last night is a farewell party for the guys @ powerhouse. i tried getting high from drinking but somehow didn't. there's one guy kinda loser. wanted to dance, but just don't have his moves. luckily, Heechai saved me. =x Welfred friends came and kept opening bottle.

funny things happened , like a guy dance move and "sumo wrestlers".. last night was multi-racial at powerhouse. LOL

AND.. we lepak at vivo and order mcdonald's breakfast before heading home. 

i will really miss those days with them. meet up soon !!

went to Alleybar last night after work. i was damn tired. only drank 2pints. then after that there wasn't 2nd round. we all went home after that. as usual, Zhiwei fetch me back. and as usual, trying to tease me. and trying to dig some news out of me. im really feeling neutral. haha. i told him about my fears. and he said, im still young. hm...

ohho ! im so looking forward for my pay !! shopping time ! ;p

that night of anger.. i cried myself to sleep. im just feeling really bad that i couldn't be myself and to express my feelings. they are my parents and that i don't want to get angry and not talk to them. i cant bare to do that and at the same time feeling so so miserable to g et to swallow all my sadness. sometimes, i just find it painful to li v e on. but overall, im still fine in life. knowing when im sad, seeing choco will cheer me up. 

living with choco makes me myself. no need to mind my words, care what im doing. just feel so free. sometimes, i get so tired caring for how people will feel that cause myself miserable. sometimes being alone is simply great ! it will be best if choco is with me. but he is simply lazy ! LOL. ;p

couple of days ago, was thinking about a clip that i came upon on YouTube. its a dog day care center. have the feeling to get grooming and training cert for dogs. dogs just makes me happy. ;p dad told me to at least a degree first then to pursue my passion. 

today, on my way to work, dad asked me if i want to get my bike license, again. if i were to get, means im definitely getting till class 2. but im afraid of accidents which dad warned me about that. nvm.. i think i should continue dreaming on riding on an R1 or maybe a CBR (RR series). more and more handsome bikes are parked near workplace as cable people shifted over. im having more eye-candies (those handsome bikes, i mean) XD 

i want to feel the wind again !

FYI, that's my pair of legs and that's a friendly, cheerful dog.

few of my friends are enlisting tomorrow and a few on thursday. deep down, i will miss them. really. time for me to be a workaholic already. hope our friendship stays as it is !! 

for those who reads my blog. im just a number away. ;p

ytd saw Jovan at Taka while shopping with mummy. just when im thinking of him, Henry and David. its long since i been to tamp already. 

im disappointed when i go there and CX300 is out of stock. i cant utilize my voucher. ;( my earphones are in a bad state right now. argh !

next week is training week ! ;p off on weekends ! ohho !! >.<

didn't mambo last night. last minute change of decision. felt so bad that i told huimin that i will be going and i didn't appear. changed to adam's place for drinking. 

as usual Zhiwei fetched me home. then meanwhile received a message from Wenyan asking if im home safely. then i replied that im not home yet cause Zhiwei's car broke down in the middle of PIE. =x then Zhiwei even pranked Wesley cause was thinking that Wenyan is with Wesley still. apologized to him at work just now. haha. 

at times when i could do much, i feel so useless.. 

im having training for the new system this week ! though training was boring, but there's some fun in it. haha. training is tiring, have to wake up so early. zzz. but its like back in those schooling days. ;p

got Wesley to get me a pair of brown contact lenses for me. its my very first pair ! after taking out my left side, it got itchy. but i love the color !! ;p

i have a set of shawn yue's eyes !! >.<

its the last day of training tomorrow. training is fun with funny people around. haha. 

playing our paper plane flash game throughout the whole lesson trying to break records. haha. 

have been working and doing work-related stuff recently. somehow, im like not shopping and hang out to see people other than my colleagues. i want some eye candies !! =x

the guys are booking out tomorrow !! few days back, Desmond and Heechai called me to chat. i really missed their presence. gonna meet up tomorrow. ;p

getting ready to rock !!

but im still waiting for a reply about dinner. ;( im so hungry..

training ended early today.. went to collect my Nike Human race race-pack. OHHO !! cant wait for next wk for the race !! 

till then.. im gonna go enjoy the party later !!!

im not feeling right. i guess i have too much alcohol in me thats why.

friday, went to Lingwei's party @ phuture. i tried SUPER flaming lambo(consist of 7 alcohol as told by Heechai). it burns !! i prefer Flaming lambo than that, flaming lambo is sweeter. ;p got home and had a headache. i mixed beer, martell, tequlia, super flaming lambo. HAHA. =x music was great, but starting, i didn't heard before most of the songs.

sat, went to Lingwei's chalet in the afternoon to help out with the decors. then waited for the people to come. was fun !! though at a point of time, im quite emo. reached home at around 3am. and reported for work at 11am. haha. ;p

reached work, found out that my colleagues are going Shangrila hotel for buffet. i was so dressed down and i dont think i could enter. also cus im feeling tired and not right, i didn't joined them. ;(

The girls !! >.<


the always cheerful LINGWEI with js and Welfred. 


The wonderful decor prepared by Lingwei and her mummy !


