first to leave in my batch. went to HK cafe @ Kovan. then to Selegie Soyabean @ kovan to eat. jokes everywhere, fun time. the jokes were either about gay, racist or one SOMEONE. =x then jianlong came to look for us, mainly for his dongle. gonna bake cookies soon. still have no idea what flavour though. ;p

had insomnia again. shag.. woke up early to meet up Heechai. sorry that im late. =x cabbed down due to the long wait for the bus and the bad weather. ended up a joke, we were in different places. he waited for me at yishun, but im at khatib. LOL. meet up to help him change his cap due to defects. just being nice to offer to change it for him, cus i know the boss and he wont have time to head down.

then headed to gym for powerpump alone. think that ive weak knees. my knees were trembling while doing the work out. did lots of muscle training with doubled up loads. feeling great. >.<

then headed down to Bugis to change the subcrew cap. boss just didn't even ask for the receipt and changed it for me. HEHE. headed back with bags on my hands. then went compass point and intend to look for moisturizer, but ended up buying food (there's a food fair). 

head back home cracking my brain to plan for my 21st bday. invited list up to 65 ppl !! still thinking if i miss out anyone. just hope everyone will attend. 

boss called me and ask me to get a pt bf(him). -.-"