Birthday girl !!


people at work. ;p


Most importantly, THE FOOD !! WAHAHAH !! got sushi !!




my dry leg with a big bruise. i step into a shallow drain and the knock onto the edge of the drain. ;(

been rotting at home for the past 2 days. its boring. zzz. 

head back to office just to help out for the dressed up day. hopes my team will win the 1st prize!! >.< after that im going for a Japanese buffet @ Odeon Tower. XD 

oh ya.. my Thursday's wasn't being approved, the slots were already full. ;( this wk im earning lesser.

photos taken on Adam's Bday. (thanks to Gwen)

Adam's bday card


Adam and his present


the alcohols and my cake !!


Jianlong ans his vomit bucket(done by Wesley).. he vomited after 3 glasses.. =x


Wesley(SH Bangalah) who is forever eating






Wenyan and Adam, with Wenyan forever the agenda and Adam always the one who cant get drunk


SH Bangalah is still eating !!


Jianlong - Drunk already


Wenyan drinking red wine(his weakest link)


HAHAHAH!!


Ethel and Zhiwei playing 5,10,15


Ethel, Gwen, Me, Zhiwei and Wesley


With Neeky in the picture.. Ethel is almost gone.


the guys~ with Wenyan having red wine on his polo tee. looks like he is having a period.


this is funny !! LOL


no comments. =x


LOL


Making Wenyan drink the cup of red wine. He promised me to drink up after i help him drink 1cup.


Adam and Zhiwei begging him to drink up.. LOL. he took hrs to be willing to drink up.


one part missing is, Zhiwei and Adam dared him to kiss me and they will dirnk up for him. also one part where Adam and Zhiwei hold my hands to pester him. =x


LOL !!

went office in the afternoon.. its CS week and there are a dress up competition which my team participate. there's one gambling master, a bodyguard and 13 mahjong tiles. LOL. me ? the photographer. ;p

after that rush to Bugis to meet Fred and Eli for my Japanese buffet !! i ate 5 portions of salmon !! XD lots of japanese food !! ohho !! then after that walked in Bugis Junction before Fred send me to Clark Quay. when i parted, i was thinking that im at Clark Quay but im going home instead of going to ladies night. zzz. ;( anyway... Eli asked to go to Halloween party this year !! I WANT TO GO, I WANT TO GO !! haven't been to one before, just want to try out. >.< Trick or Treat ?!

Gambling Master with 13 mahjong tiles. ;p








the friendly looking gambling master. LOL !


out in action ! we walked around the whole office.


turn to the back.


look so cute right ?!


ello !! >.<


exchanging gifts.


SH big shots just ended meeting.


end of the walk. ;p

oh no ! i hope im not in deep shit !! F up.. argh !! 

working attitude.. tuned to "IM GONNA GET F UP REAL BAD" ;(

went to fred's bday celebration. (btw, i have a bro !! its fred) met up with js to get fred's present. and also BALLOONS !! ;p made fred walk around with the balloons. haha. think its memorable to him !! ;p

then this morning, woke up damn early for nike human race 10km. completed it in 1.28hrs. running under the sun is not easy.

ive decided to get the new iMAC which comes with the cool mouse !! i need to save up $2k !

went to meet Fred @ NYP. i miss school !! ;(

then headed to Suntec to meet Eli and for Halloween stuff. in the end, we cant find anything and Halloween is cancelled and changed to Fred's house party. ;p

im looking forward !!

slept at 4.30am.. >.< 

im baking my orea cheesecake this week i guess. gonna have free dinner for a wk !! hehe.

gonna be a busy day later. gonna settle my ingredients first then get ready to have dinner with Swing and her friends. 

out for Japanese buffet with Swing and friends. its yummy !! Baowen is uber sweet. he went to customize a bday cake, bought a DSLR and surprise Swing with his presence. damn. im so so jealous. Irene and Eshyuan cried too.  have a sudden feeling of getting attached.

photos will be up soon ! and im tired. 

im dead tired right now waiting for my cheesecake to chill before i turn in.

slept at 3am last night. went to Alley bar with Adam, Zhiwei, Wenyan, Wesley and Gwen. i was kept drinking till i found out i drank 2pints within an hr. i wasn't emo also, i n fact, im rather contented in this point of my life.

woke up like 7.30am. guess its another insomnia. zzz. then trying to get back to sleep, but i just cant. went to Sentosa at 1pm, its my first time going to Sentosa that late. and its when the rain just stopped. the sun wasn't blazing hot. volleyball was alright, lacking team spirit. 

after that headed back home with Seah Im's Fried Kway Tiao in my stomach. OHHO !! went to get my ingredients for my oreo cheesecake, some daily products and packet food for my mum. IM SO SO TIRED !!

reached home, bake my cheesecake !! im gonna get my one week dinner cause someone didn't believe that i bake. 

im like a half housewife already. i always spend $20 over everytime i goes to the supermarket and watson. most importantly, i enjoy shopping for groceries for dinner.. always carrying plastic bags from NTUC/cold storage home. =x its just that i hate doing chores. 

working tomorrow after its fred's place for 2nd round bday celebration.